"Hey Rion?" Harry asked.

We are currently laying on his white couch inside of his huge mansion in L.A. My legs are resting on Harry's lap while his hands rest on top of them.

"What?" I ask.

"You remember when we first started talking and-"

"And you were some horny creep, yeah I remember."

He chuckles and throws his head back in laughter. "Hey come on I know that you liked it just as much as I did."

"Psh.. yeah okay."

"You're telling me that you never touched yourself to our dirty conversations." His hand begins roaming up my bare legs until he reaches the bottom of my shorts. He flashes me a wink and smirks knowing just what he's doing to me.

I quickly sit up and move to the opposite end of the couch.

"What?" He laughs innocently.

"You know what."

"True." he smiles and jumps at me attacking my neck with kisses. Not sweet and blissful kisses more like wet, sloppy, and playful ones.

"Harry" I giggle. "knock it off." I try pushing him off but he won't budge.

"Harry.." I continue to laugh. "H- Harry." I suddenly moan out of arousal. His wet, sloppy, and playful kisses soon turned into hot, sensual, and proactive ones.

His tongue did magic against my skin making me moist at the very contact. "Mmmh" I moaned but it was muffled when his lips attached to mine. I scoot up so I can get out from underneath him. My turn. Our lips disconnect and Harry looks confused as he sits up.

I give him a smirk and push his broad shoulders so he lands on the couch and I hover over him. He raises his eyebrows in surprise and approval. Not even caring I rip my shirt open popping the buttons and reveal my maroon laced bra. Harry's mouth forms an o shape as he watched myself undress in front of him. All I'm left in is my jean high waisted shorts and bra.

"Awh I liked that shirt." He playfully whines.

"Shut up." I breath onto his neck and begin to suck right under his ear, causing a breathless moan to escape from his mouth.

"Rion.." He breathes against my neck as I begin to nibble at his sensitive spot. I use my tongue and work my way up to his jawline and harshly kiss the well structured surface. I feel Harry's hands roam and land on my breasts massaging them lightly causing me to grind my hips against him in pleasure.

"Fuck." He groans.

"Fuuuck." He groans again but carrying out the 'u' more.

"Fuck me. fuck me. Fuck me."

I immediately stop my hip movements and freeze at the mention of those words. I know we're just playing around but I can't help but feel guilty. We've been dating nearly 6 months now and we still haven't had sex.

"Babe? You alright." A very breathless Harry asks from under me.

"Yeah." I fake smile.

"Then what's wrong?" He knits his eyebrows together in worry.

"It's just- I- Harry I..."

"Ry, what is it? You can tell me anything you know that." He says putting his hand in mine.

"I want to have sex." There I said it.

He stares at me with an unreadable expression. I can't take the silence anymore it's killing me. Has he changed his mind about me? Does he not want to have sex anymore? Oh my God he's gonna break up with me.

He stood up from the couch and walked over to the window. He stand there in his Nike shorts and white tshirt. his hair is pulled back with one of my headbands. he looks absolutely breath taking even dressed down. He places his hands on his hips and let's out a sigh.

"Could you just say something?"

He slowly turned to me with the slightest smirk on his face. The anticipation of what he's going to say is killing me and I don't know how much more of it I can take. His tongue darts out of his mouth licking his lips preparing to speak.

"Okay."

"Okay? Just okay." I'm not even sure how to react to his answer.

"Yup"

"What do you mean just okay? Harry I'm finally your girlfriend and after fooling around and getting to know each other for a whole six months I'm finally giving myself to you. And I'm not just talking about my heart cause I already gave you that, I mean I'm giving all of me to you and you're just gonna stand there and say okay?" At this point I'm outraged the boy I'm in love with just stands there acting like me losing my virginity isn't some big deal at all. Not even realizing my actions I'm on my feet just a few steps away from a smiling Harry.

"Stop that!"

"Stop what love?"

"Don't 'Stop what love' me" I say in a mimicking tone. I cross my arms over my barely clothed chest and continue to stare at him with disapproval.

"Rion, baby listen." He says stepping closer. "You mean the absolute world to me. And you don't understand I'm literally jumping with fucking joy on the inside. Not because we're finally gonna have sex but because you're finally giving me all that trust. The fact that you're trusting me with something so valuable is better than words can describe."

I'm speechless. he couldn't have worded that any better.

"Kiss me you fool." I say as I jump at him. My lips hungry for his.

Harry shows his teeth followed by a breathily laugh and kisses me hard on the lips. This feels different. this kiss is full of love, happiness, and trust. A few weeks ago I was in love with this boy and I didn't think it could get any better, but it just did.

"But listen, I want this to be special." He says breaking the kiss and moving a lose piece of hair behind my ear. I mimic his movements by doing the same to his hair. He smiles wide and runs the pad of his thumb on my cheek.

"Dinner tomorrow night?"

"Yeah. I'd like that." I can feel the butterflies in my stomach building up in anticipation for tomorrow. "But Harry..."

"Hmm." He hums while furrowing his eyebrows together.

"I don't really know what to do.." I can feel my cheeks redden with embarrassment. An 18 year old that doesn't know how or what sex is about. Pathetic right? I mean yeah I've learned a thing or two from Emma... and Tumblr of course.

"Baby don't be embarrassed, do you think I knew what I was doing?"

"What when you were 16 and lost your virginity?" I remark with an eye roll.

"Psh oh come on I wasn't 16..." He says rolling his eyes. "It was 15.. but not the point." He puts his finger up like his defending himself or something.

"15?!" I hang my jaw wide open.

"Yeah.." He states using his finger to close my jaw.

"With who?"

"I said not the point.. If you want we can talk about my sex life.." He clears his throat.. "Yeah never mind we're not doing that." I'm not gone even question because the look on his face is telling me that I really don't wanna know.

"But sex is like..."

I burst into a fit of laughter and fall onto the couch before he can finish his sentence.

"What in the hell is so funny." he asks sitting next to me.

"You-" I let out another giggle. "You said Butt sex." I laugh again hearing it out loud for the second time.

"Oh my god, my girlfriend is a four year old." He says burying his face in his hands.

"Am not!" I say looking up at Harry for a second time to notice a smirk plastered across his face.

"See it's funny." I say holding my gut trying to untie the knot of laughters.

"Oh I'm not laughing love, just thinking.."

"Of what.."

He comes in close to my ear, so close that I can feel his hair tickle my neck.

"Butt sex." He gulps. "With you."

I push his chest away so he falls back onto the couch. "I said no anal!"

"But-"

"No buts! and no putting anything in my butt."

"Okay fine."

I lay my head on Harry's lap and stare up at his perfect features as he lays his head back on the couch.

"We've been sitting here on the subject of sex and I still haven't learned a thing."

It stays silent for a few moments before Harry speaks.

"You know, it's like putting the pencil in the sharpener, the fish in the pond."

"Oh my god." I can't help but cover my face in shame. Shame that this is how my 21 year old boyfriend is describing sex to me.

"Bury my bone in your backyard." He says pointing to himself then to me

"Alright that was a good one."

He puts his hand up queuing he's not done. So I silence my self to let the 'sex master' continue.

"I want to put my hotdog." he points to himself. "In your donut." He finishes his sentence with a wink.

"You say I'm a four year old! Do you hear yourself!" I'm laughing so hard to the point my eyes won't stay open.

"Rion." he says in a serious tone snapping me out of my fits of laughter.

"What.."

"Butt sex is a serious issue and no laughing matter, therefore you're the four year old."

"Harry." I laugh. "I'm not even sure if you're making sense. oh my god you're so bad at jokes." I take a long sigh. "I love you."

"Love you too babe. But I'm not bad at jokes." He says leaving a wet kiss on my forehead. "And Rion you never answered my question earlier." He suddenly changed the subject.

"What question?"

"About how we first started talking-"

"Yeah we established you were some horny creep, and still are I might add, minus the creep."

"Yes very true, but let me finish."

"Okay go on.."

"Well when I first discovered who you were I saw something.."

"What do you mean."

"Your Tumblr."

My eyes feel like they just bulged out of my head and my heart completely stopped. My Tumblr.. Filled with Harry Styles fan fictions, sexual imagines, pictures, and anything you can possibly imagine that will embarrass the shit out of you when your boyfriend who just happened to be the star of these dirty imagines finds out.

"I- I can explain."

He bursts into laughter and lifts me on to his lap.

"Oh I love you so much." He gives me a huge smooch on the lips and cuddles up next to me. "I promise that's the last I'll speak of it."

"Thanks." I whisper.

"Some things were pretty heated.."

"Harry! you said you'll stop." I say hitting him lightly on the chest.

"Okay.. okay." he throws his hands up in defense. "Wanna know my favorite fanfic."

"Oh my God. bye Harry." I retreat of his lap and walk out of the living room as quickly as possible.

"Love you babe!" He yells in the distance.

My life is ruined..

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I absolutely love how Harry goes "Oh Yeah Baby" and makes the audience repeat its possibly the hottest thing ever.

Made a new cover.. what do you think?

Last week of exams then I promise I'll update so much omg I love you all.

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