Whatever moments I live, I want to live them with you

Whatever my tomorrow is now, I want to live it with you

Whatever breathes I take, I want to take them with you

Whatever be the path now, I want to walk it with you

Tae told Jungkook.

came the reply from Jungkook and finally Tae took his hands off his face and looked wide eyed at Jungkook.

Tae looked at Jungkook, his doe eyes widened in surprise, tears still flowing from them "w..what d..do y..you m..mean?" He asked stuttering, not able comprehend the meaning of the older's words.

Jungkook saw the love of his life staring at him with those tear filled innocent eyes, he felt his heart filling with tenderness for that Angel of his.

Jungkook cupped Tae's face in his hands and looked deeply into his eyes "I mean, I came to my Angel, You" he let the boy know.

Tae couldn't believe what he just heard, did Jungkook just call him his Angel? His, Jungkook's Angel, the one he loves, whom he had loved all his life, Tae thought.

"Me?" He asked unsuredly and Jungkook nodded his head in affirmation.

"Me? Your Angel?" Tae again asked like a innocent little child.

"Yes, You, my Angel" Jungkook told him smiling a little.

"B..but, but how?" Tae asked, still not ready to believe it "s..she said t..that y..you, you l.. love..." Tae wasn't able complete the sentence, afraid if Jungkook says he's not the angel he loves.

"That I love my Angel" Jungkook smiled a little "true I love my Angel, not from today or yesterday but from the very first time I met him on this very day sixteen years back, when I was just eleven and he was four" he said in a emotional voice.

There was a storm going on inside Tae's mind, his heart beating loudly, he's trying to decipher the words of Jungkook "the angel, he met his angel on this day sixteen years ago, when he was eleven, that Angel was four" Tae thought to himself "sixteen years ago, on this day" he kept chanting it in his mind and then it dawned upon him "sixteen years ago on this day, he met, he met ME" his eyes widened in realisation, his breathing quickened, "it was me whom he met on this day, I was four at that time" the realisation hit him hard making him cry even more.

Tae looked at Jungkook, tears flowing freely from his doe eyes "Me, it's me, you met me on this day sixteen years ago" he stated and Jungkook nodded his head in agreement "then I am, I am your Angel" Tae continued and Jungkook again nodded his head "that means, that means, y..you, you l..love, you love..." Before Tae could complete his words...

"" Jungkook told him with tears flowing from his own eyes "I love you Tae, My Angel, I always did, I'll always do, Saranghae Taehyung..ah" he finally confessed. Jungkook felt emotional, he felt happy, he felt relieved, above of all he felt at peace, he was finally able tell his Angel that he loves him, he was finally able to let him know the feelings he had for him for all this years.

Tae was dumbstruck at this confession, his mind had stopped working, Jungkook's voice was the only thing that kept ringing in his mind "I love you", it's the only thing he could hear. Jungkook, his Kookie loves him, loves him for so long, he is his Kookie's angel, this thought filled his whole being with elation, he felt happy, so very happy. His pulmp lips curved into a beautiful smile as he realized he is the one his husband, his Kookie loves.

But then that smile disappeared from his face a frown taking its place.

Tae frowned hard, his Kookie loves him but what about him, what does he feels, does he too feel the same, Tae wasn't sure about it. He sure does feel something for the older boy, he does care for Jungkook, he feels happy when Jungkook is with him, feels sad when he isn't, he loves to see Jungkook smile, hates to see his tears, his heart fills with warmth when Jungkook calls him his baby, he loves it when Jungkook holds him in his warm embrace, feels elated when Jungkook kisses him with so much passion but he has no idea if those feelings are love or maybe he does know it but he's yet not ready to accept it. Maybe he is still scared of falling in love.

Tears once again started flowing from his beautiful doe eyes as he thought how much Jungkook loves, cares for him yet he has nothing to offer to the older guy in return of his love and affection. He can't even give him a reply for his confession, he can't say that he loves Jungkook too because he is still unsure of his own feelings. He felt so bad about himself, how unfair he is to receive all the love from Jungkook without giving him anything in return.

If only Tae knew, Jungkook never expected or wanted anything in return of his love, he is happy to shower all his love on his Angel, his presence in his life is more than enough for Jungkook to feel contended.

Jungkook who was still cupping Tae's face, saw an array of emotions pass through his beautiful face. At first he was lost in his thoughts, then his lips curled into a beautiful smile that enlightens Jungkook's whole world but soon that smile was replaced by a deep frown and then once again tears flowed from his beautiful eyes.

Worried seeing Tae crying once again Jungkook asked "what happened Angel? Why are you crying again?"

Tae looked at Jungkook's concerned face "I am sorry Kookie" he spoke out "I am so sorry, I don't know what to say. I don't know how reply to your confession. I am not sure about myself, my feelings. Trust me Kookie I care so much about you, I always want to be with you, I feel so happy with you but, but I don't know if my feelings for you are love or not. I feel like I am being selfish, I am getting all your love and affection for myself but I don't have anything to offer you back. I am being unfair on you, ain't I?" He cried out.

Jungkook didn't say anything, he simply placed his lips on Tae's and started kissing him gently. He took Tae's lower lip between his lips and sucked it, then he did the same with the upper lip, again and again he kept sucking the honey lips, coaxing Tae to kiss him back and eventually the boy did, Tae kissed Jungkook back, matching with the older's tempo. Jungkook kissed Tae with all the love that he has in heart for him.

Jungkook broke the kiss and pulled his Angel on his lap. He sat there, on the green grass, in the snow, holding his life in his embrace "you don't have to reply, you don't have to give anything to me in return of my love, because I already have what I need, what I want, YOU, I have you and I neither want nor need anything more. Just let me be a part of your life, just allow me to love you to my hearts content that's all I want from you. Will you give it to me? Will you give me the right to love you for all my life?" Jungkook asked, his voice ladened with emotions, eyes shinning with tears.

Tae stared into his kookie's eyes, the eyes that held an ocean of love in them for him and nodded his head "yes, I'll give you the right to love me, only you because though I still don't know what my feelings are, one thing I know for sure that you are the only one I want in my life" Tae stated, his voice full of honesty and Jungkook smiled, a hearty smile feeling happy that his angel want his love, he want him to be in his life.

"But Kookie" Tae started "don't you want me to love you? Don't want to hear those three words from me?" He asked.

Still cupping Tae's face, Jungkook answered "I do want that, why won't I? But I am in no hurry. I know someday you will know your true feelings, you will tell me those three words and I am ready to wait till then, till the day you will be ready for it. And until then my love is enough for both of us."

Tae felt his heart swell with unsaid emotions for this man who loves him so selflessly and he pulled his man in a kiss. Tae started kissing Jungkook fervently, closing his eyes, pouring all his heart in that kiss. Jungkook kissed him back with equal passion if not more, sucked his lips, entered his tongue inside the younger's mouth, tasting all the nook and corner of his sweet cavern. The kiss was full of love, affection, tenderness and devotion. Tears flowed from both of their eyes feeling all those emotions.

Once they broke the kiss, Jungkook hugged Tae close to his heart. Tae could heart the loud beating of the older's heart that matched his own. The kept sitting there, wrapped in each other's arms.

"Kookie" Tae called after sometime.

"Yes, Angel?" Jungkook peered at him, his eyes full of love.

"I'm cold" Tae told Jungkook and that's when Jungkook realized Tae indeed is shivering in his arms. They are out in cold for so long and it's snowing too. He lifted Tae's face and indeed it looked little pale. He got worried.

"Let's get inside baby" he said and stood up still holding the boy. He placed one hand under Tae's thighs and another on his back and lifted him up like a bride. Tae wrapped his arms around his neck and buried his face in his neck. Jungkook carried him inside the hotel.

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All the guests have left the party. The only people who remained are Tae's parents, his grandparents and Hoseok Yoongi with their respective partners. Jin's mother had left with his brothers family.

Jin was standing leaning on Namjoon who has his one hand wrapped around the former, waiting for their kids to come back. They are both worried for Tae and Jungkook, it's been a while since Jungkook left in search of Tae and they don't know if he is able to find him or not, it even started snowing from sometime back.

Hoseok and Yoongi were walking back and forth in anxiety. They too are worried for their best friend and his husband. They hoped for Jungkook to find Tae and clarify the things to him.

Jimin was sitting beside his sister placing his head on her shoulder. He is having mixed feelings, one side he felt happy knowing that Jungkook loves Tae because Just like Jin he too had realized that Tae had fallen for his husband though he himself is unaware of it. On the other side he felt worried for his taetae who left from there while crying. His parents had asked him to go home with them but he refused to do so without seeing his taetae.

"They are back" suddenly Mrs Kim spoke out, successfully attracting everyone's attention. All the people in the hall looked at her and to the direction where she was looking at.

They saw Jungkook coming inside the hall, carrying Tae in his arms who seemed to be shivering.

As Jin saw his son shivering in his husband's arms "Tae has low cold tolerance" he thought and panicked seeing his son's state. He looked at the waiters who were doing cleaning work "bring some warm blankets, fast" he ordered "also get me some hot milk" he added and started walking towards the younger couple.

Jungkook entered the hall and made Tae sit on the nearest chair and knelt before him. He held Tae's hand in his and started rubbing them to warm them up.

Jun rushed to his son's side "Taebear are you okay?" He asked worried but Tae wasn't in the state to answer him, his eyes were hooded, his lips were trembling in cold. Jin got even more worried seeing him like that. But thankfully at the same time the waiter returned with blankets, Jin immediately wrapped one around Tae providing him some warmth and hugged the boy from side.

Tae stared at Jungkook, who was kneeling before him, rubbing his hands with full concentration to provide him some warmth. Jungkook seem to have no care about the fact that the he himself is cold, after all he too was out there in the snow with Tae.

"E..eomma" Tae called weakly and Jin immediately looked at him "what Taebear?" Jin asked him.

"B..blanket" Tae told him. Jin looked at him with puzzle "you want another blanket?" He asked his son.

Tae shook his head in negative "K..kookie, g.. give Kookie a b..blanket, h..he is c..cold too" he somehow managed to say.

As Jungkook heard it, he looked at his angel, his eyes filled with love and tenderness "he is in this state yet he is concerned about me, my baby is an Angel indeed" he thought, his heart swelling with love for his angel, his baby, his Tae.

Jin took a blanket and wrapped it around Jungkook, feeling bad for not noticing that he too was cold.

Another waiter came with the warm milk that Jin had ordered. Jin took a glass and handed it to Jungkook "have this it'll warm you" he told him. But Jungkook wasn't ready to leave Tae's hand, Jin noticed it "it's okay if you leave his hand for a moment, I am going make him drink it too. Please for him have it, he's worried for you too" Jin said to him.

Jungkook glanced at Tae and Tae shook his head, pleading him with his eyes and finally Jungkook took the glass from Jin but he Still kept holding Tae's hand in his free hand. Jungkook is never going to let Tae's hand go off his.

Jin took another glass and made Tae drink it slowly.

Tae started feeling a little better after sometime, he looked at Jungkook who was still in the same position.

"Kookie" he called his husband.

"Yes baby" came the immediate reply from Jungkook.

"Take me home" Tae told him.

"You want to go home?" Jungkook asked him and Tae nodded his head "okay we will go home" Jungkook told him and Tae smiled a little.

It's really endearing, everytime Tae is in distress, be it mental or physical, he asks Jungkook to take him home, to their home, the home that he has made with his husband, the place that provides him solace.

Yoongi has managed to arrange some jackets for everyone, after all none of them came prepared for the snow fall, it wasn't forecasted, it happened suddenly.

Jin made Tae wear a jacket while Jungkook too wore one.

"I'll ask my driver to drop you home" Namjoon told Jungkook "you don't need to drive back in this state."

"But appa what about you guys, you too have to go back" Jungkook asked.

"Don't worry we will manage" Namjoon informed him.

"Actually uncle I have already called a paid driver for them, you don't need to send your driver with them" Hoseok piped in.

Jungkook looked at his best friend with gratitude, his two best friends are always there for him, providing him with their support.

"Thanks Hobi" he said to his friend who flashed his sunshine smile and patted his back "don't mention it. Go, take your Angel back home" he told Jungkook.

And Jungkook did take his angel home. The couple left the hotel in Jungkook's car.

Jungkook sat in the car wrapping his arms around his baby who hugged him back and placed his head on Jungkook's chest, listening to his heartbeats.

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writing this chapter was really hard, I mean how do a person who has loved someone for long confesses his feelings, I was really stuck in that thought. But then I got it Jungkook in this story is a rather simple guy, so when it came to confessing his love he did it in a simple way, with simple words. I hope it came out right.

The lines at the beginning are from one of my favorite Hindi songs "Dil ibadat" I was listening to it and thought those lines really suit this chapter.

thanks for reading. Hope you like it.