《You Enlighten My World ( Taekook ff )》Part 55
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ENOUGH.....
The loud voice of Taehyung rang in the Kim's living room. All the eyes in the room turned to him, only to see a very enraged Taehyung standing there. He is seething in anger, his face awfully red, jaws clenched, he eyes held a maddening look in them.
Tae is angry, very much angry. He's feeling irritated and angry for sometime now because of what his grandmother was doing, which is nothing but bullying his husband. He was somehow controlling himself from reacting, after all she is an elder and he knew neither his parents nor his husband will like it if he behaves rudely with her. But now she has crossed the line by accusing Jungkook for all those vile things and all Taehyung could see is red.
Jungkook's eyes widened seeing the fuming boy, angry Tae is no good news and he knows it very well. So he tried to calm him. He stood up beside Tae, held his hand and turned him to himself "Tae, baby please calm down" he almost pleaded. But it did nothing to calm the enraged boy, if anything Tae felt even more angry seeing how Jungkook is trying to calm him, when he himself is hurt by his grandmother's words.
Yes Tae knows that Jungkook is hurt, in all this time he had came to know the older boy this much that he can see through his emotions. Tae had noticed the saddened look in the older's eyes and that made him even more angry. He took his hand out of Jungkook's and turned to his grandmother.
"How dare you say that to Kookie?" He demanded gritting his teeth.
Mrs Kim looked at her grandson with displeased eyes "watch your words Taehyung, is this how you talk to an elder, to your grandmother?" she asked.
"Why is it always us, the youngers who need to watch their words? Tell me halmoni shouldn't you elders too mind their words? Shouldn't you think before talking, how your words will affect others?" Tae questioned her.
"What do you mean? I don't think I did anything wrong" came the stubborn answer.
Tae look at his halmoni "really halmoni! You don't think you did anything wrong, really" he laughed a humorless laugh "then allow me to tell you what you wrong did" he said.
Other three persons in the room looked at him, all having different emotions.
Jungkook felt scared seeing the angry boy, yes scared because he knows, from his personal experience, Tae looses all control over his speech when he gets angry and ends up saying things that he regrets latter.
Jin looked at his son and his mother with saddened eyes, once again a fight is happening in his house and he can't do anything about it. As much as he want to tell Tae that he shouldn't speak like that to his grandmother, he can't. Because he knows that his mother is indeed at fault, she had really crossed the limit by saying those things and he can't stop and he shouldn't stop Tae from standing up for his husband.
Namjoon was having mixed feeling, one side he felt angry on his mother-in-law for insulting Jungkook on the other side he felt proud of his son, seeing him defending his husband like how a spouse should.
Oblivious to all the emotions of his parents and his husband, Tae continued to confront his grandmother "you are bullying Kookie for so long, asking him all type of questions, making him uncomfortable, insulting him, you didn't stop there, you actually accused him of doing things that I'm sure he can't even think doing even in his dreams and now you are asking me what wrong you did, really halmoni?"
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Jungkook looked at Tae, his eyes full of unsaid emotions, he felt relief, he felt grateful hearing his words, Tae knows he can't even think about doing those things to him, not even in his distant dreams. It's okay if the whole world misunderstand him but he can't bear it if Tae does so.
"I'm only looking out for you" Mrs Kim told her as grandson, she felt infuriated that he can't understand that she is doing him a favor by asking these questions making that orphan boy's intentions clear.
"Did I ask you to do so?" Tae asked her almost shouting "you are looking out for me by insulting my husband, wow what a great way to look out for me. You were asking him if he is going to harm me for money, he who never even raised his voice on me not matter how much I troubled him, never said a single word no matter how much I hurt him and you think he will harm me? You think he is going to get rid of me my wealth right? Let me tell you one thing, if I'm alive today that is because of him. Had Kookie not been there, I would have killed myself long back but everytime he saved me and you are asking him if he is going to kill me." He spat angrily not realizing the havoc his words are causing.
Jungkook felt dread filling his heart hearing Tae's words. This was the last thing he wanted Tae to say. He didn't want Tae to talk about those times ever again. No, not because he wants to hide it. He just doesn't want to remember it, he doesn't want to remember that dark phase of their life. The dread he felt seeing Tae trying to kill himself time and again, the pain he went through seeing Tae cry so miserably, the helplessness of not knowing how to help the boy, no he doesn't want to recall those painful moments ever again in his life.
Jungkook wasn't the only one who felt dreadful hearing Tae's words, Jin and Namjoon too felt same. They were puzzled hearing those words. They had no idea that something like that had ever happened. They didn't no what to feel, happy because their son is safe and sound or sad that their only son tried to kill himself and they had no idea about it.
"What do you mean by Jungkook saved you? What did you do?" Jin asked, his voice firm, eyes seems to be burning hearing those words.
"Yes he saved me" Tae kept talking in his angry state, still not aware of catastrophe he is causing "I tried to kill me myself, not once but twice. I stood before a running truck the day I got to know about the true colors of Bae KangHoo but Kookie saw it and pulled me out of that truck's way. I tried to slit my wrists the day appa got hospitalized but again Kookie found me and he stopped me. He....."
"" Jin screamed.
Startled Tae finally came out of his angry stupor hearing someone shouting his name. He looked at the person who shouted and it's his Eomma.
Tae looked wide eyed at his Eomma, he never calls him like that with his full name, always calling him Taebear or bub. The only times his Eomma takes his full name is when he is either very much angry or very much hurt, and currently he is both.
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Tae looked at his appa who looked sad and disappointed and then he turned his eyes to Jungkook only to find him standing there, his head lowered, face having and heartbroken look in them. That's when it dawned on him, what he just revealed in his angry state. He suddenly felt afraid, he didn't want to talk about that, he didn't want his parents to find out about his suicide attempts.
"I'm talking to you Kim Taehyung" Jin again screamed and Tae turned his attention back to his enraged mother "you tried to kill yourself because of a good for nothing boy? Didn't you think about us before doing it? Did we all really meant so little to you that you tried to end your life just because you got to know, some good for nothing boy was playing with your emotions? Tell me was that boy more important to you than us?" Jin demanded angry tears flowing down his cheeks.
"No, no Eomma it's not like that. He didn't mean anything to me. Trust me Eomma you are more important to me" Tae cried trying to make his Eomma understand.
"Then why did do that? Why did you try to kill yourself?" Jin again asked.
"Because I was ashamed of myself" Tae shouted "because I thought I'm a trouble, a burden to everyone. I thought everyone was in pain because of me. Appa landed in hospital because of me, you were crying. I thought if I died everyone will be able to live in peace. I thought...."
"Taehyung" Jin screamed angrily hearing Tae's words and raised his hand to slap him.
But that slap never landed on Tae's check, because two things happened simultaneously.
As soon as Jungkook saw Jin raising his hand, he is protective instinct kicked in and he pulled Tae to his chest shielding him from the blow.
On the other side, the moment Namjoon saw Jin raising his hand, he immediately held it, preventing Jin from slapping his son, something he knew Jin would regret later.
"Take me home, Kookie" Jungkook heard Tae mumbling it, the younger's voice barely audible. He looked down at the boy in his arms and asked "baby?" "Kookie please I want to go home, please take me back" Tae pleaded him. Jungkook looked at him with sad eyes, as much as he wanted abide by the younger, he is not sure if leaving Just like that is a good idea.
"Yes Jungkook I think you guys should leave now" Namjoon told his son-in-law understanding his predicament. He knows everything that happened today is too much for everyone. They all needs to clear their heads before talking further and it would be better if the younger couple leaves.
"Okay appa" Jungkook nodded his head. He walked out of the Kim Mansion with Tae, hands protectively wrapped around the younger boy.
As soon as they left, Jin broke down in tears. He kneeled on the floor and cried his heart out holding his heart. Namjoon too kneeled before him and hugged him "Joonie did you hear what he said? My Taebear, my child he tried to kill himself, he was in pain and I had no idea about it. He thought he is a trouble for us, he thought himself a burden, my precious child he thought like that, why Joonie why? What, what if Jungkook wasn't there with him on those times, what would have happened if Jungkook couldn't stop him?" Jin wailed loudly.
Namjoon felt his own eyes burning with tears hearing the painful cries of his love. He too felt dread filling his whole being thinking what could've happen if Jungkook wasn't there with Tae. He felt like breaking down himself thinking about it but he didn't. Because he needed to stay strong for his Jinnie, he needed to comfort him.
"Ssh.. Jinnie Please stop crying, please don't think about those things. Our child is okay now, he was saved, Jungkook saved him. He will be okay from now on, because he has Jungkook with him. You please don't hurt yourself thinking about the past." He tried to comfort his crying husband.
Jin looked at his husband, eyes full of tears "he is okay now right?" He asked like a child to which Namjoon nodded his head in affirmation. "Jungkook saved him right?" Jin continued "Jungkook is with him right? He'll will protect Taebear like he did just now..." Suddenly he stood up and ran into the kitchen, Namjoon immediately followed him feeling worried.
As Namjoon came to the kitchen, he saw Jin standing there holding a knief in his left hand and he was going to stab his right hand with it, he rushed in and snatched the knief from Jin's hand and hugged him "what are you going to do Jinnie?" He asked horrified.
"Leave me Joonie, I need to punish my myself, my hand, I raised it on my Taebear. I was going to slap him. How could I? I'm a horrible parent." Jin sobbed.
Namjoon tightened his arms around the crying male and rubbed his back "no you are not horrible parent. Never say like it again. You are the best Eomma anyone can get, I know it, our child knows it too"
"He is going to hate me, I was going to slap him, I never did that before" Jin again cried.
"No he won't hate you. He knows how much you love him. He knows you were hurt hearing his words that's why you raised your hand. He'll understand it" Namjoon told him.
"You think so, he won't hate me right, he knows how much I love him right" Jin said.
"Yes I'm sure about it" Namjoon assured him.
"I want to see him, my Taebear" Jin said in a small voice.
"Okay we'll go to him tomorrow" Namjoon told him "but now you need rest" he started taking Jin out of the kitchen to their room.
Mrs Kim who was still in the living room, saw the couple passing by, Namjoon holding a sniffing Jin "Seokjin?" She called her son.
Namjoon looked at her "please eomeonim can we talk tomorrow? Right now Jinnie needs rest" he told her in a firm voice. There is no way he's going to let this woman talk to Jin right now, she already did enough by ruining their happy evening.
"Ohh okay then we'll talk tomorrow" Mrs Kim agreed seeing the firm expression on Namjoon's face.
"Hmm goodnight" with this Namjoon left from there holding Jin in his arms.
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