Once inside the washroom Jungkook went and stood under cold shower. He needs to cool down. All that happened is too much for him.

He's a man after all and controlling himself when his husband looked so tempting & inviting lying under him with his body littered with the marks given by him, is not a easy thing to do.

But he did it. He controlled himself for Tae. He knows Tae wouldn't have stopped him if he had continued with what they're doing but the younger would surely have regretted it the next day. It would have ruined the relationship he had built so far with Tae. And he would never do it. He would never let his lust take over his rationality. So he stopped before things could get out of the hand.

After cooling himself with the cold shower, he wrapped a towel around his waist and started to exit the washroom. As he was passing by the mirror his eyes fell on his reflection. His whole neck is full of purple marks. He remembered how Tae kissed and bit him there. A small smile bloomed on his lips "looks like my baby is quite passionate" he thought. He shook his head at this thought and left the washroom.

Once out in the room, he took his night clothes out and changed into them. Then went to the bed only to find Tae still in the same position he left him, fast asleep. Jungkook noticed how uncomfortable Tae looked while sleeping. He's still in the clothes he was wearing for the party. The leather pants are rather tight and half of the buttons of his shirt open.

"He needs to change" Jungkook thought and went to the younger, he gently shook the boy "Tae, baby please wake up for a moment, you need to change" he said.

But Tae didn't even stir he was still fast asleep. Jungkook tried once more but still Tae didn't woke up, he just mumbled something sleepily and turned to his side.

"Looks like I have to do it for you. Hope you don't mind baby" Jungkook told him and went to where their laugage was.

He didn't want to go through Tae's bag without his permission, so he opened his own bag and took out a white t-shirt of his. It'll be enough to cover Tae till his mid thighs, he thought.

He went to Tae and took his clothes out as gently as he can, leaving him in his boxers. Then he made the younger wear his t-shirt. He then placed Tae's clothes on a chair.

He slid on the bed beside Tae after putting the light off. He pulled the younger in his arms. Tae snuggled to his chest. Jungkook hugged the boy in his arms and closed his eyes, almost immediately falling asleep.

"Aah.." Tae woke with a groan, he is having severe headache. It felt like someone is hammering inside his head. He squeezed his eyes tight feeling the pain.

He then felt a warm hand massaging forehead gently. He opened his slightly only to find Jungkook seating beside him, massaging his forehead.

"Aah.. Kookie it hurts" he moaned out.

"I know. It happens when you drink too much. I have got painkillers for you, have them you'll feel better" Jungkook said and made him seat on the bed. He handed him the painkiller and water.

Tae gulped the medicine and closed his eyes once more. Jungkook kept massaging his head. After sometime he opened his eyes.

"Feeling better?" Jungkook asked.

"Hmm" Tae answered.

"Okay then you should take bath I'm sure you'll feel even more better after it." The older suggested.

"Okay" with this Tae got up from the bed. As he stood up, he finally noticed the clothes he was wearing. He's wearing nothing but a white t-shirt, that he recognized belongs to Jungkook.

"Why am I wearing this?" He looked questioningly at the older.

"Aah.. um.. last night um.. you looked uncomfortable sleeping in your clothes so I um.. changed your clothes. I..." Jungkook kept talking, fumbling a little.

But Tae was hardly listening to anything he said. As soon as the words 'last night' left the older's mouth, the memories of previous night flooded his mind.

He remembered everything. Them going to the party, him feeling angry seeing Jungkook with a woman, how he drank and left the party, how Jungkook came behind him, his own outburst, their kiss in the corridor and everything that followed. His eyes widened, face flushed, heartbeats increased. And he ran, he just ran and went inside the washroom and slammed the door making a loud sound. Leaving a wide eyed Jungkook behind.

Tae went and stood in front of the mirror in washroom. He looked at his reflection. His face flushed red. His lips red, swollen, looked well kissed. He remembered how Jungkook had kissed him oh so passionately again and again "the only person I want to kiss is you" the older had said. Tae felt his heart racing remembering it.

He remembered how Jungkook had carried him to their hotel room, how Jungkook's breath hitched and he moaned when he had bitten his neck. He felt embarrassed remembering how being encouraged by the older's moans, he oh so shamelessly continued to kiss and bite the older.

He then pulled off the t-shirt he was wearing and looked at his upper body that's littered with red and purple marks. Marks that Jungkook gave him. He could still feel the heavenly feeling of having Jungkook's lips worshiping his body. Nothing had ever made him feel the things that the older's lips did. He had felt drunk in the pleasure the older was giving him. He wanted Jungkook to keep doing that, never to stop.

But Jungkook had stopped. The older has told him that he didn't want to fuck him when he was drunk but he wants make love to him when Tae would be in his full senses.

Yes, 'make love' that's the term Jungkook had used. Jungkook wants to make love to him. This thought made his heart swell. Very often he heard someone or other say they want to fuck him, maybe they Didn't had the courage to say it on his face but he did hear them whispering among themselves how they'd like to have a pice of his ass.

But Jungkook is different he has said he wants to make love to him. He had made Tae feel worthy, special.

While others had always wanted to have their ways with him, Jungkook had refused to do anything even though Tae was almost begging him to take him. Tae knows he wouldn't have stopped Jungkook, if the older had really taken things far. But Tae knew he would have surely regretted it and Jungkook too knew it that's why he had stopped. And Tae felt immensely grateful about it. His respect for Jungkook had increased even more.

Being a man himself, he knows it must have been really tough for Jungkook to control himself. Yet the older not only did control himself he even had helped Tae to take care of arousal.

Tae remembered how he had whined like a child saying it hurts and how Jungkook was forced to help him, by jerking him off.

Tae hid his face in his palms and shook his head. Oh how is he going to face Jungkook after everything that happened last night!

Jungkook was pacing restlessly inside the room. It's been nearly half an hour that Tae had locked himself in the washroom. And Jungkook is getting impatient now. Why he isn't out yet? Is he alright? All this thoughts kept bothering him. He isn't crying is he? Jungkook's heart dropped at the thought of the younger boy crying. What if he is indeed crying remembering what happened last night? He won't think that Jungkook took advantage of him, will?

A click sound declared Tae's coming out of the washroom. Jungkook looked at his direction only to find the younger wrapped in a fluffy pink bathrobe, looking as fresh as Daisy. Their eyes met and Tae lower his eyes. Jungkook felt dread filling his heart. Tae is not looking at him, he's avoiding him.

Tae saw Jungkook staring at him and he immediately lowered his eyes. He couldn't find the courage to meet the older's gaze, he felt embarrassed about last night. He went to his laugage to get his clothes out. Once he got the clothes, he again headed towards the washroom to change, when he heard it.

"I'm sorry" Jungkook mumbled. Tae turned and looked at the older, he has his head lowered, shoulders dropping, a sad expression on his face. Jungkook's voice sounded guilty as he continued "I.. I'm sorry for what happened last night. I know I lost control. I shouldn't have lost it. B..but trust me Tae I wasn't taking advantage of you. I'd never do that. P..please don't hate me. I..."

Tae felt an ache in his heart hearing Jungkook's word. How inscure, unconfident the older feels. Tae knows he's the one to be blamed for Jungkook's lack of confidence when it comes to their relationship. Earlier he had hurt the older so much, by his actions, by his words, that Jungkook still thinks that Tae will start hating him even if he takes just one step out of the line.

Tae didn't like to see the older so inscure, so unconfident. And he'll make sure this the last time he is seeing Jungkook like this. He is the one who caused Jungkook to become like this so he will be the one to give him his confidence back.

So Tae went and hugged Jungkook, wrapping his arms around the older.

Jungkook stilled as he felt Tae wrapping his arms around him.

"Tae?" He said in a small inscure voice.

"Hmm" Tae hummed.

"W... what are you doing?" Jungkook asked, still unsure.

"Hugging you what else" came the answer.

"B..but why? Aren't you angry on me?" Came the next question.

"No. Why would think like that?"

"Y.. you weren't not looking at me, so I thought you angry on because of what happened last night. I thought you hate me now" Jungkook told the younger.

Tae pulled himself from Jungkook's chest and looked at him "No, I'm not angry. Whatever happened last night I'm the one who started it. Then why would I be angry on you. If anything I'm thankful to you for stopping before things could go out of hand" he replied honestly.

"Then why were you avoiding me?" Jungkook again asked.

"Because I felt embarrassed" Tae answered and hid his face in the older's chest.

Jungkook smiled hearing it, his heart suddenly felt light. He hugged Tae back and kissed the top of his head "you don't need to feel embarrassed with me. I'm your Kookie only" he told Tae.

Tae smiled hearing it "my Kookie" he said. He then again looked at Jungkook and cupped his face "Kookie didn't I tell you last night that I'll never hate you? Then why did you asked me not to hate you?" Tae continued "I'm never gonna hate you. I know I had hurt you earlier, with my actions, with my words. And I feel very much ashamed of it. I don't think I can ever forgive myself for it."

Jungkook placed his hand on the younger's lips "no please don't say like this baby. You never hurt me" he told Tae.

Tae kissed the hand that was on his lips and then held it, lacing his fingers with Jungkook's and placed their entwined hands to his side "trust me Kookie when I say it, I don't hate you. I will never hate you no matter what." with that Tae stood on his tiptoes and placed his lips on Jungkook's.

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