《Something I Never told You (Tk)》30
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^My first blunder was seeing you.
My second blunder was unintentionally falling in love.
I was being obstinate in giving my life for you.
My heart fell for you, and that was my final blunder
Is there another lover out there like me? Is there another murderer out there like you?
Lyrics from one of my fav hindi Song!!
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''Jungkook! I am jealous of you. My daughter loves you more than me.'' Namjoon complained making everyone chuckle. Jimin and Taehyung have already gone with Jin to get the cake from the kitchen while Namjoon, Yoongi, Jungkook and Taegguk sat on the couches in the living room with Ara still sitting in the ravenette's lap while the brunette did his best to ignore the burning feeling in his chest.
''He had spoilt her more than her father, Namjoon...Its obvious she will love him more.'' Yoongi chuckled.
''You are right. I should have banned him from meeting my daughter.'' Namjoon joked.
''Well, its quite late to realise that. And on top of it, Jungkook had gave her a father's love so its only fair if she love him back.'' Yoongi replied while Jungkook smiled looking at the girl who was playing some video game in his phone.
Taegguk's eyes glared at nothing as Yoongi's words made him angry.
A person who couldn't give a father's love to his own son was showering some other kid with his care and affection....
Pathetic.
All of them were still talking when they were called as it was time for the cake cutting. The girl was jumping in excitement standing between her mother and father holding the knife as her mouth watered looking at the delicious cake while all the guests waited for the girl to cut the cake.
Everyone clapped and wished the girl a very happy birthday as she killed the cake very cruelly. Namjoon opened his mouth as the girl picked up a small piece of cake but he gasped when she walked over to Jungkook and offered him the sweet treat. Jungkook's eyes widen and he looked at the girl surprised.
''Kookie Uncle...if you don't eat this soon, I'll eat it myself.'' She threatened cutely making the ravenette chuckle. He opened his mouth and let the girl feed him. He took the small bite and offered the rest to the girl who immediately opened her mouth. Jungkook kissed the girl on the forehead again, not noticing the burning eyes of his son looking at him like he had cheated with him.
Not much after the cutting of the cake, the house filled with the music and everyone made pairs as they got ready to dance. Jungkook was about to walk over to Taehyung to ask him for the dance but he stopped in his tracks when another man walked over to the blue eyed boy.
''Hey!'' The blonde looked at the stranger confusedly.
''Sorry....do I know you?'' He asked politely making the man shake his head.
''Actually No.....we have never met but I had been noticing you since so long. You are very beautiful.'' The man complimented and Taehyung giggled.
''That bastard!'' Jungkook cursed witnessing the scene unfold but he became confused when he heard someone speaking angrily beside him.
''That shit need a lesson.'' Taegguk's angry words made the ravenette look at Taehyung again.
''I am gonna kill him.''
''Killing him won't be enough.....he need to be tortured.'' Taegguk replied without noticing whom he was talking to. Actually none of the two knew how they ended up standing beside each other.
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''How dare he flirt with my husband.''
''How dare he flirt with my Mom!!'' Both of them spoke at the same time and its then, when Taegguk looked at his father and he immediately became more angry for some reason.
''What kind of husband are you? Shouldn't you keep such dipshits away from him?'' He asked irritated offending the ravenette.
''What do you mean? Its not like I am enjoying that fucker flirting with my husband!!'' He defended himself.
''Then what are you waiting for? To watch that man getting more flirty with Mom?''
''No....I am waiting for Taehyung to shut him. I know he won't let that man talk his nonsense for long.'' He replied proudly making Taegguk roll his eyes. The boy knew how polite of a human the blonde was. Taehyung will never say no as it will make the other sad.
''Wait and watch'' Jungkook spoke again and the brunette nodded sarcastically. Both of them looked at the man talking to Taehyung.
''Can I have a dance with you?'' The man asked sweetly.
''Can I have a dance with you?'' Jungkook mimicked the boy annoyed making the brunette chuckle and it made Jungkook look at his son with offended eyes.
''Why are you laughing now?''
''You look like a five year old kid.'' Taegguk replied still laughing and Jungkook couldn't believe his own eyes as well as ears. Taegguk was not only talking to him but also laughing so freely around him.
He felt his heart at peace.
''I am your father, Kid....don't forget that.''
''Thank you for the information but I have a news for you.'' The brunette replied still chuckling.
''What?''
''Look there......'' The boy signalled towards where Taehyung was and Jungkook's eyes widen in shock when he saw the blonde walking with the man who held Taehyung's beautiful hand delicately.
''He did not just do that?'' Jungkook asked in disbelief.
''Now stay here and enjoy. I knew you are useless. I'll deal with that shit myself.'' Taegguk taunted, his face showing anger and voice turned stern in no time and Jungkook couldn't believe what he just witnessed.
Taegguk just talked to him normally, laughed at him and then suddenly went back to his old rude self....
What was that?
Mood swing?
The ravenette came out of his thoughts when someone bumped into him. The stranger said sorry and walked away leaving Jungkook looking at his husband dancing with stranger. He felt himself burning in jealousy looking at another man holding his husband by his waist as both of them swayed to the music among many other couples enjoying the moment.
The boy cursed and looked around. He can't just go and snatch Taehyung away from that man as it can offend the blonde. He didn't want to make Taehyung more angry at himself. Suddenly, the music picked up its pace and the couples started exchanging their partners.
The ravenette waited for the right moment and just when Taehyung was about to get into other man's arms swirling, Jungkook came in the way and pulled the boy to himself. Taehyung placed his hands on his husband's chest on instincts, his bright smile immediately faded when he saw Jungkook looking at him blankly, rough hands holding him possessively close to himself.
''Why can't you smile at me like you were doing just a moment ago?'' He asked a little annoyed. It has been so long, he had been trying his best but Taehyung keep ignoring him again and again.
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How will Jungkook accomplish his mission in six months if Taehyung isn't ready to even look at him.
''At least you shouldn't be the one asking that question, Mr Jeon.'' The blonde replied, hands still flat against the ravenette's chest, the skin under Jungkook's hands burning but he didn't show anything on his face. He still looked at Jungkook blankly, complaints still present in his blue eyes.
''Why can't you just listen to me once?''
''I tried. I heard everything you had to say seventeen years ago.....there is nothing to hear anymore.'' He replied, twirling around as Jungkook held his hand above his head only to pull the blonde to himself again.
''That was a misunderstanding.''
''A mere misunderstanding can never make someone hate anyone that much. You didn't want to see my face......I don't know why are we even talking about it. Just let me go!'' He said irritated, getting ready to exchange his partners as everyone did the same but the ravenette pulled him again making Taehyung's eyes widen.
''We are talking about it because there is still an 'Us' somewhere. You can't hide your feelings from me.''
''There are no feelings involved.''
''Is that so? Then tell me there was nothing between us seventeen years ago?'' Jungkook asked getting serious and Taehyung looked at him with innocent wide eyes. How could he say that when his heart was still beating erratically at just being standing in Jungkook's arms? How can he say that there was nothing when the ravenette's addicting smell was still giving peace to his soul somewhere.....
How can he deny his own feelings when he still wanted it all to be true?
On the other hand, the ravenette waited for the blonde's reply impatiently, his heart thudding against his chest, the boy waited for his husband's answer holding his breathe.
If Taehyung denied everything today, he will be devastated.
The blonde looked around himself before pushing the ravenette away from himself. Jungkook's eyes widen when Taehyung glared at him.
''Something? Something as in?'' Taehyung asked sharply making Jungkook lick his lips
''There was nothing between us, Mr Jeon. You played with me back then just for your amusement. I am not the same boy anymore. I won't let you use me as your wish,.....Just because I am here and talking to you, it doesn't mean I forgot everything! Its better if you keep a distance from me or else I won't care what court want......I'll not think twice before leaving everything behind once again.'' He warned through gritted teeth, finger pointing at Jungkook accusingly while the ravenette stood there in shock.
Looking at Jungkook one last time, the blonde walked away from there angrily leaving Jungkook standing in his place with his eyes trained on Taehyung's retreating back in defeat.
Taehyung's accusations were valid. He had played dirty with Taehyung back then but the ravenette wanted to change that. He can't go back in past and make everything right but he was determined to make their coming future beautiful.
He just needed Taehyung to listen to him.
Throughout the party, Taehyung ignored Jungkook while Taegguk kept scaring away the flirts trying to talk to his mother making Jungkook proud. It was late at night when all the guests left except the three couples and two kids.
Ara was sleepy but she still tried her best to stay awake as the girl wanted to enjoy her day. She was currently sitting beside Jungkook, half leaning onto the ravenette while her feet rested on her father's lap as the little princess looked at the doll she got in gift while the other's enjoyed ice-cream as they needed something to refresh their tired self.
Jungkook was feeding the little girl with his own hands making Taegguk look at him annoyed.
Wasn't Jungkook his father?
Shouldn't he love his son more than anyone?
Its not like he despised Ara or something but he was asking for his rights. Jungkook was his father and Taegguk was the only person who deserve all of his attention, affection, love, care, time and efforts.
Something that Jungkook never gave him.
The brunette would never accept it but he was jealous of the little girl who was right now talking to Jungkook about something.
''Gguk......how's your school?'' Yoongi asked when he remembered about it grabbing Jungkook's attention. The ravenette looked at his son curiously.
''School is good, Min Uncle.....I still have quite a lot to cover.'' He replied smiling even when he felt like yelling at his father for not giving him attention.
''I know my boy is genius. He will cover everything soon......'' Yoongi encouraged the boy who look down with a weak smile.
''You are right, Yoongi Hyung... The Principal became a fan of Gguk after seeing his records. I felt so proud when she praised my boy.'' Jungkook replied excited, his smile brighter than the sun while his eyes show how proud he was for having a son like Gguk.
Taegguk looked at his father with blank eyes. It felt so good to hear that his father was proud of him. He had always wondered how it feels when a father hug his son and say that he is proud of him. He had seen his friends' father's doing that and he would always look down and walk away from there.... The glint of happiness and proud in their father's eyes used to make the boy feel so jealous.
He never thought he craved to hear that from his father so bad.
Tears almost made it to his eyes but he blinked them away. He was sure no one noticed but the boy couldn't hide his emotions from his mother who was constantly observing his son after they came back from the balcony and it gave a pang to his heart.
Taegguk was feeling overwhelmed but the helplessness that he can't even show it......It hurted Taehyung more than Taegguk.
''That's not a new thing, Jungkook. Teachers had always been Taegguk's fan. They have always praised him..... You didn't know? Jimin asked smiling extra sweetly while Taehyung looked at his best friend with desperate eyes.
He didn't want them to create a scene on Ara's birthday.
''Oh yes, Sorry.....How can I forget you were never there for him? It slipped from my mind, Don't mind me, please!'' He added sarcastically and Jungkook looked at his son with weak eyes only to get ignorance from him. Taegguk looked away from his father making Jungkook desperate.
The brunette was already burning in jealousy and Jimin just gave him an excuse to let it out.
''You don't need to remind me that again and again, Jimin.....I know I wasn't there when he needed.'' Jungkook replied weakly. Taegguk chuckled sarcastically, the jealousy and complaints he had from all those years made the boy look at his father angrily.
''So you know that you don't deserve to be called a father?'' He asked sharply, his stern voice and cold eyes stunning everyone present there. None of them had seen Taegguk getting that much angry before.
''Gguk!''
''Let me speak Mumma......Please!'' One pleading look from Taegguk and Taehyung couldn't find it in himself to stop his son. He knew that the brunette need to let out everything that he had been feeling since his birth and he can's snatch that right from his son.
''Let me take Ara to her room, Guys.'' Jin said standing up making the girl shook her head.
''No Mumma.....Kookie Uncle didn't give me gift yet.'' She replied stubbornly.
''Kookie Uncle will give you that gift tomorrow baby.....you need to sleep now.''
''No....I'll sleep only after seeing my Gift from him.'' The girl insisted.
''Ara.....don't be a bad girl or else Eomma will get mad.'' Jin said sternly making the girl pout but she went with Jin nonetheless.
The air of living room was heavy with tension as Taegguk and Jimin looked at the ravenette with angry eyes while Taehyung fiddled with his fingers.. He didn't know what will happen today. He didn't want his son to get hurt again and hate his father even more.
''So what were you saying, Mr Jeon?'' The brunette spoke without any emotion.
''Gguk, I-''
''You wanted to talk to me, right......now speak. I'll listen to your every bullshit.'' He cut his father in the middle
''Gguk, Calm down, Please, We can talk about it calm-''
''Talk about it? YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT IT THEN LISTEN!.....Listen Mr Jeon! You are a failure. You couldn't value your husband, you couldn't value your kid! You don't deserve any chance. All this lonliness, ignorance, tears, pain..... you deserve it. You deserve to live alone because a person who don't value the person who truly care about him, he deserve to suffer in the end. After doing what you did seventeen years ago, do you think you deserve a chance?'' The sharp questions from Taegguk made the boy speechless because he knew he didn't deserve any chance.
''Talking about chance, Did you even once tried to think how a pregnant boy with broken heart will survive after being left by his husband? Didn't you felt like you should given a chance to him? to us?'' Taegguk asked angrily.
''I accept my mistake, Gguk. Please g-'' Jungkook stopped when he heard a taunting chuckle. Taegguk laughed like Jungkook had just cracked a joke making the ravenette look at his son pleadingly.
Only a chance, that's all he wanted.
''Mistake! How easy is it to say that It was a mistake? How easily a person can say that he accept his mistake after making someone's life a living hell? You destroyed Mumma's life. You made him a walking dead body. I am not a kid to not know anything. I am your son Mr Jeon......I got a mastermind brain like yours. You can't manipulate me with those tears of yours.'' He spat angrily, eyes pointing towards the tears pooling in his father's eyes.
The ravenette gulped the overwhelming emotions and immediately wiped his tears.
He may had been a manipulative bitch back then but now, he can't even think so low to use his tears to get a chance from his family.
''let alone your husband, You didn't think even once how a child will spend his life without a father? You gave me a fatherless childhood, you gave me every reason to hate you. You decided to kill me even before I was born for God's sake!! Did you hate me that much? Was I only a mistake to you, nothing else?'' The boy asked angrily, the veins of his neck and forehead were clearly visible.
Taehyung wanted to calm his son but he knew that he had no right to speak between a father and a son, so does everyone else present there.
And to add to it, it was important to hear Taegguk because if he kept everything inside, it will hurt the brunette throughout his life.
''TELL ME MR. JEON.....DO YOU HATE ME THAT MUCH THAT YOU WANTED TO KILL ME EVEN BEFORE SEEING MY FACE?" He yelled at his father, tears pooling in his eyes as he felt himself unable to hold anymore.
He wanted to know what his mistake was for getting ignorance from his father.
For being kept deprived from Jungkook's love.
''Gguk......I can never hate you, my boy. I don't hate you, please trust me. I love you.....I love you so much that I'll die without you in my life.I w-''
''Love? Do you even know the meaning of that word?'' The brunette asked chuckling sarcastically.
'' Of course he know, Gguk....he loves his money a lot.'' Jimin added fuel to the fire. The boy hate Jungkook with his everything for what he did with Taehyung and it was so satisfying for him to see the ravenette desperate and helpless.
Taehyung was also helpless, he was also desperate. He also wanted Jungkook to listen to him, to trust him......but Jungkook didn't gave him any chance.
Then how can Jungkook get a chance?
Its only fair if the ravenette cry as much as the blonde had back then, Gguk's fatherless childhood was another topic.
''MONEY, MONEY, MONEY!! To hell with this money when you don't have your loved ones in your life!!'' The brunette yelled in rage making Taehyung shook his head, his blue eyes already streaming hot pearls that ran down his cheeks.
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