《FOR GOD SAKE KITA SHINSUKE! || KITA SHINSUKE [COMPLETED]》40: consolation
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"Is it your heart saying or your mind saying?" Oikawa spoke, through the screen. Appearently, Ayumu was having video call with Iwaizumi and Oikawa right now. She was sitting on her bed with her hand held the phone infront of her so she could see their faces.
Ayumu scrunched her face due to it, before she groaned. "C'mon not you too, nii-chan. Tsumu even asking that too."
"Then, what is your answer. Your mind or your heart?" Oikawa asked again.
"Why is it count? It's not related."
"Of course it is my little girl Ayumu. You're falling in love from your heart and not your mind. Your heart is going to beat hard and the pulse will register to your mind.‘oh! She is falling in love’ ‘oh! She likes him’. Isn't that how it's working?"
Iwaizumi who sat beside Oikawa just stayed silent. He didn't know how he could butt into the conversation whenever Oikawa was so work up on it. So, he just sat there and waited for the time for him to speak come. Whenever Ayumu called Oikawa, it just happened the two elder guys were chilling at Oikawa's house. So, it was how Iwaizumi also there. Even if Iwaizumi wasn't, Oikawa would eventually gonna ran to his house, and the three of them gonna have talks together. Especially, when the topic was like thisㅡlove, attraction, crushes topics.
" Me and Kita are not suit with one another." She stated.
"Why you said so?" Oikawa questioned.
"What do you mean?" Ayumu let out a tender laughter. "Nii-chan, me and Kita just like a diomand and a stone. He is the blue sky and I was the brown ground. He is on the seventh level and I probably still at the low level. Cannot you see?" Ayumu argued.
"No." Oikawa and Iwaizumi answered at the same time, making Ayumu's head grown headache. Their faces weren't even show a slight of rection, there just displayed ‘I don't wanna believe you. So convince me more.’ Ayumu raked her hair backward and huffing a breath.
"Kita is brilliant. He is smart. He is great. He is an example to everyone. The top student. Everyone loves him. Everyone respects him. Not only the team members but other students too. Everyone envy with his academic achievement. Everyone wanna be like him. The teachers love him. Proud with him. He is a kind too, in a way even he is such an arrogant ass sometimes. He listen well to his grandmother. He takes care of his grandmother. Even as a top student, which obviously he need to always study to remain his grade highest, he still makes time to spend with his grandmother and help her if she needs. What a good grandson he is right? I know that. He is a good captain. A responsible and a caliber one. Because of his big brain, he knows what good and not for the team. Sometime, even the coaches ask for his opinion on something. He cares for people even he didn't show it. He is the one who with “it'll hurt my guy pride too ya know" person. Its annoying I know. But he does care for people. He is handsome too I guess. But to say either Too-nii chan or Iwa-nii chan is handsome more than Kita, I cannot say so. Because each of you have your own charms. So did Kita himself. Many girl students in the school swoon over him. Fawn over him. Fangirling over him. Even his fangirls aren't as much as Tsumu and Samu, still there a lot of girl waiting for him to say yes to themㅡ"
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"Ayumu." Iwaizumi spoke out, stopping her from her long “complain” of Kita Shinsuke. She looked at him and Oikawa, blinking her eyes.
"What?"
" You simp." Oikawa said, leaving Ayumu to scoffing.
"What are you talking about? I'm not."
"Yes yer 're."
There her brothers wereㅡcoming out from nowhere and happened to be on her sides. Atsumu on her right and Osamu on the left. Their sudden appearence inside Ayumu's room, surely great surprising her.
"When tf did ya guys are here?!" She shriked. But neither Atsumu nor Osamu paid attention to what their sister asked, instead they just kept on talking. The two elder guys; Oikawa and Iwaizumi also surprise with the twins sudden appearence.
"Just like Kita-san simp for ya, so did yer 're to him." Atsumu stated, looking at Ayumu. Osamu nodded and smiled at her. Then,the twins turned to the screen, and simply waved their hands towards the two guys on the screen.
"What's wrong with all of you." Ayumu grunted."
"It's actually, what is wrong with you, Ayumu." Oikawa corrected, risen one brow of Ayumu's.
"You really can describe how perfect Kita is...Guess, you can even write a whole essay of him and get an A+ for it." Iwaizumi added.
"They were asking about why ya said ya and Kita-san not suit with one another and then ya really go far telling how perfect Kita-san is." Atsumu continued.
"Isn't that we call simp?" There Osamu added.
Ayumu's jaws dropped with their comments. All of them; the four of them really in same group to against her. "To my dear brothers, you guys know what it means already, don't cha?ㅡ" she barely completed her words when the four guys in sync said; "No, we don't."
Ayumu needed to take a deep breath before she spoke again. She had the feelings that the four of them understood already what she meant about for some reason, the brothers chose to say so.
"Because of he is all good, godess himself, I am no one to him. How can someone perfect like Kita can like someone likes me? How can he likes someone dumb like me. I know its hard to accept the fact that I dumb, but that it is. How can someone good looking like him, like the not so preety girl like me. There still alot of preety girl at the schoolㅡ"
"Okay enough." Oikawa demanded. "Who said you are not preety? You are preety to me. To us. Right?" The other guys nodded their head.
"Ya guys said that because I am close to ya." Ayumu voiced out.
"Knowing Kita, even I not close to him just like you are but guess what, I think Kita doesn't care about it. I don't think he is the guy who care about look. Who care about appearence. Who care about your acedemic achievement. Who care about your outside appearence. He is the type who gonna love you inside and out. Your flaws your insecurities. He is the type of guy." Iwaizumi added.
"We two already said those. But she still said a no no." Osamu said, threw a quick glances towards Ayumu before he focused on two guys.
"We have a long chat about it, convince her, advising her and still a no no from her." Atsumu added.
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Her real brothers really sell her out, weren't they?
"I just don't like him okay? I like someone else. And you know who." Ayumu breathed out.
"Then, why you bother to tell us about how perfect Kita is. Yes, it because you tell us, you and him like a diomand and stone..But for real, why you bother to think deep about this on the first place. Why you choose to mind about this if you said you don't like Kita and like Kageyama. If you really like Kageyama, then why still bother think about Kita Shinsuke?" Iwaizumi said, keeping everyone silence. "If you're being real not having a slight feelings towards your Inarizaki's captain, then you're not going to think about this. Not even give your attention about this. Because it's not worth your time. To you, whatever people say, you still want Kageyama..So why you still bother think about it?"
Ayumu didn't answer that. And seeing the way she was behaving, Iwaizumi took a cue to continue. "But the case now, you like Kita and at the same time you like Kageyama too. So, you are confuse to choose which one of them. But put Kageyama aside for now, you don't wanna admit your feeling towards your Inarizaki captain. So, you keep deny your feelings and push the feelings away. I right about it didn't I?"
She didn't know what to say. Iwaizumi's words were sharp than usual. And it pierced right to her heart. Not only that, the trains of bullets of Iwaizumi's thoughts were so much to take.
"Woah~ Iwa-chan..Why I didn't know you are so good about this when you aren't even in relationship?" Oikawa teased, wriggling his brows.
"Shut up, Shittykawa. Who are even comforting you and advising you when your girlfriend dump you?It's me. Who else." Iwaizumi said.
"Don't mention about that!" Oikawa mad.
" Wait, Tooru-kun got dump. How?" Atsumu surprised, genuinely.
"What do you mean how? Just look at him, you think people can stand with his sillyness, all flower boy annoying ass?" Iwaizumi added, just making Oikawa to lost his mind.
As the two elder guys started to quarell, the twin brothers laughed, loosening the tension atmosphere that about to build just now. Ignoring Ayumu for a moment, giving her time to think about it. She really wanna join the conversation of Oikawa got dump with his girlfriend but she had her own things to mind now.
"Aren't we in Ayumu's topic just now? How can it change to Oikawa-san love life?" Osamu said, wiping a bead of tears at the corner of his eyes.
"We were. Its all Iwa chan's fault." Oikawa hissed.
"I'm just stating facts." Iwaizumi argued.
Before another round quarel fall upon them, they decided to focus on Ayumu again. The girl felt like, it better if the brothers ignored her and acted like she wasn't exist at all inside the room.
"How about we just stop talking about this?" Ayumu suggested but the brothers instantly shook their head. Since when did Atsumu and Osamu had good relation with Oikawa and Iwaizumi?
"Nothing will change or solve if you keep running from your problem." Oikawa told her.
"Why is it so hard about to admit yer feeling towards Kita-san?" Atsumu questioned.
"Because of Tobio-kun?" Osamu added.
She had no answer for that. She also didn't know why she had no answer for that either. Her brain stop functioning.
"Okay, we talk about Tobio-chan now." Oikawa said. " Yes, you like him and trust me he likes you too."
"Then, why you four so hype up about me and Kita? Why you not supporting me and Kageyama?" Ayumu asked.
"Because, your feelings towards Shinsuke is growing and glowing more than your feeling towards Tobio." Oikawa said, softly smiled now. He noticed the pain across Ayumu's face as he mentioned those.
"I know its hurtful to accept. The one who you like for three years +++ and the feeling slowly subsided. You don't wanna lost him but your trust towards him on your feeling, slowly gone. And you realised that. You don't wanna let him go. But you not enough brave to tell him your feelings. So, why is that?" Oikawa's voice sounded gentle.
"I'm not going to confess to him first. Its guys' doing." Ayumu said, avoiding their eyes.
"Yeah, its so you. But you know, Tobio likes you too..aren't you? Your grandma once mentioned that too right? Do you still think Tobio will reject you if you tell him that you like him? I don't think he will reject you. But still, you not confess to him. His feelings towards you is so obvious. And you noticed it. Then, what make you stop telling him that? Knowing Miya Ayumu, she will take that risk in order to let her heart ease and not hoping more. What stopping you then? " Oikawa stopped.
And you like him too ㅡKageyama's words once again after so long reflashed in her box memory.
"We might be looks all pushy to you, aren't we? I'm sorry." Iwaizumi asked, gently smiled. "I think it's all up to you, Yumu. Accept Kageyama and reject Kita. Or Accept Kita and reject Kageyama. Since you mentioned about wanna a guy who confess first, making a move first, then I can say, its Kita. Clearly. No need to mention what he done to you since yourself also know what is it already. Just remember this, Yumu... You cannot in love with two guys at the same times. Just like how you don't wanna got hanging and getting high hope from a guy, so don't do so to any of guy. Either Kita or Kageyama...or any other else."
Ayumu breathed in and out as silence fall for a moment between them. The twins were still there, listening to what the elders were saying. They didn't speak much since they already talked about it already with Ayumu before.
"Yumu." Oikawa called her as the girl looked at him with droopy eyes and a low hum escaped her throat.
"How about reject both?"
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