Ethan's pov

Isabelle looks at me, getting off of my lap she pulls my belt off of her wrists, fixes her skirt and slides her panties back on.

"What do you want me to sign?" She asks while buttoning up her blouse. I tuck myself in and zip up my dress pants and then reach into my drawer.

"This." I say while handing it to her.

"What is it"

"It's a contract. It allows me to bring you into a room at my house. A room filled with sex toys. It gives me permission to do things to you that otherwise I wouldn't be comfortable doing if you don't sign this, it's giving your consent. It also states that you cannot and will not tell anyone about our activities outside of our office work whether you agree to this or not." She looks at me while reading through the contract.

"Sex toys? Like what dildos? Besides I wouldn't tell anyone about us anyways.. I mean who's there to tell?"

"No I mean whips, oils, handcuffs, ropes, and bars you could be tied too." I stare into her eyes looking for a reaction but she doesn't give one.

"It says here I would be a submissive and you'd be the dominant.. so you'd be able to do anything you want to me?" She seems intrigued and I take that as a good sign.

"Anything that you check off on the list." I reach over my desk and flip to the page of the contract that stated what she would and wouldn't be willing to do.

"Vaginal fisting? Lmao who are you."

"Isabelle. Take this seriously please. I want you to think about it, give yourself time to turn it over a bit especially if you think you're willing to go through with it." I sit back in my chair and fold my hands on my lap.

"Okay I'll look through this more and tell you when I'm ready."

"Good. I can't wait to know your answer." I smirk at her.

Isabelle's pov

I begin to look throuh the contract as I walk over to a couch on the other side of Ethan's office.

Which of the following sexual acts are acceptale to the Submissive? Cross off any unwanted acts.

1. Masturbation

2. Fellatio

3. Cunnilingus

4. Vaginal intercourse

5. Vaginal fisting

6. Anal intercourse

7. Anal fisting

8. Is swallowing semen acceptable to the Submissive?

9. Is the use of sex toys acceptable to the Submissive?

Such as; Vibrators, Dildos, Butt plugs, other.

I cross off vaginal and anal fisting right away. I cringe and then continue to look through it. It asks me if I'm willing to receive pain and I circle yes, it then asks the level of pain I am willing to receive and to circle a number from 1 to 5. 1 being the least and 5 being the most. I circle 3 and then continue to read.

Which of the following types of pain/punishment/discipline are acceptable to the Submissive? Cross off any unwanted acts.

My eyes glance over that and then I look up at Ethan. He's quietly switching between typing on his laptop and writing things down.

"Punishment?" I ask across the room to him. He glances up at me and then continues to work.

"If you happen to tell someone about the things I do to you, if you talk back to me or physically hurt me there will be a punishment. The severeness of the punishment will depend on what you did wrong. It could differ from a few spanks to whipping." he says calmly.

I nod and then continue reading.

1. Spanking

2. Whipping

3. Paddling

4. Bitting

5. Teasing

6. Genital clamps

7. Nipple clamps

8. Ice

9. Hot wax

10. Other types/methods of pain

I cringe while reading down the list and cross off everything except biting, spanking, whipping, teasing, and ice. Those couldn't be to bad right? Whippings a bit extreme but that could be a punishment for something really bad..

"Isabelle.. Isabelle.. wake up.. it's time to leave." I hand nudges my shoulder and I slowly open my eyes. Looking up to see Ethan standing infront of me.

"I don't think falling asleep is apart of the job description." he says while walking to the door. He opens it waving for me to follow. I pick up the contract that had fallen on the ground while I was asleep and then groggly make my way out into the hallway, Ethan's arm around my waist for support.

Ethan's pov

I shut the door behind Isabelle as she makes her way to the kitchen.

"Ethan.. I want you to show me this sex room of yours before I sign this contract and agree to do this." Isabelle stands behind the counter her heels in her hand and a determined look set upon her face.

"After we eat something okay." I say while sliding off my suit jacket and tossing it on the couch.

"No. Now." she demands. I smirk at her, folding up my sleeves to just under my elbows. I grab a key off of a hook near the door and then begin to walk away.

"Fine. Follow me and I call it my red room." She moves quickly to follow me as I lead her down a hallway and to a door. She looks at me, waiting for me to open it. Unlocking the door I swing it open and she immediately walks inside, eyes wide and running around the room.

Isabelle's pov

I walk around the room. The walls are padded red leather, a king sized bed placed in the middle of a wall, bars on the roof and off to to the side of the room. Three racks of different types of whips were placed in a corner. A closet was set beside the door and I go to open it.

Pushing the doors aside I peer inside. Some of the shelves were stacked neatly with dildos, vibrators and ropes. Others were filled with clamps and oils. Who is this guy?

"Is this why you didn't want to try at a relationship with me.. because you're into... this type of stuff?" I ask quietly. Ethan looks at me and then down at the ground and nods.

I walk towards him and place both of my hands on his chest. He grabs them and then lightly pushes me down, forcing me to sit on my knees.

"When we enter this room you will sit here either naked or in lingerie provided by me and you will wait for me here. There will be two safe words. Red for you are at your limit of indurance and yellow for you are close to your limit of indurance." I look up at him and nod.

"I don't think I need time to think about this. I know I want it."

"Isabelle... nevermind..Just get your contract to me and we can begin." He says and then walks from the room.

After awhile I make my way up to my room and free my body from my work clothes, only to replace those with a tanktop and underwear. I climb into bed and drift off to sleep, knowing exactly what I want tomorrow.

I wake up in the morning to sun shinning in my face. Grumbling I make my way to my desk to sign the contract. Looking over it one last time I open my door and sleeply make my way to Ethan's room. I knock on the door not caring whether he's asleep or not. Judging by his shout for me to come in, he'd been awake. I push his door open and make my way to him.

He was laying in the middle of his bed, arms placed under his neck.

I sit down beside him and pass him the contract.

"Here. I signed it." I say while climbing on top of him. I want him. Now. He looks at me and then at the contract. He grazes through it once, then sits up and slides my shirt over my head.

Running his fingers down my back he slides his hands under my ass and gets out of his bed with me in his arms, he walks down the stairs and to the front door to grab the key for the red room.

Ethan lays me down on a red, leather bedish table and rips my underwear off.

My naked body feeling vulnerable. He leaves me for a moment and then comes back with ropes and a blind fold. He slips the blindfold on me and then ties my wrists and ankles to something, keeping both my arms and legs spread apart.

A dull pain erupts on my right breast and I smile, loving it every time another it appears somewhere new on my body.

The leather bed slouchs and a hand slides up my stomach and to my breast. Another hand wraps under and around my thigh pulling me up a bit. A warm mouth startles me as it presses against my sweet spot, sucking gently. I moan wanting more but it stops as soon as it starts.

I feel a presence hovering over me and lips press against mine then continue down to my stomach leaving a trail as he slips two fingers into my mouth. I feel something being poured onto my chest and legs and then being rubbed in. His hands slide easily over my body and I moan as he rubs every inch of me.

I heard the unmistakable sound of a condom being ripped open and I know what I really want is coming soon. Ethan rubs my sweet spot and then slides himself inside of me. His chest lowers onto mine and our lips connect as he moves slowly inside me.

I moan over and over again wanting him to go faster but he doesn't. Not until I beg him too.

"Daddy please.. faster" I squeak out. He grunts and gets off of me. Pulling my hips onto his thighs he enters me again and begins to do as I asked.

My body lurching with every one of his thrusts. My toes curl and I arch my back, knowing I'm close to finishing. He thrusts faster and helps me by rubbing my heat. I moan as I release myself onto him. He moans loader as he doesn't pull out and instead lets his load go inside of me. Luckily he had a condom on.

I smile and laugh. Ethan undoes my wrists and ankles and I slip off my blind fold, but I don't move. He moves to lay ontop of me and I wrap my arms around his waist and neck. He nudges my neck with his nose and then burries his face into my hair. We lay like this as I drift off into sleep.

Ethan's pov

Laying in Isabelle's arms, I close my eyes. I know she's already alseep and so now I feel safe to drift off into my thoughts. I don't want to be like this. I think. I feel like a rock is stuck in my throat and I breath out harshly. I want to be able to tell her I love her and have a family with her. I don't want to be like this anymore but I can't help it.. it's just who I am.

Hot tears slide down my cheeks and into her hair. I cry silently into her neck. My whole body lurching with each silent sob I try to calm down and not wake up Isabelle.

I don't want to be like this.

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Love ya all💟

-k