《Delightful》Never his
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This is one of my fav ones I may have written so far and I wanted to write something like this for a long time.
So enjoy!🤍
Btw it is NOT edited.
I am waiting again.
Each day he seems to be spending his days at the office longer. Each time it gets longer and each time it breaks my heart.
Am I not enough for him? Is he cheating on me? Why would my husband of three months cheat on me though? Because this marriage was forced.
I swallow that thought away as I watch the clock strike midnight.
Feels like I am always waiting. For maybe one day for him to realise that I may not hate him as much. That I may have grown feelings for this man that doesn't even give me a glance.
Suddenly the door opens making me wipe my tears away and put a smile on. I watch from the hallway as he enters.
"Hi," I say to him in a soft voice in case he is tired.
He looks up from his phone frowning before he nods without a word and walks away towards the kitchen making my heart sink.
I will try one last time tonight. Just maybe, tonight could be different.
"I left some food for you in the microwave," I tell him as I stand in the kitchen doorway watching him still be on his phone texting someone.
He opens the microwave before saying,
"You should go to sleep. There is no need to wait for me. No one is here so you should stop pretending to be my wife," it felt as if my heart just cracked at his accusation.
"I-No. I mean-ok." I sigh defeated.
I wait for a minute in case he looks at me. I wish he had looked at me once with those eyes that I love so much. I wish he...loved me.
With tears blurring my vision, I walk away with a heavy heart. Pressing a hand to my mouth, I hold in the sobs wanting to escape from me.
Running up the stairs in the massive mansion, I run to my bedroom that is separate from his. Even this thought alone brings me a dreading feeling.
Maybe I should leave. He doesn't need me anyway. I should just go away. I can't let myself be so pathetic for him when I have gave up so much for him.
Falling on my bed with a tear covered face, I fall asleep with a broken heart tonight.
💔
"Tell him that I went away. My work is done here." The maid nods her head before she watches me leave out the front door.
I open it to see it is cloudy today. It has never been cloudy here since I arrived but the day I decide to leave, the weather changes.
Taking a deep breath, I step outside of the house and walk towards my car. Holding my purse which is the only thing I am taking with me with money in it, I sit in the car.
Turning it on, I blink back the tears that are wanting to escape again.
I drive to the hotel I booked for today before I go to the apartment I brought for myself since the move in day is tomorrow.
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I soon walk in the hotel room and drop my bag, tired. Walking towards the window, I watch as it starts to rain lightly. Perhaps a storm is about to come.
I wish Chase could just... be there for me. I wish he could be mine. But I shake that thought away.
He will never be mine no matter how much we want someone.
I ordered food later on and got in the shower. Just as I get out with a towel wrapped around me, there is a knock on the door.
"Coming," I say before thinking if I should change but they might leave thinking I blanked them. So deciding to just open the door like this, I walk towards it before opening.
My heart stops as I watch the black hair being moved away from the man's eyes as it reveals familiar grey ones.
"Chase," I breathe out in shock. I can see he is wet from the rain outside.
"Oh my God, come in you are dripping wet from the rain," I usher him inside without even thinking twice.
I stop when I turn around to see him looking at me with an emotion in his eyes I never thought I would see.
"Ava," he speaks in the silence. My heart skips a beat, as if coming alive it beats faster thumping loudly against my ribcage.
No. This man in front of me is not the one I want. He came because he might need me to attend another event with him.
"Is there somewhere I need to be with you?" I ask now not caring anymore about him remembering I left him.
He clears his throat with regret swirling in his before shaking his head.
"Then you can leave." I point towards the door.
"But you just-"
"I thought you- never mind. Just leave." I say not wanting to break down in front of him.
"I have something to tell you." He says making me roll my eyes. He is here to break it off.
"I don't want to hear it. Just get out Chase. You already broke me. I don't want anymore of that," my voice gets quieter as I keep going.
He frowns. Of course he will. He doesn't know that I possibly love him while he doesn't. He stays away from me like I would taint him.
He takes a step towards me but I move back not wanting him to touch me. Because if he does, I will give in. I know I will.
"Ava please listen to me,"
"No!" I raise my voice and look up at him. I watch his face, his jaw ticking at hearing me raise my voice, his fist tightening because I am being difficult. I should be.
"You think you can come here when you clearly told me to stay away last night? You think ignoring for MONTHS and then when I finally leave you turn up?" I shout at him with tears now streaming down my face.
I watch as his face drops. His eyes turning sad, his fist unclenching, his shoulders dropping, and a sigh escaping him.
"You should just fucking leave," I say to him yet again.
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He accomplished it. He broke me down. The tough girl I used to be, he broke her.
"I made a mistake. I know I made a big mistake and I deserve it. I deserve it all. But when I didn't find you waiting for me, when I didn't find food in the microwave, when I didn't smell your sweet vanilla scent around the house, when I didn't hear your voice asking me about my day. I realised what I lost," he voice breaks slightly and I never thought I will see Chase Kamaro show any emotion.
"I realised how much I took you for granted. All it took me was one day away from you and I felt lost. Like I lost a part of me." He whispers in the silence.
I bite my lip holding in a sob, holding everything in with every piece of strength I have.
"All I wanted was for you to even give me a chance. To have you Chase but you couldn't,"
"You didn't."
Taking a deep breath, I make the final decision.
"I-I can't." I tell him watching as his hopeful face breaks down.
"Ava please I-" I shake my head and open the door for him.
He waits a moment just like I did yesterday, wanting him to look at me but he didn't.
Now here he is, wanting me to take him back.
He starts to walk past me outside when he stops midway.
Turning towards me with the grey eyes that hold storms of emotions trapped, he is finally letting them out today.
"I'm not leaving before I get one thing I craved all along," before I have a chance to respond, his lips are on mine.
Swallowing my gasp, his warm lips meet mine in a sweet yet desperate kiss. Pouring everything into it, he tells me through the kiss that he wants me. Running my hands through his hair, I kiss him back because I know this may be the one and only chance I may have to kiss him. The man I love.
One of his hand tilts my head up while holding my neck as the other one is on my waist pulling me closer.
Upon parting, we are both breathing heavily. Chase rests his forehead against mine as slowly tears fall out of my eyes, my heart clenching at the thought that I am letting this man leave.
"Please Ava, just one more chance," he whispers against my lips making my cry out silently.
I shake my head pulling back to see him have watery eyes too.
No words escape my mouth as he moves away from me. His warmth disappearing with him.
He turns away and starts to walk out and just as he takes the final step out, I shut the door quickly.
Sliding down the door, I pull my knees closer and cry out before I realise that this man came for me. He came here tonight and realised he loves me.
I denied him when he wanted a chance. The chance I wanted him to give me.
Quickly getting up, I wipe the tears and put on the first thing I see which happens to be a brown flowery dress and put on slippers and yank the door open. I look down the hallway but find no one. Gripping my key hard in my hand, I start running down the hallway and press the elevator.
With my heart thumping loudly, I am almost able to heart it in my ears. My stomach now not wanting any food feels empty and the heavy breathing is making it hard to even take a simple breath.
The elevator doesn't arrive soon so getting frustrated, I run towards the stairs and run down six flights of stairs. Once I am in the lobby, I am out of breath but determined to find him.
To find Chase before he leaves.
Running out the entrance of the hotel, I find him walking towards his car without an umbrella on sidewalk.
"Chase!" I shout making him stop walking.
Slowly, he turns around and sees me standing in the rain dripping wet too. His eyes widen before a smile takes over.
I start running towards him as fast as I could now this small distance feeling longer than anything.
When reaching him, he opens his arms for me making me crash in him.
"I forgive you," I whisper out with the small amount of energy I could muster up.
I cry out in happiness in his shoulder as he lifts me up, twirls me before setting me back down.
Just as I back away, I rest my forehead against his close my eyes with a smile.
When I open my eyes I look out to the beautiful grey where adoration runs through them.
But soon, my vision starts to cloud up and everything turns dark as I start to loose consciousness.
"AVA!!"
(You're welcome 😉 )
"Ava," I flutter my eyes open to see bright lights before blinking to adjust and see I am in a hospital.
"Oh thank God you are okay," I frown before I slowly turn towards my right and see a worried Chase.
"What happened?"
"You passed out. Due to fast heart beating along with your body temperature dropping low since you were out in the rain after taking a shower," he explains sitting next to me.
"You are fine now though," he gives me a weak smile letting me know he is tired.
Slowly moving over on my bed, I mention him to come and lay with me and he does.
"I thought I almost lost you," he whispers in my hair.
"You just got me though," I tell him with a smile.
And giving him a chance was the best decision of my life. When I was never his, he came and made me. Gave me the title of being his.
Also, I don't want comments saying why she took him back and all that jazz. This is a small one-shot where I barely explain the storyline as it's not needed much. So let's just keep it plain and simple.
How did you like that scare😂
Forgive me? I mean I made it up by giving it a happy ending so you are lucky since I wanted it to end in bad ending.
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