"Soft what lips you've got... baby I'm thirsty, thirsty and it's too hot

Soft what eyes you adore... baby you own their sight just let me stare at yours a little more," If I had to choose an only voice to have the ability to hear throughout my entire lifetime... I would choose hers in a heartbeat.

On a morning like this, all I wish to do is simply hold her and remember last night over and over again...

The feeling of her skin on mine aroused mesmerizing feelings in me, ones I never wanted to fade away.

My arms sneaked around her naked waist under the soft comforters, watching her gasp a little in surprise. She turned in my arms to tangle her legs with mine, "you're awake."

"Not to be creepy or anything, but I've been awake for the past twenty minutes," I held her flushed cheeks softly as her body eased under my hold, "listening to your hums... and those words... watching your hands play with your hair... and your boobs, you goof."

A shy, naked Lia is all I needed in life.

"Oh my lord," she mumbled, hiding her face in the crook of my neck, making me smirk as my hand played with her messy hair. "You can't have seen all that..."

"Ssshhh," I backed away a little to see her shy little smile, "I've seen so much more last night, baby."

Her flushed cheeks deepened in color as I slowly admired her struggling lip, doomed in between her teeth.

I could caress her soft skin all day long... just taking in her scent and giving her my warmth...

What have I done to deserve an angel like her?

"Your features..." I happily sighed, feeling her body press to mine.

"Hmm?"

"I thought it was just a metaphor people used... but, goddamn, baby... your cheeks, your eyes, your body... I never knew they could get even wilder but they did," I grazed her lip with my thumb slowly before she smiled, nuzzling her face into my hickey-covered neck. "I know you're shy, kitten, but I just can't help it... I never knew an innocent cuddle could turn so... wild."

"You can't just say you brought me to your beach house after a day-long date to cuddle," she mumbled sassily, clinging onto my neck.

"Oh, so you had it planned?" I smirked, hearing her whine lightly in embarrassment, pressing our bodies together, "No wonder you chose spooning..."

Being able to hold her that way erupted butterflies in my stomach ... almost as if she was cradling my heart, telling it she's mine. Her hot breath hitting my goose-bumped skin, her arms wrapped around my neck, her legs tangled with mine...out of every place in existence, here is where I wanted to stay.

"I'm so darn lucky."

"I'm luckier," she giggled, kissing my neck softly, "I lost my virginity to Dr.Lynch."

"That's a huge honor to me, baby," such words will prevail in my memory forever, "being the one you chose to lose your innocence to... makes me feel so honored."

"I would chose you in a heartbeat, Lovely," her hands lazily traveled on my skin, sighing happily, "every time you asked me for assurance... all I had in mind was yes, yes, yes... my heart was busy thudding and beating for yours not even needing any reassuring questions."

"I have to ask you, baby," I kissed her love bitten neck, feeling her slowly draw her head to the pillow to face me, "to make sure your decision is prominent... permanent... I have to have your permission to take something like that away from you."

"Well, I mean you never asked for permission when you stole my heart," she giggled moving her fingertips to my waist slowly as I laughed along to her words, "My entire being is yours, Ross. I really do submit to you. That's how much I trust you."

Fucking love attacks...

I couldn't even comprehend what sort of feeling was attacking me and I could only define it as deep, saving love.

Being able to experience her love was a gift I'm forever grateful for, a gift I'm cherishing in my heart till the day I get sent to my grave.

I nuzzled my head against her chest, sighing in frustration, suddenly unable to experience my pouring feelings in proper words, "I'm in loss of words and that hasn't happened in too many years."

"Don't worry," she held my cheeks, bringing my head backwards to the mattress, "just look at me... you'll find it."

I let my eyes soar into hers as my fingers lost their trail in her luscious hair, continuously touching her skin just to form the words I knew belonged to her.

In one breath I found myself whispering my heart's poured words, "I'm in love with your love."

The little shiver she received sent me straight to heaven and back... I could only feel her lips right away locking with mine just to scream out our shared love in frequencies only our souls understood.

"Baby," I mumbled against her lips, leadenly running my hand through her warm body before pressing it to mine firmly. "God, do I love you."

Her hums against my lips made my heart's pace accelerate quickly, drowning me in her lips' bliss. She held my cheeks, laying on top of me never breaking our kiss, only to mess with every little piece of sanity in me.

"I love you," she breathed, intertwining my fingers with hers as her lips trailed the hickeys she's left on me from my neck, across my chest.

We laid still, admiring the beach's view with our bodies tangled, unable to comprehend anything but our skins' touch.

We really could stay here forever... she could listen to my heart beat for her love as I lose my fingers in her hair the way her mind lost her senses to her heart for love.

"Hey, kitten," I smiled, making her look up to meet my eyes.

"Hmm?"

"Do you want to go out for breakfast? We can go get something at-"

"Or we can..." she bit her lip, trailing her fingers on my torso, "stay here all morning...have, uhm.... breakfast in bed."

...when did this room catch fire?

Right as our lips locked again...

***

"Lia Marie Johnson," I watched her walk up the stage, her eyes shifting from mine to the teacher's as she redeemed the certificate. "With a 4.0 GPA and a scholar ship to Weil Cornell Faculty of Medicine."

Hearing the sound of her relief through a clapping crowd and her tearful eyes was easier than I thought...

My baby made it.

"I made it," her little hands wiped her tears away as she spoke on the stand, the excitement in her body making everyone cheer, "Here's to the knowledge I've gained throughout all these years... to the mental strength given and received, to the love and care I felt, to the two men my life relies on, my father; Theo James and my boyfriend... my therapist, my patient, Ross Lynch... thank you for you patience, your care, your love and for your heart. I wouldn't h-have..."

I stood up in the middle of her crowd, nodding slowly and smiling at her as she grinned, concentrating on me, "I wouldn't have been able to make it without you... Thank you."

All I could feel was pride; proud that both of us made it this far... to the point were even Tanya was happy for her... where Ted and Andrea were the loudest cheers.

I can say, all the people she's told me about as a therapist... including jealous Jackson, but I am also allowed to say, every person we shared in our life, including my sister, Rydel and her husband, Theo.

All the people we've told each other about, everyone that entered my life to approve my fate of meeting her.

"Hey," she looked up at me, her eyes glistening as her hands played with the little, slightly puffed, white dress.

"Hey, Dr. Johnson," the amount of effort it took me to hold my lips back from kissing hers right there right then was bound to fail as soon as we get lost in the huge crowd.

"I made it," she bit her lip, trying to hold back her grin as I wiped her tears away with my thumb.

"You made it, baby... and I am very...... proud of you," I smiled as she lost herself in my arms, her body immediately relaxing as I engulfed it closely. "Hopefully it can soon be Dr. Lynch."

Her teary giggles bounced my heart, making it even harder for me to cave my feelings and save them.

She was definitely worth the wait...

She's even worth a lot more.

"So, Dr. Lia... when is my next session?"

She smirked lightly, biting her lip before winking, "On Friday... at mine... we start."

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