❦ SESSIONS ❦ WITH ❦ LOVE❦

Chapter 34

|Expand the family|

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Silas' birthday party is going well. Mostly that is. I can tell that he's seconds away from murdering everyone in there, which is why I've been holding his hand this entire time. Just to make sure that he doesn't do anything that I know he won't regret, but I will regret since it was my decision to do this for him and I take full responsibility for everything. We actually had cake and ate while chatting along with Trina. The other men had to leave because they had something to do. Frankly, I just think they're afraid of Silas and therefore left.

"Just one hour more and then your present will be given to you" I whisper into his ear, so Trina could not hear and when he looks at me, I give him an innocent smile, but my eyes show the mischief. I'm satisfied that the hairs on his skin rise, he's excited and more. He holds my hand tighter, not enough to hurt me, yet enough to make me understand that I'm making him go crazy and the next hour is going to be hard for him. Trina raises an eyebrow at me and I smile at her.

She smirks at me, as she knows what I have planned for this night. I may not know if it will go according to plan, but I know that both of us are going to enjoy it. I know one thing; Silas isn't the only one that is barely able to keep it together and wants to run straight to the bedroom right now and do everything that we have been waiting for these past couple of months that we have been together, for I am feeling like I can barely keep my hands to myself.

"I wanted to wait until a bit later, but I actually have a present for you" Trina says to Silas. I did not know that she had something planned for him. He raises an eyebrow at her, as I'm certain that he did not expect that Trina would give him something. After all, it is Silas that is torturing the man that she loves, and he will most likely kill him. Then again, Ace did try to kill her (not on purpose) and she nearly died because of what he did to her, we nearly lost her.

In her wheelchair that she has to be in for some time, she goes over to a chair which she had put in her purse and takes out a small box that is wrapped in gift paper. Wheeling back over to us, she hands him the present. "It's not much, I just- Just open it, and you'll understand" She says. Trina is beaming almost. Silas opens the present that she gave him and inside the box there is a note. I don't understand it. Silas reads what is written there, and then he looks at Trina within a shocked look.

"Is this-?" He asks her and she nods. "Yes, you're reading it correctly" She says to him. I look between the two of them, not even sure what is happening. Did I miss something? Silas sets down the paper and everything and goes over to her and hugs her. Now, I'm really confused on what is happening. If it were anyone else that were hugging him, I would be fuming, but this is only Trina. Whatever is going on between them is all right, right? It has to be, still none of this makes much sense to me and I have no idea what is happening.

Silas then sits down and takes my hand. He looks at me, and I can see the love in his eyes, the happiness and the peace that he feels. He's happy, and he's no longer saddened with the past and what happened there. The past seems to be getting further away from him, not quite but this is a start towards his happiness and I can't believe that I will be here and watch as he is happy and experience it with him, side by side.

"When I was younger, I had a sister. I remember that I used to play with her all the time. One night she was taken away from me. I never saw her after that night, did not even know if she were alive or where she was. Until she showed up in the most unexpected place of them all, and this latter confirms that she has been much closer than I thought" He says and looks at Trina once he has finished. My eyes widen. Staring between the two of them, I now finally see that there is a slight resemblance. It's so small that it is easily missed.

My jaw drops open as I don't even know how to take in this information. "I don't understand" I finally say after some time. Trina only giggles. "You see, Lea, I grew up in a foster home, and then I was adopted. I never knew my real parents, and Silas saw in my record that I had been trying to find my parents. He offered to pay all the expenses for a DNA test and a background check on everything. When I woke up from the coma, the results came in. When I saw them, I could not believe that I had a family, but I actually had a family right here" Trina says.

The changes that something like this happening are so rare, that I can't even fathom this. This is shocking. "So when Silas and I get married, we will be sisters?" I ask her. Both of them give me a different reaction. While Silas is shocked by my words and does not know what to do, it is Trina that is so excited that she is beaming in her wheelchair. Taking my hand in hers. "To me, we're already sisters, even if you're not married to... my brother" She says to me.

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"This has been one of the craziest day of my life, and I've been through a lot of crazy things" I say to Silas as we are finally all alone in our bedroom. The party is over, and we headed back to our room. He scoffs. "You're telling me, I just found my sister" He says, I guess he's still surprised. I would be surprised as well. Then again Silas had told me that the Warden is my father, and he told me what had happened to me. It made no sense at all, yet I want to understand.

I sit down on the bed and look at him as he smirks. The kohl black eyes that are the perfection and the definition of pure beauty stare at me and there is this sense of lust in his eyes. The desire is real and true. I almost smirk. "I think all that is needed is my gift" I say to him and the lust in his eyes only deepens as he takes a step closer to the bed, but I stop him when I stand up. I walk over to him. His hands are not slow at wrapping themselves around my waist and lower back.

My body wants nothing more than to have him right here and now, but I have to wait a bit. I'm not done playing. Going to my toes I lean to his ear. "Tonight, I am yours" I whisper into his ear. Smirking to myself when he shudders by my voice. I lean back and catch his eyes, and he catches my smirk. Our bodies are so close that I can almost feel the heat that comes from the two of us. I start to remove my clothing, saving the best for last and that is the tattoo.

The one that I got just for him. That is a part of his gift, along with my body. Tonight I will surrender myself to him and him alone. He will know that I am his and that my love for him is stronger than anything. I let out a breath as the air in the room this my bare skin once I'm only wearing a t-shirt and panties. I can feel just how much my body wants him. Silas' eyes are only on my body as he looks at me up and down. The desire is growing in his eyes, that I can see.

He wants this just as much as I do. He hasn't moved from the place that he stands as if he were trying to take me all in, his eyes soaking in me. I give him a smile as I start to undress him as well. He can't have all the fun, now, can he? This moment is the two of us and there is no one that can take that away from us. Even when we are here alone, just the two of us, it is clear just how much we love one another. We have not started and yet my heart can feel the connection that we share.

My hand rests on his bare chest where his heart is, the beating heart that tells me that it loves me, that he loves me. I can feel it. I take a deep breath as I lean in to kiss him. The kiss is so tender and sweet, and yet he wants more and so do I. We're taking it slow. It is our first time and I have to say that while I am scared, I do want this. I have never wanting anything more in my life, and I would give my life just for one night with Silas.

He lifts me up and softly lies my down on the bed, still deep in our kiss. With him between my legs he starts to remove my black t-shirt that I have one when I giggle. "I have something to show you" I whisper to him, and then I help him take it off me and his eyes run over to the tattoo that I have on. The heart-shaped tattoo that I wanted to get just for him. His fingers run along the tattoo and I can my naked chest, Silas is exploring my body with his fingers.

Shivers run through my entire body when he does so and I smile at him. He kisses the tattoo. "Beautiful" He whispers as his lips touch my skin. The feeling sending me over the edge as I love having his lips touch me in ways that no one else has. His fingers then run down where my panties are, and he removes them. His eyes take in my naked body, and then he starts to remove his underwear as well, and I find that I grow nervous for what is about to happen next.

I have never done this before and to say that I am not anxious about it is a lie because I am. Though, his eyes are comforting to look at. He doesn't want to rush me, he wants us to go slow, for me. When my eyes travel down to his crotch I see it, it's perfect to me. It's not that big, it is the perfect size. Using my hands to support myself I sit up and kiss him, and then I touch the thick, hard shaft between his legs.

I've never touched anything like that. As soon as I have touched it, he closes his eyes and groans. I eye him carefully as I continue to touch it and play with it between my hands, to feel it. My core between my legs is throbbing within this need to be touched, and I find that it is becoming unbearable to not touch it and feel it. While one of my hand is touching his shaft, I move with my fingers down between my own legs and touch it.

The wetness my fingers touch is almost too much for me to bear. Silas opens his eyes and smirks at me as he moves and helps me lie down once again. His fingers touch my core and move in such manner that I have never seen or felt before. I let out a moan, a small sound coming from me and yet it was there. His fingers are amazing, and I've never felt anything like this before. The world is just lost and there is only Silas and his fingers and the pleasure that my body feels.

This build up inside me is far too strong for me. "Let go, Leanna. Cum for me" He says to me and I let out a loud moan as I follow his command and let it go. The pleasure reaching everywhere inside me, the build up far too intense as I let it go. My blood is feeling the pleasure as it turns through my veins. My heart pounds inside my chest. My eyes look at him and only him. He licks his fingers and smirks at me. "Delicious" He whispers. I try to regain my breathing for I feel as if though I have run a whole marathon.

I let out a couple of breaths. "That felt good" I say to him. My voice only just a whisper as I could not feel like I had the energy to speak. I could only feel. Even when this pleasure hand gone through my system, I feel this need and longing for something more, for more of this. I love this feeling. "I'm glad I will be your first" He says to me. His body is on top of mine, holding himself up with his hand on either side of my body.

His eyes are deep in mine, and we stare at each other. Nothing else matters in the world, we are just two people that love each other more than life itself. I would give my life for him. Life would be worthless if I did not have him by my side and with me, the love that I hold for him is too powerful and too great. I don't even understand it, but love it's not something that I have to understand to feel it. I can just look at him and I know in my heart that he is the one.

"I will be gentle with you, Leanna. I swear that I will not hurt you, I would never hurt you" Silas says to me. One of his hands goes towards his crotch and guides his members towards my core and I hold my breath. I am afraid, and still when I look into his eyes I know that I don't have to be afraid, I don't have to fear this. Slowly he thrusts it inside of me, this wave of pleasure runs through my body as I feel it enter me. It doesn't hurt as much as I thought. He stops and looks at me. I nod at him and give him a smile. He continues.