❦ SESSIONS ❦ WITH ❦ LOVE❦

Chapter 27

|A war has been started|

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Walking this long tunnel is not exactly the best thing that I've ever done. Though, I do wonder how this tunnel can be this long since the house is not even this big anyway. It's like this one tunnel is going through the whole town or something, and it's not fun. My feet are hurting and my body feels exhausted and just wants to sit down and relax, but I can't do that. I need to find Silas and I need to make him suffer and punish him in the way that he deserves.

Why did no one tell me that this was going to be this hard? I would have given up a long time ago. All perhaps I would not have given up per se, but I definitely know that I would have done it later. When I had eaten properly and slept and just ready to do this. Still, life took me on this weird way, and now I just have to do all that I can do to make it work since that is the way of life. When life gives you lemon, you give it to the unicorn. It's as simple as that.

After walking for another ten or so minutes but who is even counting at this point, it's not like I carry a watch with me everywhere that I go and even if I had a watch, I would not be able to see what the time was since it's so dark in here. Unless the watch had these buttons to make the numbers glow, and it would be able to know what the time was, even in the dark. I love watches like that, but I've never been allowed to own one, my parents did not like watches.

The anger inside me is the only thing that is leading me on, and it's the only thing that is ready to do something bad to him, to make him suffer in the way that I have suffered. Silas will know that when someone crosses me, they will pay the price for it, and it does not even matter who it is that has messed with me. It could be my mother and still I would punish her in some way, just a little though. They will learn that if someone messes with me, they will pay the price for it and suffer through my punishment.

Finally, after walking for so long I make it to a point where I see light, and then I see a door and stairs that lead to the door. This is great, I'm finally here. And if I land in some other place in the house I'm going to shoot the first person who I see to death because I did not walk all the way through this tunnel to end up in a place that I did not want to end up in. This needs to be a surprise attack, otherwise Silas can just have me throw out again, and I could not take that pain again.

I walk up the stairs and to the door and twist the knob and go through it, I'm in a small room. When I'm in here I know I'm in the right place, there is a small opening of a secret door in here that will lead me to his office. He told me that there is a room in which has many doors, it is only to confuse those who try to follow him when he goes through to escape, and it will also confuse those who come through the tunnel that I came from.

Though, none of this can confuse me when I know which door it is that will lead me to the right place, his office. Some of these doors will lead me to a place where most of them people that work for Silas are staying. That way the people that try to break in here will die. Good riddance as well because this house is too beautiful to have someone try to take it away from Silas and me. I go to a door and while it may seem like a simple door, there is more to it than that.

Silas is good at these secret passageways and doors and puzzles. He did not make it easy for anyone to go through here, but he did make it easy for the two of us. He told me what I must do and made me memorize it. He said that it will be useful one day ad it certainly will. Only he did not think that I would use it in this way and I doubt he will like it when I walk through the door and surprise him, but he will just have to understand that I love him, and I'm not giving up on us.

Finding the right door is the easy part but getting through the puzzle is supposed to be the hard one, and it's rather hard to do it once you have no idea what you are doing or are not Silas or someone who he has told the code. The puzzle is simple, there are a bunch of numbers on the door, like there are on all the doors, only to confuse. Some of these numbers are in the thousands and some are smaller, yet they all have something in common.

Something so simple that men will rip their head out trying to figure out what the answer is. Beside every door there is a keypad with numbers and when one can try every number in this room and on the door, they would not get it. It's not even the numbers that are the answer anyway. The answer is much simpler than that and I honestly love Silas even more for this creative way. I'm still going to shoot him when I see him. That plan has not changed, it's the whole point why I'm here.

The answer is; white. That is what all the numbers have in common, they are painting with white paint on the doors. This puzzle does not get more simpler than that. I can only imagine how many are going to be stuck in here because they can't figure this out. I go to the door that leads to his office and in front of the keypad. It's like the keypad on these old phones that you had to press one number a couple of times to get a letter. That is the way that these keypads work.

I punch in white on the keypad and the door slides to the side for me and Silas' office comes to view and him standing there with Trina in the room. Only one of them appears to be in shock to see me standing there, and I can unfortunately say that it is not Silas. I smirk when I walk into the room. "Took you long enough" Silas speaks to me, but I just glare at him. "I was busy" I speak to him as I walk over to him, ignoring that my best friend is in the room as well.

I came here to complete the mission that I'm not going to stop now that I've gotten so far. I take a gun that was on his desk, which is a poor place for a gun to me. Anyone can take it and anyone can do what they want with it. I point the gun at him with a smirk on my face, but he is just standing there and does not seem to be faced with it. Why? I look into his eyes to try to see the fear, but there is no fear in his eyes at all.

It's as if he wants me to shoot him and is all right with it, but that does not even make sense. People can give someone a punishment if they are going to enjoy it, that would be weird. I want him to suffer but if he wants to suffer then there is no point. "Lea, put down the gun" Trina speaks. For a moment I had actually forgotten that she was in the room as she did not matter at this second. All I feel is the rage inside me that I need to let out, yet as I hold this gun, loaded and pointed at Silas, I can't find it in myself to shoot.

"Why? He hurt me, I deserve to hurt him back" I speak. I don't look at her as I speak, my eyes are only o Silas and into his own eyes that are so beautiful. The kohl black in his eyes makes the anger inside of me want to disappear. I refuse to allow that to happen. He did hurt me, and he broke me apart from the inside out, and he deserves to suffer for what he has done. "Yes, he deserves to suffer, and he will but maybe do that in a week when the war has ended" She speaks.

This time I find myself looking at her and not even sure what she is talking about. I still hold the gun pointed and Silas and I make sure that he does not make any sort of moves at all. I can't have that since I will need to shoot him. "What war?" I ask her. I'm not sure if I will be able to wait a week to shoot him. The anger is in me now, and it's leaving soon, and I don't think that it will even be there in a week.

"Lea, please sit down, so we can explain" She says, but I shake my head. They only want to take the gun out of my hands so that I won't shoot him and will do whatever it takes to do that. I will not fall for it. I glare at her, I put my finger on the trigger finger. Wanting nothing more than to shoot the man that I love, to make him suffer for what he has done to me. I want that and I need it. I shake my head.

"No, I will not sit down. You're going to answer my question or get shot as well" I speak to her with no emotion in my voice, it is so dark that she's take aback by it. That is the least of my worries since all I want to do is shoot someone and if she has played some part in hurting me then she will get shot as well. I know one thing. Someone inside this room is going to get shot, and it's not me. "Leanna" Silas speaks, and I look at him.

His tone is so soft that I feel like I just want to hug him and love him and do whatever I want with him, yet the rage inside me is controlling me. The voices and I want the same thing, and they are guiding and helping me to achieve the very thing that I sought out to do. "If you shoot me now then all of us will die" He speaks, but I just laugh. "I already feel like I have died, why not make it reality?" I ask with a smile on my face and a giggle that escapes my lips.

Both of them are looking at me and trying to get close to me, I don't allow it. I hold tight gun in my hand and I alone can control this conversation. "Now, answer my question. I don't have all day" I speak to the both of them. My body is tired, and I really want to lie down and sleep for a couple of hours. There is no way that I'm going to be able to sleep without finishing what I came here to do, and I will punish him and make him suffer, I will do it, one way or another.

"The mole is only the beginning of a war" Silas explains to me, but I narrow my eyes at him. Not sure where he's going with this. I've learned about wars in school, but I don't think that I'be lived through one. Unless I count the one between Silas and Adam, but I was in chains most of the time, so that doesn't really count. "Why don't you just kill this mole and get over it, if there is no mole there is no war?" I ask him, but he gives me a sorrowful look.

A look that I don't like on him because it makes his beautiful kohl black eyes sad and that will make me sad as well. I don't like being sad. It makes me want to cry. "I can't" He speaks after a pause. Silas is almost in tears which breaks me apart. Lowering my gun I take a step towards him and take his hand. "Why?" I softly ask him. I still have the gun in my hands, just in case I will need it, but I doubt that I will need it. It is still a plan and a mission of mine to shoot him, but I suppose it can wait.

"I can't kill my best friend" He speaks. His voice is so broken and so sorrowful that it breaks my heart. To have to hear4 that, to know that he has a gentle heart. I know people think of Silas as a man with a hart of stone, but he is the opposite of that. His heart is so pure and so filled with life and love that it always makes me fall deeper in love with him. "What?" I ask, confused at what he's telling me though. His best friend? Ace?

Is Silas really telling me that this mole that is around here is Ace? That does not make any sense at all. There has to be more to the story than that. "I've had my suspicion on him for some time now but your friend here only proved it further that Ace is the mole" He speaks to me and we both turn to look at her who still stands there. Trina shakes her head. "I don't know how he knows" She says, referring to that she does not know how Silas was able to tell that Ace is the mole.

I would not be able to tell either. He's been on Silas' side this entire time. And while I've not known him for long, he's on his side, and he's his best friend. I look at the gun in my hands. "Where is he?" I ask. I may not be able to shoot Silas this time, but his time will come. Now, I can shoot someone that is much worse than that, someone who has betrayed us. I may love Silas and he there me away, but I will do whatever it takes to protect those I love, even when they don't want me anymore.