❦ SESSIONS ❦ WITH ❦ LOVE❦

Chapter 22

|For her I will do anything|

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Those bastards want to replace me, and the worst and best part is that they want Leanna to replace me. They want her to be the one to control them and rule over everything. I won't put that pressure on her. She's not going to be able to handle it. She's so innocent and kind that she won't be able to take it. To have her sit in boring meetings would be a torture and I promised myself that I would never allow anything to happen to her, that she would always be free to live her normal life.

Sitting across from her is making me insane, I just need to hold her. I've been away from her this entire day and all the time I felt that I needed her, more than I could ever imagine. Leanna is the only one that can keep me from doing anything bad to anyone and I to her. Without each other we might go on the wrong path, though I think that I took that road a long time ago. She's the one that brought me back into the light where I want to stay with her.

"If I ask you to sign something, would you do it?" I ask her with a raised eyebrow. She has no idea what this is about and if I have my way then she will never know about it. Leanna can never be a part of the gang life, she's too pure for that. She's mine. No one else can have her but me and that is the way that I want things to stay, and they will be like that. She nods her head. "Of course but not anything about not talking because you know that I don't like not talking" She says within a smile on her face.

I roll my eyes. Leanna hates it when she's being told to be quiet, and she will talk only to annoy that person. I find it adorable and I find her adorable. Then again she's all mine, and she's my adorable Leanna and will be like that for the rest of our lives. "Of course it won't be anything like that. It's only something that won't affect you or our life" I tell he and she gives me a smile. The smile that I love to see on her face and want to see for the rest of my life.

A simple lie won't harm anyone and besides in order to protect her and keep her safe from harm I need to be the one that is in control and I need to be the ruler since the higher that I am the more protection I can offer her. I would rather be caught dead then going lower than I am because I've scarified and killed and done tons of illegal things to get to the point that I am, and I will not throw it away now when I'm at the top of my game.

Everything that I've done it's to protect the woman that I love, and I would do anything to protect her. "Will you make them afraid of you?" She asks me and I smirk. For years, I've showed them why they should be afraid of me, and I've killed all those who'd dare question me. Now that she's with me, they think that she's the one that people will fear. Leanna's unpredictable behavior is what drives their fear for they never know when she's going to snap or want to hurt them and when that happens, she will hurt them to death.

She rarely shows mercy and when she does it's only done because I have told her to and not because she wants to. "Yes and then I will hurt them all. To make them understand that they will never question my authority again" I tell her. I will do much more than that, they all will understand who is the fucking boss. All of them will be bowing before me once again and show me the respect that I deserve. Leanna giggles. She does take pleasure in pain and I love her for it.

"Is there anything else that you want to talk about?" She asks me and I give her a smile. "You" I answer. She has taken over my mind in every single way, and I go insane for her every day. Where it's hard to be without her or touch her smooth skin or kiss her lips that are warm and sweet and taste like heaven. It always makes me want to carry her to bed and do anything that I please with her. Not yet. I have to remind myself of this every single day and every hour of every day.

My body needs this woman more than I have ever needed anyone and I need her more than I know. My body craves to hold her and have her under me as I make her feel the unconditional pleasure that only I can give her. I will make sweet love to her in the best way that I can to worship her body and show her that I love her and no one else. I'm the one that will be there for her when she reaches the ultimate pleasure, and I will kiss her tender lips when she does moan my name.

It makes my crotch tighten to even think of her like that, and it makes me insane and want it even more, want her even more than I could ever want anyone. "I don't think there is much to say about me" She says. She has no idea that there are a million things that can be said about her, and the list is endless. I could go on and on about this woman for the rest of my life and still not reach the end of things to talk about. "Believe me, I know many things" I tell her.

"There is one thing that I wish to say, concerting the both of us" I say and give her a smirk. This is something that I've been working towards for some time now. She raises an eyebrow at me. "And what is that?" She asks me. She's always so inpatient when it comes to these things but that only makes her more adorable, and we've already established that she's the most adorable woman in the world. "With everything going on, we've barely had time for ourselves, fully that is" I say. I want to be with her every second of every day.

She gives me a look to go on, and I do. "I have been thinking that we need a vacation. Just the two of us. What do you say?" I ask her. I watch as her face lights up with happiness as I suggest this to her. This look that she gives me and the joy in her eyes is everything to me, and it makes the stone in my heart break apart even more and welcome her light into it, she makes me want to give her the world and one day I will. I will take control over the world only to present it to her.

"I love the idea, when will we go? Where will we go?" She asks me. I let out a chuckle as she has already begun to plan this in her head. Seeing her this excited means everything to me. "I will have to sort out everything here but if we're lucky we can leave sometime next week or so. To where? You can choose. We can also to that thing that is done in movies where we have a globe and spin it, and you point. The place where it lands on will be the place that we go to" I say.

Leanna rushes up from the chair that she sat on, not caring that much that everything that she had falls on then floor and jumps into my arms. Jump on my lap and sitting there as she hugs me. "I would like that very much" She says and gives me a kiss on the lips. My hands hold her tighter to me as I just want to devour her and I want her to taste me as much as I want to taste her. She's eager in the kiss, and it's clear to me that she wants me just as much as I want her.

"But, we're going to have to leave in more than a week. All right" She says to me when we break the kiss and I laugh. "Anything that you want" I say to her. She can control this entire trip. If she wants to do something, we will do it. No matter if I have to stand in a line of some store for an hour (even when I would just buy the whole store and give it to her) just so that she could have something from that store.

Seeing that smile on her face that she has on now is everything to me and nothing matters if she does not smile and if I'm not the that makes her smile. Being alone with her for some time is what the two of us need. After everything that we have been through I need us to have a normal life, or as normal as we can have. I notice that Leanna is looking at the wall and looks to be deep in thoughts. It is something that all of us have seen her do every so often.

It means that she's talking to the voices in her head, having a conversation with them. She has been forbidden to speak about it and I believe she is not aware that she thinks that we don't know about that fact, but we do. I know that she does have voices in her head which all have different personalities which makes her sometimes act a certain way. But, that is who she is and who I want her to be. Even when she's talking to the voice there is a smile on her face,

Most likely from the excitement that we're going somewhere together, just the two of us. I cock my head to the side as I look at her face. Leanna seems focused and her eyes tell me that she's happy. Good. If she were not I would shoot myself in the leg or better yet let her do it. Allow me to feel the pain of her unhappiness. "I don't want to go to anywhere that has many bugs" She finally says and looks at me with a smile on her face. What an odd thing to say, but she is random in every possible way and I love her for it.

"All right. Then we can block of some countries" I tell her. Most if not all countries in the world have bugs of some kind which might make this more difficult, yet it is what she wants. Leanna's wish is my command. I would bow down before her in front of the entire world if that were her wish. I would willingly walk into death if Leanna were to ask me. For her, I would do anything and for her, I will do anything. "Is there anything that you want to talk about?" I ask her, using her own question against her.

The mind that this woman has is extraordinary, and it amazes me on how it works. She might be slow at getting things or act childish at times, but that is who she is all I don't want her to change. Leanna's brain has not yet developed in some places, and yet she's able to shine to the best of her abilities and does so effortlessly. "Have I ever told you that I once went on a horse back?" She asks me and I laugh and shake my head.

"No. Tell me" I speak to her softly. Despite the fact that I know that she has never done those things, it's better to allow her think that. Leanna is not a real therapist but she truly believes it and she wants this so badly that it has become her reality and her memories, and it makes her who she is. "I was seven, I think or eight. I don't know, it was a long time ago. My parents took me to this zoo, and it was a special day at the zoo. I think it was the zoo's birthday or something" She begins.

"I remember that it was a hot day because my dad bought us some ice cream and I accidentally dropped half of mine on my shirt, and it was all sticky to my stomach. But, after I got cleaned up we went around and saw the animals. When we came to the horses there was a line to go on the back of the horses and do one circle around the fence, on the inside. I wanted to get on the horse and my parents took me to me the one" She says.

"When it was my turn, I was so afraid. But my dad held my right hand and my mom held my left hand, and I was on the horse, and then it started to move. I felt like I was flying, it was amazing, and then we went the circle and I wanted to go again, so we went back into the line. Which, mostly everyone did. I love horses" Leanna says. I give her a smile. "That's a lovely story. We will go somewhere with horses" I tell her. She might not have gone on horse back then, but she will now.

Her face lights up. "Really?" She asks and I nod my head. I open my mouth to speak when the door bursts open. Both of us stand because someone has interrupted our special time together which really makes me want to shoot them in the face or allow my darling to have her way with them for I love watching her do things her way and torture people. She's good at it. I take up my gun and point at the man that stands there with a look of fright on his face. "What is the meaning of this?!" I ask him as I glare at him.

Leanna is beside me, and she's annoyed, that I can see. "There is something you need to see" The man hurries to say. I don't know his face, but I think he's one of the men that work in security. "What?!" I ask him with anger. The fact that he burst into the sacred place is making me want to kill him. "There is a mole in this house" He finally says after some time and I narrow my eyes at him as the anger grows inside me. "I will kill them" Leanna says beside me, her voice darkening. When I look at her, I see that she has an evil on her face and a murderous look in her eyes. She's ready to kill anyone that she sets her eyes on.