《Mistake is mine》Chapter 14
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*Sneha Pov*
I turned towards them completely and saw everyone looked at me expecting some answer.
Weren't these people who didn't want me to disturb their lives?
I am doing as they wished right. Then why do they need to pass such comment like I just hanged out with them until I got friends.
"Oh! So you guys think that I stopped hanging out with you all because I got my own friends now?" I asked glaring at each one.
"Sneha!" Bhabhi said coming near me.
"No Bhabhi! I need to do this." I said.
"Whatever your decision is, I am with you." Bhabhi said and calmly stood beside me.
I smiled a little at her and turned towards them for answer.
"Before you guys answer, I want to ask another question." I said.
And took a deep breath turning towards Samrat and asked "The kids like me and also the immature persons like me should actually spend with the people who have same qualities right. Isn't it right Samrat?"
"Sneha I was just kidding before and I even told that to Suresh not you." Samrat replied immediately.
"Hmm.. Were you also kidding when you said the same words before going to the tour infront of everyone?" I asked him raising an eyebrow.
He immediately looked at me wide eyed and all blood drained out of his face.
"You... know.. that?" he asked me shocked.
"I know everything." I replied and everyone looked just like Samrat.
"You told her?" Bhai asked turning towards Bhabhi.
"No Bhai! I heard everything when you guys are talking itself." I replied.
"Why are you guys looking at me like that? You all just talked what you felt about me right. Everyone has a right to do that." I said.
They all tried to breathe a little so I added "But to their face not behind their back. That too about a person who thought you all as her family."
Everyone started to say something but I stopped them showing my hand. I don't have strength to hear anymore lies.
I looked at Ramesh and asked "What is your problem now Ramesh? That I just transferred from Non-Friends girl to Friends girl."
He looked at me guiltily and was about say but I cut him off and said "Do you know why I was Non-Friends girl like you said? Because I thought you all guys are more important people for me than any friends I will make."
Then I felt Bhabhi squeezing my shoulder. The tears too started falling.
"And Mehtab! Aren't you glad that I just don't hang out with you guys or kids? Now I am not disturbing you guys right, so feel glad about it ok." I said to her.
"Sushi! I am actually sorry for trying to enter in your lives from the bottom of my heart." I said to her.
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They all just looked guiltily. Bhai looked worse.
I turned towards him and said "I am just a responsibility for you right. But the stupid thing is I never wanted anything except to be your family."
"You are Sneha." Bhai replied immediately.
"Really Bhai? Then you wouldn't have apologized to them and said those words Bhai." I said crying.
He was about reach me but I composed a little and said "Don't worry! After few days you don't have to look after me at all. Then you will be free from this responsibility."
He looked at me stilled.
"You know guys I am actually proud of you. No I am not saying that as a taunting. I am really proud of you way back from 14years when you started this friendship of yours." I said looking at all of them.
"But I am also disappointed in you for letting down the people who looked at you like their first best friends. You are nothing but an idol to them. They want nothing but your love and affection." I said.
"Do you want to know who those people are? They are your siblings." I replied without giving them any chance.
"All of you Bhabhi's must think that why am I the only one coming here in my holidays and disturbing you guys. But did any one of you thought why no one else Sibling of the guys here coming near this colony at all?" I asked them.
They all frown thinking about the answer to that.
I shook my head and said "So you guys are thinking about it? Then think even about this, why are your own siblings reduced their visits to your houses?" I asked all the ladies here.
Then the realization set in them about my new question. They didn't even observed until now that actually they all losing their connection with the families.
"Because you all are doing the same thing which was already done by these great seven people few years back." I replied.
"It is good to develop your own world and have some space in any relation. But too much space which makes the relation completely disappear from the face of earth is biggest thing don't you guys think?" I asked them.
"If you guys have atleast showed ten percent of the affection you sowing towards each other to your siblings. They would have felt like they are at top of the world. Trust me because I am one of them." I said with breaking in my voice.
I can't say anything more to them. I have no strength to do that at all.
So I looked once again at them and said "Your brothers and sisters have kind of given up on their so called brothers or sisters. And I am on the verge of doing the same too."
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Bhai looked at me with pain filled eyes.
I shook my head and was about to go to my room but before going I turned towards them and said "Guys! The mistake is mine. Just mine for thinking you all as my family and for...." I stopped at the end looking at Samrat so that he can understand the blank words.
He nodded saying that he understood my words and I immediately left them going inside my room.
At present I am sitting on my bed and started thinking 'Have I done the right thing?'
Then I shook my head and thought 'I have done the right thing. They must know the wrong they are doing.'
I called my friends to inform them that I am not going to come today and meet them.
A knock on my door brought me out of my thoughts.
First I didn't replied thinking it must be Bhai or Samrat. But then I remember that they both always take time before having some chat when they get hurt or angry.
It must be Bhabhi so I said "Come in!"
To my utter surprise it is Ramesh I saw when the door got opened.
"Can I talk with you?" he asked me.
I nodded and moved a little on my bed to give him space.
He sat down for few minutes and said "I am proud of you Sneha."
"Why for not having the Non-Friends girl title anymore?" I asked him harshly.
He flinched and said "I deserve that completely."
"Sorry." I said immediately.
"Don't be. We all should be the ones to say that to you." He said smiling.
After some more time he said "You are right."
"About?" I asked him.
"About our siblings giving up on us completely." He said sadly.
"I think their mistake is not there in this at all." I said.
"Ofcourse and we all know that. It is just sad that we must have ignored them so much that they have come to that solution." He said.
"Why don't you guys call them and ask them to come here?" I asked him.
He smiled and said "You and Bhabhi both just think alike don't you."
"Why?" I asked him confused.
"Because she too gave the same solution and we all even made the calls." He replied.
"What did your sister said?" I asked him.
"When I told her that I miss her and I want her to come here, she asked me whether it is April 1st or what." He said and I immediately laughed.
"Do you know what did Samrat's brother told him?" he asked.
"What?" I asked him.
"That boy just shouted in the phone and said that if he received this prank call again he will call the police station and inform about this culprit." He replied laughing.
"Oh my god! He didn't even remember his brother's voice." I said in shock.
"What can we say? We ourselves brought this situation upon us." He said sighing.
"Try to prove them that you all love them when they come here." I said assuring him.
"We will! You know Nag is very lucky to have a sister like you." he said.
"Is he?" I said rolling my eyes.
"Why? Don't you know he loves you so much?" he asked me.
"Yeah right! He hates me completely and I know that. He even think that I am part of the reason for our parents death." I said and these stupid tears started again.
He looked at me like I am crazy and said "You should talk to him immediately."
"I will do it tomorrow." I said.
"I even came here to say something else." He said.
I nodded and he continued saying "When we thought about the trip we immediately booked the tickets and totally forgot about adding you to our regular package. We were about to tell you but seeing your excitement we just stopped ourselves. But those two days we felt so guilty about that. And whatever you heard that day is us trying to ignore that guilt."
"But..." I started to say.
He cut me off and said "I know that doesn't reduce our wrong doings at all but I am just letting you know that you are very important part in our lives which we didn't cherished properly."
I looked at him shocked but he just laughed and started leaving my room.
But before going he said "If it makes things easier I would like to say that Samrat and Nag were not there when we were booking the tickets. Nag got disappointed at us and Samrat even shouted at us. We even got into a small fight. So they are lesser culprits than us."
Then he left my room giving me so much information to process.
I will just deal with it tomorrow.....
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guys i was about to update as usual in the evening. But after reading two readers comments teasing eachother but about my story and me. I literally jumped into action to write this chap immeidately.
because i felt so happy and i am still in the clouds now.....
i can't even express how i am feeling and @Lathika02 and @_Khwaish_ i just adored your teasing war guys. So i am not going to remove them at all. These are good memories for me........
@crazybookworm27 plz don't say sorry. will you believe it if i say that i have a big stupid grin while reading all of yours and others comments.
So thank you so much to all my readers for this support.
I hope this chap is ok
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