my head keeps spinning,

wanting to go back to the beginning,

I know this wasn't what we were predicting,

but the change and love wasn't something I was resisting,

Im sorry I was a bad listener,

I feel like I'm in a jail cell baby I'm a prisoner,

I'm sorry somethings I do start to make you feel insecure,

I'm sorry I want to keep exploring with you like my name is Christopher,

Let me preach my love you like this is church and I'm the minister,

just give me a chance to redo it again let me be this foundations biggest contributor,

I promise I'm sorry I'll put down my signature,

but my word is strong too I'm tired of being a visitor,

I'm sorry that when I begin saying this you'll be making me nervous and I'll begin to stutter.

~CTheCreator 09/10/2022