I walk into a room.. People..

more than two..

I don't want to feel nervous,

but I do..

I want to go.

I force myself to stay.

I get nervous..

I don't know what to say.

I feel like the weird one,

the one who's not good enough.

I know my brain is wrong.

But my anxiety tells me I don't belong..

I stay and deal.

I try to act normal.

It's hard you know..

when all you wanna do is go..