I can't knock on a door

or ask for extra napkins

I can't call you and ask how you are

I can't raise my hand without the fear of being wrong

I can't hang out with people

I can't live my life

It's like being in a cage that's unlocked

I can get out but I've trapped myself

It's like wanting to have friends but can't hang out

It's like suffocating but you're still breathing

It's not a way to live

It's a way to die