I suddenly woke up when I felt my head pounding so hard. My eyes still close and I groan. I touch my head and just groan because of the pain.

"Aaaahhh.. I'll never drink again.." - I mumbled

I open my eyes and suddenly realised that I'm home.

"I'm already home?"

I didn't remember what happen last night... I check the time, it's 3am. I sit up and groan, still touching my head.

"Ah.. I smell alcohol tsk.."

My eyes travel to the other sofa and my eyes grew a bit.

"Taehyung?"

I see taehyung sleeping in the sofa. Did he know that I'm drunk? I hit my forehead and close my eyes.

"Aish, Jungkook why did you go home drunk! aish yugyeom!" - I mumbled

I bite my lips, still looking to sofa, to taehyung. I sigh.

I stand up then walk to bathroom to shower and toothbrush.

After 20 minutes, I get out to bathroom, just wearing shorts. Because my clothes is on our room. I sigh and walk and kneel to taehyung.

I bite my lips while looking to him.

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

My heart beats fast. I smiled sadly. I caress his cheeks, still looking to him.

"My heart still beats fast for you..." - I said lowly

"I-I hope you still feel it too..."

I felt my tears building in the corner of my eyes. I quickly wipe it. I don't want to cry again...

"I-I miss you... I miss you love... I miss your touch.. I miss your hug.. I miss your kiss... I miss your love.. I-I really miss you and i-it's hurts..."

My tears fall and I bite my lips. I sigh and smiled sadly.

I lean in and kiss his forehead and lips.

I pulled away and wipe my tears and look at him.

"I love you beautiful..."

I pick him up bridal style, carefully not waking him up and went to our room.

I lay him in our bed and I kiss his forehead again. My eyes travel down to his wrist, I furrowed my eyebrows and caress his wrist.

"Where's his bracelet?"

I suddenly felt my chest tighten. I bite my lips and walk outside of the room. I stop and just sit in the front of our door.

I put my hands on my face, thinking why he didn't wear the bracelet that I give to him and why it's fucking hurts.

I suddenly felt my tears fall. I cup my mouth and cry silently.

This is too much... I'm hurt. I'm fucking hurt...

After a minutes I stand up and walk downstairs and went to my studio.

I took my notes and write lyrics, I bite my lips, heart still aching.

*ting

I pick up my phone and read the message, it's the manager of JB.

'Hey Jungkook, did you already finish the song? JB wants to see, he's so excited for his comeback.'

I smiled a bit.

'Yeah sir, it's already finished. I'm going to your office later'

*ting

'Okay Jungkook! See you'

I sigh and i was about to sing the song that I wrote but I quickly stop.

Because the lyrics that I wrote is for him..

I blink twice and my tears fall and I quickly wipe it. I sigh.

Hours has passed and it's been 8am in the morning, I'm still here in my studio, keeping myself busy but still my heart is aching..

I suddenly look outside, it's taehyung already dress, walking downstairs. I bite my lips and get out to my studio.

He see me and he just smiled. I bite my lips and walk to him.

"Love?"

He look at me, biting his lips. I sigh.

"I-I just want to say sorry for last night if I'm drunk.."

He just smiled and nod at me.

"It's okay gguk.."

My eyes travel to his wrist. My heart still ache.

"W-Where's your bracelet?"

He look at me with his big eyes. I furrowed my eyebrows.

"A-Ah.. I think it's in the room? I-I don't know, but I will find it later.."

I just nod and smiled a bit.

"Hmmm yeah, I have to go now.."

I look down and sigh. He was about to walk on the door but I took his arms.

"W-Why?"

"Please, let me drive you there..."

I bite my lips while looking to him. He just smiled and sigh.

"I-It's okay gguk.. I-I can take care of myself.."

"I-I need space.."

I felt my chest tighten and just nod and smiled.

I kiss his forehead and just smiled at him.

"O-Okay... Take care.. I love you.."

He just smiled at bit and nod and walk outside. I look down, still heart aching.

I walk upstairs and went to our room to find his bracelet.

"I hope it's here..."

"Ah.. where is that.."

It's been hour, and I still didn't find his bracelet... I close my eyes and sigh.

I sit at the floor and just close my eyes. I suddenly felt my tears fall.

I open my eyes and wipe my tears.

I stare at the wall and just sit, thinking why this is happening.. did he still love me?

"I hope... he still love me.."

I walk on my studio and just sit, thinking about him. My heart is so heavy...

Hours has passed. It's already 1pm, I walk upstairs and went to our room to prepare.

/

"Wow! That song is so great!"

I smiled at them.

"Thank you Jungkook for a wonderful masterpiece, I know every teens will relate to this song"

"It's my pleasure to wrote a song for you Justin" - I smiled

"You're so talented Jungkook, keep it up!"

"Thanks sir"

I smiled at them. I'm glad they like my piece, I put all of my effort and heart for that song.

/

2 weeks has passed and it's still the same... my heart still aching...

It's already late and as always, I'm still waiting for him. I bite my lips while sitting on the sofa.

I suddenly heard the door is open, I look at him he looks so happy.

"You're still up?"

I stand up then just smiled and nod.

"Yeah... I'm waiting for you.."

He smiled a bit and walk to me. I bite my lips.

"Gguk.."

I look at him, still biting my lips.

"J-Jinnie hyung and the squads is going to beach tomorrow... and t-they want us to come.."

I smiled and nod.

"Y-Yeah sure... I mean if you want me to come with you..." - I said and look down

"O-Ofcourse gguk!"

I look at him, he's smiling. I just smiled back at him.

"Okay.. l-let's prepare yeah?" - he said

I smiled at him and nod. We walk upstairs and went to our room to prepare some stuffs. I smiled, I hope this is the time that we'll be okay..

/

"Hey taebear!"

"Jinnie hyung!"

"Hey gguk"

"Hey hyung.."

I just smiled at them.

Hours has passed it's already 4pm and they're still enjoying. They swimming and laughing. I'm just here sitting while drinking some drinks. I sigh.

"Hey gguk"

"Oh hyung.."

"What's the matter?"

"Nothing Jin hyung..."

He look at me while raising his eyebrow.

"I know there's something wrong, come on let's talk there" - he said and drag me on their room

"So yeah what's wrong?"

I sigh and look down.

"Jeon Jungkook"

I suddenly felt my chest tighten. I look up to him, biting my lips.

"Hey what's wrong hmm?"

"H-Hyung I don't know.."

"Tell me hmm.."

"It's been 2weeks hyung.."

"What's with 2 weeks?"

I look at him, confuse. I thought he know.

"Tae didn't tell you?"

He look at me, confuse.

"What?"

I sigh and suddenly I felt my tears building in the corner of my eyes.

"2 weeks ago... h-he asked me to give him space.."

"What?!"

He look at me with worried and confused. Then I tell him everything, what really happen between us.

"Aww gguk.."

He patted my back and whispering that I'll be okay.

"H-Hyung I don't know why... All I know is I'm hurt... I-It's hurts.."

Suddenly my tears fall. He rub my back softly.

"Sssshh Jungkook...."

"D-Did I do something wrong?"

"I-I love him hyung... I still do..."

I sniff and wipe my tears. Jin hyung just looking at me, worried.

"W-When I ask him i-if he still love me... h-he didn't reply.." - I chuckled

"So I guess.. H-He doesn't love me anymore..." - I smiled a bit

Jin hyung patted my back.

"Don't say that gguk hmm? I know, you two will be okay hmm? You know I'm so proud of you because although you're hurt, you're still with him... Although he wants space, but you don't want but still you gave him space... All Relationship is not perfect gguk.. I know you two will be okay again... Just keep fighting gguk..."

I sniff and wipe my tears. I smiled a bit.

"I-I don't know hyung... I-I don't know if I still can fight..." - I said and look down

"You can Jungkook, you can.."

I look at him, he's smiling at me sadly.

"H-Hyung... Don't scold him okay?"

"No, I'm going to talk to tae.."

I took his arms and pleaded.

"N-No hyung please... I-It's okay... I can manage this... We can manage this... We're now matured enough and we can handle this... D-Don't scold my baby please.."

He chuckled and ruffled my hair.

"Aish you're really a man now gguk, okay. I will not talk this to him.. but I hope you two will be okay soon.."

I smiled sadly and just nod at him.

"Thank you hyung... Thank you for listening to me.."

He just smiled and patted my back.

"Let's go back to them.."

I smiled and nod.

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