It's already late and as always, taehyung is still not coming home... I sigh and went to our room and lay in our bed.

I suddenly felt my tears fall, I bite my lips and I close my eyes and sigh.

I suddenly heard the door is open, and I heard footsteps, he's already here. I still close my eyes pretending I'm sleep.

I felt he put the blanket on me and he sigh.

After a minutes, I open my eyes and look at his back, his back still facing me. I smiled sadly, tears keep flowing.

I close my eyes, tears still flowing.

"I-I need space.."

"D-Do you still love me?"

I felt my chest tighten and just close my eyes, want to sleep to feel better..

/

I woke up with taehyung beside me, still sleeping. I smiled because he's facing me and he's still here... I stare at him, he's still beautiful as always..

I caress his cheeks and just admire his beauty.

"You're still beautiful as always bub..."

"I-I need space.."

I suddenly felt a pang on my chest. Memories of what happen last day flashback on my mind...

I bite my lips, and there's a tears building in the corner of my eyes.

"D-Do you still love me?"

I close my eyes and my tears fall. I look back to him and caress his soft cheeks softly.

"D-Do you still love me bub?"

"Because I do... I do still love you... and I-I'll always love you.."

"I love you..."

I sigh and kiss his cheeks and forehead.

I wipe my tears and stand up, not waking him up. I walk to the door and stop, I look back to him and bite my lips and sigh. I open the door and walk downstairs to prepare some breakfast.

His favorite is chicken... I smiled at my thoughts and walk to kitchen to cook.

Finally I'm finished. I smiled while looking at the table.

I heard footsteps and I saw him already dress. I furrowed my eyebrows but I just smiled at him.

"I-I cook..."

He just smiled and wear his shoes. I just looking at him, biting my lips.

"Gguk.. I-I have to go.."

I felt a pang on my chest.

"B-But you need to eat.."

"It's okay gguk, I'll just eat there in my office" - he smiled at me

I just smiled even though it's hurts...

He was about to walk to door but I quickly took his arms.

"Yeah?"

"I'll drive you there..."

He quickly shook his head and smiled.

"N-No gguk, it's okay.. I'm fine.. and you're going to work later right.."

I bite my lips and just nod. I smiled a bit and kiss his forehead.

"Okay.. Take care... I love you.."

He just smiled and nod. He walked outside of the house.

I bite my lips and look down.

I look up and walk to table and sit at the chair.

"Guess I'm eating alone.."

I sigh and just start eating, heart still aching.

It's already 10am and I need to go to work. I sigh and quickly prepare.

/

"What's up bud!"

I look at yugyeom and smiled.

"Want to go club later?"

"No yugs, thanks and I didn't bring my car so yeah no"

"Hey! It's okay, I'll bring my car, You need to go outside you know, just hangout"

"No yugs, I need to go home for my baby.."

"You know you're so loyal to your baby, I mean going outside it's not cheating you know" - he chuckled

I just smiled and shook my head.

"Come on! Let's just drink there, we're not going to be drunk"

I bite my lips and thinking if I should go or not.

I mean, I want to be drunk too.. I want to feel happy.. I want to erase this heartaches atleast in hours...

I look at yugyeom, and smiled.

"Is that a yes?"

"Yeah i'll go"

"Yes dude! later after work huh"

I just nod and smiled.

/

I check the time on my phone, it's already late, but gguk still don't want to go. He wants to drink more. The fuck? He keeps mumbling he's hurt, and he just want to be okay again? Like wth? He doesn't have a problem right?

I look at him and took the bottle from him.

"Yah! m not finished drimkig that!"

I sigh and rolled my eyes.

"Gguk I said we just drink and not to be drunk you dumb"

"Gimme that!"

"No! We're going home now!"

I took his arms and walk oustide of the club. I sit him on my car.

"I-I hope taehyung still l-love me.."

I quickly look at him, confuse.

"What? He loves you and you know that!"

He shook his head and close his eyes.

"I-I think he doesn't l-love me anymore.."

I look at him, confuse and worried.

"Gguk, did you and taehyung have a problem?"

He chuckled and I shookt when he's tears are flowing.

"W-Wait gguk?!"

"I-It's hurts yugs..."

I just looking at him, shock, confuse and worried. Because I never see him drunk like that and he's crying..

"I-I didn't do anything w-wrong right? I-I am a g-good boy... I-I didn't hurt him.. B-But why do I-I feel that he's the o-one who hurting me n-now?"

He wipe his tears and sniffed. But he's still crying... He look like a mess, his face is full of hurt... I didn't know that there's something wrong with him.. I didn't know that he have a problem.. I sigh and patted his back.

"I don't know what happen bro, but I hope you and taehyung fix this.."

He just chuckled.

"I-I don't know what happen too yugs... I-I don't know why he want s-space.. I-I don't know and I-It's hurts..."

I look at him, he's crying while pointing his chest. I sigh...

"Hurts... H-Hurtss here..."

I smiled sadly and start driving.

I look back to gguk, he still keep mumbling words.. I sigh.

I hope they will fix their problems.

After 20 minutes, I'm already here in their house.

I get out in my car and I took gguk arms to help him to walk. I open their gate, and I already see taehyung in their door, looking confuse.

I walk to him with gguk beside me, keep mumbling words.

"W-What happen?"

"He's drunk.. I'm sorry taehyung, I invite him to go to club to hangout, but I said we just drink not to be drunk, but he didn't listen to me.."

He look at gguk and just smiled sadly.

"I-It's okay yugyeom... t-thank you for taking him home.."

I just smiled at him. He took gguk's arms and he look at me, smiling.

"S-Sorry for him yugyeomiee and thank you..."

"No taehyung, it's okay.. but I hope you and gguk will fix your problem.."

He look at me shock and confuse..

"I-I mean I-I just want you two to be okay... gguk tell me everything taehyung.. and he's hurt... he's really hurt.."

He look at gguk who keep mumbling, he look at me and smiled sadly and nod.

"I-It's okay... Thank you.. I-I'll text you later.."

I just nod and smile.

"I'm going now tae"

He just smiled and nod. I walk outside and went to my car.

"I hope they fix their problem.."

I sigh and start driving.

I shookt when taehyung enter at his house with a drunk gguk.

"What happen?"

"I don't know hyung, he's drunk.."

Taehyung put Gguk in sofa.

"Hey gguk?" - I said but he didn't notice me

I look at taehyung, he's looking pissed and worried at gguk.

"Heya angel! My love!"

I look at gguk because he suddenly shout and he chuckled.

"Oh you're still up? I-I thought you're already sleep haha because when y-you're going home and w-went to our room, you always sleep quickly haha"

I look at gguk, confuse and worried. I look back to tae and he's just looking at gguk, holding gguk's knee.

"Y-You know I-I love you right?"

Taehyung caress his knee.

"I-I am a good boy l-love... I-I didn't hurt you r-right?"

"B-But why are you h-hurting me?"

My eyes grew big when suddenly gguk's tears fall. I look to taehyung, he's just looking at gguk, with his worried face.

"T-Tae.." - I said shock, witnessing the moment

"I-It's hurt tae! H-Hurts!" - he suddenly shout

I blink my eyes because of the scene.. Gguk is really crying infront of tae..

"G-Ggukk... c-calm down.."

"No tae it's hurts!" - he shout again, tears keep flowing in his eyes

I bite my lips, still watching them. I look at taehyung and he's tearing up.

"H-Hurts here.." - he mumbled

I look at gguk he's pointing at his chest. I look at him, worried.

"G-Gguk.."

I look at taehyung and he's wiping jungkook's tears. I felt tearing up too.

"B-Baby h-hurts here.. H-hurts.." - he said still pointing at his chest

I felt a pang on my chest at the scene, ofcourse he's still my friend. I look at tae and he quickly hugged gguk.

"G-ggukie..."

I look at them, they're crying now. I felt my tears fall and I quickly wipe it. I sigh...

"H-Hurts..."

After a minutes, taehyung pulled away from him and he already asleep. I sigh and tae lay him in sofa. Taehyung look at me with a tears in his eyes. I smiled sadly and open my arms, he walk to me and hug me.

I rub softly his back.

"It's okay taehyung... It's okay..."

He pulled away from me and he burst out to tears. I smiled sadly and wipe his tears.

"It's okay tae... it's okay... everything will be okay..."

"H-Hyung...."

I smiled and pulled him again to hug, I rub softly his back, he's still crying.

"Do you want me to stay over hmm?"

He pulled away from me and wipe his tears. I smiled.

"N-No hyung... I-It's okay... It's already late and I think noona is waiting for you.."

"But you need me here tae.."

He smiled at me sweetly.

"It's okay bogummie.. don't make noona waits for you..."

I just smiled and nod.

"Okay, I'll go now hmm. Take care tae.."

He smiled and nod. I walk outside and waved at him at the door. I sigh and went on my car.

i love angst so sorry hehe :(