I woke up with no taehyung beside me. I sigh and sit up. I look to the side of bed and smiled sadly.

"Guess he leave early again.."

I stand up then took my shirt off. I look myself in the mirror and just sigh.

I bite my lips and walk downstairs. My eyes grew a bit when I see him in kitchen, washing the dishes.

I smiled and quickly walk downstairs and walk behind him. I wrap my arms around his waist and buried my head on his neck, smelling his scent. I smiled.

"Oh? You're awake"

I smiled and kiss his neck and cheeks and rest my chin to his shoulder.

"Yeah... I thought you already leave.."

He just sigh and continue washing the dishes.

He wipe his hand with towel and he turned around to me. My arms still around his waist, He look down to my chest and his cheeks is slowly going red. I smiled at him, he looks so beautiful..

"Gguk I have something to tell you.."

I look at him, still smiling. I rub the side of his waist and raised my eyebrow.

"What is it?"

He sigh and just look at me.

I smiled and caress his cheeks softly.

"What is it love?"

My hands rest again on his waist, pulling him more closer, his arms is around my neck.

"Gguk what if...

I raised my eyebrow, still smiling.

"What if I tell you to stop loving me?"

My smiled drop and look at him, he's looking seriously.

What?

I chuckled and caress his waist.

"W-What? Why would you tell that, and no, I'm not gonna stop loving you.."

I smiled at him with my bunny teeth but deep inside it's hurts.. It fucking hurts..

"What if I want you to stop loving me?"

My smiled drop and look at him seriously.

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

I chuckled a bit and look down for a seconds. I look back to him, he's looking at me waiting for an answer.

"What's that s-stupid question?"

He pulled his hands away from my neck and he put it on his side.

"I'm serious"

I furrowed my eyebrows, looking to him.

"I will not. I'm not doing that" - I said and look away

I look back at him and sigh.

"What's with that question?"

He sigh and he look away. I blink and caress his waist, still looking at him. He look back to me with his eyes that telling me something..

"Gguk... c-can you do me a favor?"

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

"What is it?"

"I-I need space.."

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

I felt a pang on my chest. Is this real? Is this really happening? I felt my tears building in my eyes and I look away.

I fakely chuckled and look to him.

"W-What space? Like a game?" - I smiled

He put his hand on my biceps.

"I'm serious gguk, I need space.... c-can you give me space?"

"Is that a joke? Are you joking at me?" - I chuckled

"I'm not joking gguk, I'm serious"

I felt my chest tighten. I sigh and look down.

I feel he caress my biceps.

"P-Please gguk..."

My tears suddenly fall.. I look at him with tears in my eyes and I can see in his eyes the worried and pain.. but why?

"Y-You want space? It's looks like y-you're breaking up with me?"

I felt my voice crack. I'm hurt. I'm really hurt...

"N-No gguk... I-I'm not.. I-I mean, we're still together, I'm still living here with you.."

"But why...."

My tears are still falling and I can see in his eyes that there's a tears that will flow in any seconds..

"I-I just need time gguk... just s-space gguk..."

"D-Did I do something wrong?"

He shook his head and his tear fall.

"N-No gguk... you didn't do anything wrong..."

He wipe my tears and caress my cheeks.

"B-But why?"

He bite his lips and just stay silent... My voice is cracking because my heart is still crying.. I don't know what is happening..

"Y-You know this past few days.. I-I notice you were ignoring me.. I mean you're not really ignoring me but I do feel you are... And I don't know why taehyung.. I-I don't know why..."

My tears are still falling while looking at him, his tears are falling too and he wipe it.

"Y-You were here.. y-you were here beside me but why do I feel that y-you're so far from me.. and i-it's hurts taehyung, it's hurts.."

He just looking at me listening while his tears are falling too.

"I miss you taehyung... I miss you... I miss my angel.. I miss my love.. y-you know I'm happy when I see you right here in morning, because you always leave early.. but guess what I'm sad again.." - I chuckled

I don't know what is really happening but all I know is I'm hurt. I'm fucking hurt.

I sigh and look down, my tears are still falling.

I look up to him, still crying and he's still crying too.

"D-Do you still love me?"

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

He bite his lip and quickly hug me. I bite my lips and my tears are keep flowing..

I felt a pang on my chest when he didn't reply what I'm asking... I felt my heart is ripped. My tears are keep flowing...

After a minutes, I pulled away from him and chuckled. He's not crying now but there's tears still in his eyes.. I caress his waist softly and sigh.

"Y-You want space? O-Okay... I-I'll give it to you.." - I smiled

"G-Gguk.. I-I'm sorry..."

"N-No it's okay..." - I said and look down

"Y-yeah... I need to prepare.. I-I have work.. I-I have to go now gguk..."

He pulled away from me, leaving me with heartache. I bite my lips while looking down, my tears are still keep flowing...

I walked to the other bathroom and just stare at myself in the mirror. My eyes is red and a little bit puffy. I sigh.

I sit on the bathtub and just staring at wall, thinking what the fuck is happening..

"What if I want you to stop loving me?"

"I'm serious gguk, I need space.... c-can you give me space?"

"D-Do you still love me?"

I suddenly felt my tears fall. I close my eyes and just cry silently.

Did he still love me?

Did I do something wrong?

What is happening?

Is he bored at me?

Did he love someone now?

I open my eyes and look down, my tears are still flowing..

I bite my lips and put my head down on my knee, still crying.