I'm sitting here inside of my studio, thinking what I will compose. But I can't focus because I'm thinking about my love..

I sigh and check the time on my phone. It's already 8pm and he's still not coming home.

I suddenly heard footsteps and I look outside of my studio. I quickly stand up then I walk outside and I see him in door. I smiled and walk up to him.

"Hey love.."

I hug him and kiss his head.

I pulled away from him and look at him, he just looking at me, confuse.

"I thought you're on your office"

I just smiled and shook my head.

"Are you hungry?"

He shook his head and rest his head on my chest. I smiled and rub softly his back.

"Are you tired?"

He nod in my head. I sigh and kiss his head.

"How's work hmm?"

"There's so many clients"

He look up to me and smiled a bit. I smiled and kiss his lips.

"Aww my baby is tired.."

"I'm going to room now, I'm sleepy" - he said and yawn

I chuckled and just nod at him.

"Okay I'm going now too" - I said and took his hand

We're now here in our room, he's now sleeping and his back is facing me and I just look at him. I don't know but this past few days, when we sleep.. his back is always facing me.. and I do feel that there's something wrong...

I close my eyes and sigh.

'What am I thinking...' - I said in my thoughts

I open my eyes and wrap my arms around his waist, I lean on his nape and kiss it.

"I love you.."

/

I woke up because the brightness of the sun. I frown when my angel is not beside me.

I walk up to bathroom and do my morning routine.

I walk downstairs and called my love.

"Taehyung?"

I look around and it's silent.

"Love?"

I frown and walk to kitchen, then I see a note in the fridge. I took and read it.

"I already leave, there's food in the fridge, don't wait for me tonight coz I don't know what time I'm going home.

- tae"

I bite my lips and sigh. I put the note on trashcan and I open the fridge and I took apple and I close it. I walk to table and sit on the chair.

I sigh while munching the apple. I look down and put the apple on the table.

"It's still the same.. he always leave early..."

"What is this feeling..."

I look up and just stare at wall. I sigh sadly.

"Why do I feel that he's ignoring me..."

I put my elbow in table and my hands on my face.

"Or I'm just imagining things again?"

I sigh and bite my lips. I don't know what I'm thinking...

I suddenly remember I need to go to my office to do some works. I stand up then I walk upstairs to prepare.

/

"Hey buddy!"

"Hey yugs!"

"Oh by the way gguk, there's someone send a message at our email and they want you to be their photographer for their shoothing!"

I Iook at him and just smiled. I look back to computer to do some works.

"Hey! Are you not excited and happy?"

I stop and sigh, looking at him.

"Sorry yugyeom, but where is the location hmm?"

"USA!"

"I don't wanna" - I quickly said

I look back to computer and do works.

"Hey, what the heck bud?"

"You know yugs, I don't wanna do photography away from my angel.." - I said while looking at computer

"Jeon, you're just doing work in USA, you're not gonna cheat with him"

I look at him and raised my eyebrow.

"I'm not really gonna cheat with him yugs. I just said that I don't want to work abroad because I don't want my baby to be alone"

He just chuckled and nod. I sigh and look back to computer.

"But why are you so look down a while ago?"

I quickly stop and bite my lips. I look back to him.

"I'm just tired I guess..."

/

I'm already here now in our house. It's already 6pm, I open the door and took off my shoes.

"Love??"

"Love are you home??"

I bite my lips and close the door. I walk to sofa and sit.

"Guess he still not here.. well yeah he already said it to note.."

I took my phone and I open it.

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

I just stare at my wallpaper for a minutes.. It's our picture.. I sigh and go to my messages.

"He's still not replying to my texts.."

I sigh again and typing a message again to him.

'Hey love? I'm already home, what time are you going home? Take care, love you..'

'Do you want me to pick you up baby?'

I stare at my texts to him. I bite my lips and put my phone down.

I cross my arms, thinking what is happening. Why do I feel that he's ignoring me? I mean he's not really ignoring me but why do I feel he is. And it sucks.

After a minutes, I stand up then I walk upstairs and went to our room.

After I change, I walk downstairs and went to my studio.

I took my note and write some lyrics.

Hours has passed and I'm still here in studio waiting for him. I check the time and it's already 10:47pm. I know he said that I don't wait for him, but I want to see him atleast tonight..

Suddenly I see some lights outside of our house, it's looks like a car lights. I furrowed my eyebrows because taehyung doesn't have a car. I walk outside of my studio and I look at the window.

I felt a pang on my chest when I see him, he's smiling and talking to bogum. So bogum take him home?

Bogum is now leaving. I sigh and closed the curtain and walk and sit on the sofa.

He open the door, still smiling. I look up to him waiting for the hug, atleast hug right? He look at me and just smiled.

"You're still up? I told you don't wait me come back home" - he said and walk to fridge and took water

I bite my lips and stand up.

"Bogum take you home?"

He look at me and nod.

"Hmm yes? How did you know?" - he said and chuckled a bit

"I saw.. in the window"

He just nod and close the fridge. I sigh and walk to him and hug him from the back.

"Hmm? Why?"

I sigh and snuggle to his neck. I miss him..

"I miss you.."

I heard him chuckled and pulled away from me, he look at me.

"But I'm here with you?"

I sigh and pull him closer by his waist.

"I didn't see you whole day.."

"It's just hours gguk"

"I'm sleepy, I'm going now to room"

He smiled a bit and pulled away from me. I sigh and look down.

I look up to him, he's now walking upstairs.

"Tae?"

He stop and look at me.

"Why are you with bogum?"

"Oh? We just see each other outside and then he wants me to take me home, I said no but he insist so yeah that's why..." - he said, smiling

I bite my lips and just nod.

"I'm going now.." - he said and continue walk upstairs

I bite my lips and just sit at the sofa. I put my elbow on my knee and my hands is on my face.

I sigh and intertwined my hands and just look down.

After a minutes I stand up then I walk upstairs and went to our room, I see him already sleeping, back facing me as always.

I sigh and walk silently to him, I kneel down and look at him sleeping.. I sigh.

I stare at him, he's still beautiful.. he's still look gorgeous.. I caress his soft red cheeks, I bite my lips and sigh sadly.

"Hey angel..." - I said lowly

"You're still looks beautiful..."

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

I suddenly felt a pang on my chest. I suddenly feel my tears building on my eyes. I bite my lips.

"Angel why do I feel this?"

"W-Why do I feel that you're ignoring me?"

"Y-You're not ignoring me right? but why do I feel...."

I suddenly felt my tears fall. I bite my lips more, my voice is cracking..

I sigh and look down for a seconds. I look up to him, still caressing his soft red cheeks.

"D-Did I do something wrong?"

I bite my lips and wipe my tears with my free hand, I caress his cheeks and kiss it softly.

"I-I miss you..."

I lean in and kiss his forehead. I look at him and smiled sadly.

After a minutes I stand up then I lay beside him, I wrap my arms on his waist and I buried my head on his hair, sniffing silently.

I don't know but I do feel hurt...

-SHORT ANGST EVERYBODEH!-