I look at him smiling, he smiling shyly, blushing. I chuckled slightly.

My hand going to his chin to slowly guide his mouth to mine, our lips touching softly whilst his eyes fluttered shut. I smiled and close my eyes, I pull him closer by his waist, his hand is on my neck.

I kiss him softly and slowly, I lick his lips asking for entrance and he allowed it. We didn't fight for dominance because he let me win, my tounge softly enter at his mouth, exploring and tasting his tounge, mouth and lips. I smiled at the kiss.

My hands travel inside of his shirt and I caress his sexy skin softly. I feel him trembling and I caress soothingly his waist.

After a quick minutes we pulled away slightly panting, with a string of our salivas. I lick my lips and look at him.

Fuck. He's blushing so hard and his lips is slightly swollen because of our kiss. I suddenly felt my pants tighten, I gulp. He looks so mess and fucking gorgeous. DAMN IT!

"You're so fucking beautiful..."

I smiles and pull him again to not so long kiss. I caress his skin softly while we're kissing softly.

I pulled away from him, our lips still touching.

"Fuck.. I love you..." - I whisper to his lips

I look at him, he's still blushing so hard. I chuckled then I peck his lips one more time.

"I-I love you too..."

I smiled and he buried his head on my neck. I pulled my hands away inside of his shirt and I rest it again on his back. I bite my lips thinking about our kiss..

I close my eyes and sigh. Ugh.

He pulled away from me and he look at me, shyly. I chuckled. I look at him, he's still blushing.

"G-Ggukie.."

He look at me and he play with his finger. I smiled. I caress his waist softly.

"Yes love?"

He look at me and he bite his lips. He looks so fucking gorgeous the fuck! I bite my lips at the sight. Fuck it.

"I-It's poking me.."

WHAT?!

I look at him shock, he's looking away blushing.

My ears gone red when I realized that I have a fucking boner. Fuck?! I get hard by just looking at him?!!! Putangina.

I blink and cough fakely.

I look at him, he's still looking away, blushing.

"Hmm... A-Angel.."

I bite my lips and put him on the bed. I quickly stand up then I put my hands on my pants. I sigh and look at him, he's biting his lips while looking away.

Fuck it?! Why you didn't control your hormones Jeon Fucking Jungkook?!!!

"I-I'm sorry angel.. I-I'm going to bathroom.. yeah.."

I nervously smile at him, he look at me and nod shyly. I quickly walk to his bathroom to just do my business.

"Aish... the fuck jeon jungkook!" - I muttering

I rolled my eyes then I unzip my zipper and I sigh.

"I really get hard to him.." - I chuckled

"Ugh..."

I started stroking my length, thinking about dirty stuffs. Ah fuck it!

I bite my lips, still blushing. Fuck, why did he have a boner?

"Ohmygod... d-did I gave him a boner?" - I mutter

I'm blushing so hard thinking about our passionate kiss.

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

I smiled, remembering our kiss. I bite my lips and played with my fingers. But did I really gave him a boner?

I look at the bathroom, he's still not coming out.

"Fuck..." - I mutter, blushing

After 10 minutes, he walked out the bathroom. I look at him, still blushing.

He smiled and walk to me and sit beside me. I bite my lips, I don't know what to say.

"A-Are you okay now?"

He look at me and smiled.

"Yeah.."

I just nod and look down, still blushing.

"Do you feel awkward with me?" - he suddenly ask

I quick look at him, he's smiling at me. I quickly shook my head, still blushing.

"N-No..."

He smiled and just nod then he look down.

I bite my lips while looking at him.

I lean on him and I wrap my arms around his neck pulling him closer to me, I hugi him.

"I'm sorry angel... I'm sorry if I couldn't control it.." - he suddenly said

I smiled.

I pulled away from him and look at him.

"N-No... It's okay... It's just normal so yeah.. It's okay.." - I smiled shyly

He chuckled and pout.

"But why do I feel that you're awkward with me now?"

I bite my lips and smiled.

"I-I just... didn't expect that I-I'm the reason that you have a you know.." - I said shyly

He chuckled and he wrapped his arms on my waist, pulling me closer. I blushed.

"Why not hmm? I mean.. you're so kind, beautiful, adorable and sexy, you look so cute, hot and gorgeous... you look so damn hot and fine in my shirt and lastly... I love you... so it's really okay if I get hard or have a boner just because of you... It's worth it, though" - he then chuckled

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

What the fuck????? He really said that word in my face AAAAAAAAAAAA TT.TT

I blushed so hard and I slap his face playfully.

"Y-Yah!"

He just chuckled and he took my hand in his, intertwined it. I blushed.

He kiss my cheeks and forehead. I smiled.

"I love you love..."

I smiled shyly and he chuckled.

"I love you too bunny.."

He kiss my hand and he pulled me to hug. My head is on his chest, hearing his heartbeat.

"Ggukie?" - I broke the silence

"Hmmm?"

I bite my lips, thinking if I should said this. I mean we're already couple for almost months and I just want to know something... I sigh.

I pulled away from him, and look at him. I blushed.

"You're my first kiss and my f-first boyfriend.. my f-first love.."

I bite my lips, while looking to him. He smiled at me, and he intertwined his hands around my waist.

"I already know that angel.. and I'm glad that I am.." - he chuckled

I blushed and just smiled and nod slowly.

"How about you? A-Am I your first kiss and f-first boyfriend?"

I asked him although I'm fucking shy to ask that question. But I just want to know, what if he have a girlfriend before that I didn't know, right? I bite my lips, waiting for his answer.

He smiled at me and he shook his head slowly. I blink at him.

What? I-I am not?

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

I felt a pang on my chest and I blink twice at him. I bite my lips and smiled slowly.

"Hmm... s-so...

I bite my lips, I don't know what to say..

He smiled at me while looking at me.

"W-Who is your first girlfriend? You didn't tell me that you already have a girlfriend b-before" - I smiled awkwardly

I heard him chuckled. I bite my lips.

"I have before, I met her in 2016.. and she's my first kiss... my first love..."

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

I felt a pang on my chest, I bite my lips and just smiled at him and look down..

I'm not his first... I'm not his first boyfriend, not his first kiss.. and not his first love... I close my eyes.

"I love you since we're kids.."

I suddenly open my eyes when I remembered what he said.

I quickly look at him and he's looking at me smiling widely.

"Yes angel?" - he bite his lips and smiled

I blink at him and gulp.

"But you said y-you love me since we're kids.."

He laugh at me and he kiss my forehead. I look at him, confuse.

"Exactly.. I thought you will not remember what I said" - he smiled at me

I just look at him, confuse.

Is he joking at me????

I glared at him and he chuckled and pull me closer.

"Sorry angel... I'm just kidding okay? I just want to see your reaction haha"

He smiled at me and I just glared at him. What the fuck? He almost gave me a heartache!

He chuckled and he cupped my cheeks, caressing it. I blushed.

"Angel... you're my first love... my first kiss... and my first boyfriend... and I really want all my first with you.." - he said then he kiss my nose and lips

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

I blushed. He smiled at me and he pull me to hug. I smiled and sigh.

"Never do that again.. you almost gave me a heartache.."

I heard him chuckled and he kiss my ear. I smiled slightly.

"Okay baby.. I'll never do it again.. I'm sorry.." - then he kiss my head

I smiled and pulled away from him.

"Let's cuddle hmm.."

I just smiled and nod. He pulled me to lay in my bed, his arms is around on my shoulders, while my arms is on his waist.

"I love you... I love you.. I love you..." - he mumbled to my hair

I chuckled and buried my face in his chest.

I suddenly remember what happen a while ago, when we share a passionate kiss and when he get hard because of me. AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! I blushed and sigh.

"Love you too.." - I mutter

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