《what am i to you • tk》38
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We clap our hands. I bite my lips, I don't know I just feel shy.
He walk to us, still smiling.
"Woah gguk, that was awesome!" - yoongi said
"You really look like a heartrob" - Hoseok chuckled
"You're so inlove gguk" - chim said
I look at chim, why did he say that?
"That was good Gguk!"
"Thanks Jieun, thanks guys" - gguk smiled
I bite my lips.
"Is that good angel?"
I look at him and he chuckled at me.
"Yeah.. your voice is really beautiful ahehe"
He lean on me he wrap his arms on my shoulder.
*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug
"Okay class, that was good. Y'all did great. Next announcement will be announced next week, you can go now"
We clap our hands together.
/
I'm now here in quadrangle with the squads, our hideout ika nga.
Gguk is behind me while his arms is on my back. I blushed. Why is he so clingy today?
The squads keep talking and talking of what happen in music room. I just smiled at them.
I suddenly felt gguk's hands rub the side of my waist.
I look up to him, he's already looking at me.
"Yeah?"
"Let's eat outside. Just the two of us" - he smiled at me
Just two of us?
*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug
"B-But what about them?"
He didn't answer me, he look to the squads.
"Guys, just stay here. We're just eating outside"
I look at gguk and blushed.
I look to the squads, waiting for their answers.
"Oh gguk, I can't wait" - chim said
I look at chim, confuse.
"Can't wait for what?" - I ask
"Don't mind him bub" - gguk said
"Can I join?"
I look at Jieun. I sigh internally.
"I'm sorry but No Jieun"
I look at gguk, he said No? OHMYGOD.
"But why?" - she pout
"Aish Jieun, just let them go okay?" - chim said
"Okay guys, just wait us here okay?"
"Yes gguk"
Gguk hold my hand and we walk away outside.
I look at our hands. I blushed.
*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug
Why is he doing this?
/
We're now here in mini restaurant.
I look at taehyung, he's eating. I smiled.
"Hey angel.."
He look at me while his munching his food. He looks so cute.
I chucked at him, the spaghetti sauce is on his cheeks.
He look at me, confuse.
I touch his cheeks then I wipe the sauce, then I lick it.
I look at him and he's face is all red. Aww cutie.
"There's a sauce in your cheeks" - I smiled at him
"T-Thanks.."
*ting
I pick up my phone then I open a message.
'It's already set now gguk. Fighting!'
I smiled.
'Thanks chim, yeah I can do it'
I check the time on my phone, it's already 1:48pm.
I look at tae, he's now done eating.
"Do you want to eat more?"
He look at me and he shook his head.
"Words bub" - I smiled at him
"N-No, I'm full now" - he smiled at me
I look at him, smiling, remembering what happen between us, when I steal a kiss of him, when he sing a song that I know he dedicated it to me, and when I sing a song for him... and now I can't wait to confess him... I can't wait to see his smile, his real smile...
"he just don't want to hurt himself, he don't want to high his hopes even if he loves you, he wants you to be happy even if he feels he's not the one who can make you happy and I salute him"
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My thoughts suddenly stop when I remember what chim said to me...
Why did tae thinking that? He wants me to be happy even if he's not the reason, where in fact he's only the reason why I'm happy... He's really an angel. My angel..
"W-What you starin at?"
I blink at him and smiled.
"You're really an angel, aren't you?"
He blushed and bite his lips. Ahh those lipsssss...
"W-What?"
"Aish.. you're so beautiful"
My ears gone red when I realized what I said.
I quickly look down.
After a seconds, I look up to see what his reaction.
He's biting his lips while his face is all red and he's looking somewhere. I chuckled internally.
I took his hand on mine.
He look at me and he blushed.
I chuckled.
"Come on, let's go back to them" - I smiled at him, he just nod
/
"Ohoooo. They're back! How's date?"
I look at chim and just smiled.
"We just eat outside!" - tae said
I look at taehyung, he's still blushing. I smiled.
The squads keep talking and talking and laughing.
I look at taehyung and I walk to him then I stop behind him.
I check the time on my phone, it's already 2:20? Wow time is so fast. I need to prepare, I need to be sure if everything is perfect now in rooftop. I suddenly feel nervous.
I rest my hand on tae's back.
"Hey angel..."
He look at me, mygod. He's still blushing. Such a cutie.
I smiled at him.
"I just need to do something. Just stay here with them hmm?"
He look at me and he just nod.
"Guys, I'll be back" - I said to the squads
"Where are you going gguk?"
I look at Jieun.
"Ah.. just need to do something jieun"
I look back to tae, he's just looking at squads.
I lean in his ear.
"I'm going now, love you"
I kiss his head then I walk away.
"Where are you going gguk?" - Jieun ask
"Ah just need to do something jieun"
I just looking at squads, listening to them. Where is he going?
I suddenly feel, he lean on me.
"I'm going now, love you"
He whisper in my ear then he kiss my head then he walk away.
*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug
My face burned.
WHAT?! LOVE YOU?!
My heart beats fast. Ohmygod.
"Are you okay taeby?"
I quickly look at chim.
"Your face is so red! Hahaha!"
"Y-Yah chim!"
"Hey babe, me and hoseok will go to sports room, wanna come?" - yoongi said
"No babe, just wanna talk to tae" - chim said
"Okay,we're going now. Bye tae, chim, jieun" - hoseok said
They're now walking to sports room.
I look at Jieun, she's looking at me boringly.
She stand up then she pick up her things.
"Where are you going Jieun?" - chim ask
"Somewhere.."
She look at me then she smiled at me fakely.
She walk away.
"Oh by the way tae.."
I look at chim, he's smiling.
"Why are you smiling?" - I smiled at him
"I can't wait to see you being happy, as in more happy" - he smiled at me
I look at him, confuse.
"But, I'm happy chim?" - I smiled at him
He just look at me, still smiling.
"Hey chim! You're being creepy, stop smiling like that" - I laugh at him
"I'm just... I can't wait tae!" - he giggle
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"Can't wait for what?"
"You will know, soon" - he smiled at me
"Aish chim, you're being weird" - I laugh at him
I'm right here in rooftop, checking if everything is fine. And yep, it's now perfect.
I stare at the petals that it's shape in heart. I chuckled.
"Aish. This is so romantic... So I'm going to confess him here in inside of this heart shape petals? Such a romantic Jeon" - I laugh at myself
I check the time on my phone.
"Ohmygod it's already 2:51?! Fuck he's going now.. he's going now.."
"Breathe Jeon... you can do it.."
I sigh.
"Gguk?"
I turned around.
I furrowed my eyebrows. What is she doing here?
"Omg what is this?" - she cover her mouth, surprise
I look at her, confuse.
"Huh?"
"Ohmygod gguk!"
She walk to me then she put herself inside the heart shape petals.
I sigh.
"Jieun wh-
"What is this gguk? D-Did you plan this to surprise me?" - she blushed and look down
I look at her, confuse and shock.
"W-wait n-no!"
She look up to me, confuse.
"N-No?"
"Y-Yeah... I-I made this for him, not for you.."
I sigh.
She look down while biting her lips.
I sigh and close my eyes.
I open my eyes to see her, looking at me with sad eyes...
"Jieun..."
I startled when she put her arms on my neck, pulling me. I quickly pulled away from her.
"Hey! What are you doing?!"
"I'm just trying to kiss you to wake you up Gguk!"
I look at her, confuse.
"You know I like you right? Oh fuck no! I love you gguk! I love you!"
I look at her, there's a tears building in her eyes... I look away from her.
"Y-Yah gguk! Look at me!"
I look down and sigh. I don't want to meet her sad eyes.. I don't want to hurt her..
"Why can't you love me gguk??"
"I'd do all my best to get you notice me... but why.."
I look at her, she's not crying but her eyes telling that she's hurt.
"You know it's hurt to see you inlove with someone else.."
I sigh.
"I-I'm sorry Jieun..."
"Please gguk... please try to love me.."
"N-No Jieun.."
"Why?! Because you like that gay?! You like taehyung?!"
I look at her, she's shouting.
"Gguk, he's just a gay! He can't give you anything! Me, I can give you everything gguk!"
What?
I look at her, my eyebrows is knitted. What she's trying to say?
"Stop that Jieun. You don't know anything. He gave me everything Jieun, he gave me everything.." - I said to her, trying to calm myself
She chuckled.
"Wow, he gave you everything? He can give you everything? As if he can give you a baby or more pleasure when it comes to se-
I suddenly hold her shoulders tightly.
"Shut the fuck up Jieun!" - I shout at her
He startled but she just chuckle.
I glared at her.
"Don't fucking think that to taehyung, he's not my toy. I love him as him, I don't want everything but himself only. I don't want that fucking more pleasure you were talking. I fucking don't need that" - I said sternly while holding his shoulder tightly
She just looking at me seriously.
I pushed her, not too strong because I still respect her. I sigh.
Then she chuckled again. I look at her, seriously.
"So you really like that faggot?"
Faggot?
"Then tell me why do you like that faggot? He's fucking dumb, ugly, thin, just a faggot. So why?"
My face is so red because of what I heard. I knew it. She's the fucker who told that words to taehyung.
I chuckled at her and she look at me seriously.
"I don't like him, I don't like taehyung" - I said in a calm tone
She look at me, still seriously.
"I don't like him, because I fucking love him! You know that I love him!" - I shout at her
She startled when I shout at her. I can't calm my anger now... I sigh.
"So you really love that faggot"
I put my hands on my hips, trying to be calm but I can't.
"I knew it. I fucking knew it. You're the one who told tae that fucking words right?!"
She fakely chuckled.
"Ofbcourse I am, well he just didn't tell you because he's weak. Well, I just tell the truth. He's just a dumb, ugly, thin, and faggot right? You can see that too and I think he just hypnotized you to fall for him" - she chuckled
"Shut up you woman! I don't see him like that!"
She startled and she look at me nervously.
I see her gulp. That's right vitch, be nervous.
"You don't know what did you do to him, you fucking didn't know!"
"I-It's just a words gguk! And I don't care if he take it seriously!"
"Oh yes ofcourse! You didn't care because you only care of yourself. You didn't know how much pain you gave to him, you fucking didn't know!"
I look at her still angry, I see her eyes, there's a tear that will fall in any seconds.
"And now you're saying 'it's just a fucking words'? That fucking words make him suffer for fucking 3 days! You know he suffer from stress, depression about that?! He's fucking 3days absent just thinking and thinking about that!"
She look at me with her eyes grew big.
"W-what? B-But you tell us that he's only sick and yeah someone told that words to him, b-but you didn't said that that's the reason.."
Yeah. I never said to them the real reason what happen to my tae, ofcourse even though they are tae's friends. I still respect the privacy of my angel.
"So now you find the truth, you're guilty? - I fakely chuckled
I look at her and she look down.
"I-I don't have intention to hurt him.."
"But you hurt him Jieun" - I said in a cold tone
She look at me with teary eyes. I sigh.
"I only said that because I love you, I only said that but I-I don't want to hurt him in that way..."
"Listen Jieun.. Not all people is not sensitive. Not all people can take easily the words that they hear.. Taehyung is not like them.. Taehyung is sensitive.. Even though you love me, but still you shouldn't said that words to him... I know taehyung since we're kids. I know him.. I know him... And I love him jieun... I love him..."
I look at her and she's still looking at me sad.
"W-Why do you love him?"
I look at her and sigh.
"There's a many reasons to love him... I love him as him, I don't find any reason to hate him.. I just love him.."
She smiled at me, while her tears is falling.
I look at her, confuse but still mad a bit.
"Why are you smiling?"
"I-I'm sorry gguk..." - she kneel down and bowed at me
I quickly pulled her to stand up.
"Hey.."
She look at me and smiled.
"I-I'm sorry... I'm sorry for what did I say.. I'm sorry for what I did to taehyung and you... I know you and tae will never forgive me for what I did. But I just want to say sorry... I-I'm sincere.."
I just look at her, she's crying.
"I'm just an idiot. I really know from the start that you'll not gonna fall in love with me... I know from the start that your heart is beating to someone.. but I don't know i just don't give up, I try everything to make you fall for me but I guess my charms is not effective.." - she laugh
I smiled a bit at her.
"I-I'm really sorry gguk... I'm sorry... I-I will apologized to tae too.. I promise I will never hurt him with my words again... I promise gguk.. I'm sorry.. - she look down
I smiled. I know she's not that very bad person, she just do it because of love. But still, it's wrong...
"It's okay Jieun.."
She look up to me with mouth hang open.
"Y-You forgive me?"
I smiled at her.
"I know you're not bad Jieun.. I know you're a good person... I forgive you but promise me you'll never do it again.. You'll never hurt my angel again"
She smiled at me and bow his head.
She look up to me, still smiling.
"I-I promise gguk, thank you... Thank you.."
I just nod at her.
♡
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