I smiled.

I suddenly feel my neck is wet.

I pulled away from him then I see his eyes with tears. He look down.

"Y-Yah.."

I cupped his cheeks to look at me.

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

He's crying....

I wipe his tears and smile sadly.

"I-I'm sorry..." - he said

My tears fall again.. He kiss my forehead then he pulled my waist to hug him again.

"I-I'm sorry angel... I'm sorry..."

I bite my lips.

I pulled away from him then I look at him.

"I-I shouldn't shout at you... I-I'm sorry.. please forgive me.."

He look down again.

"Hey.. I-It's okay.."

I cupped his cheeks then I wipe his tears.

He look at me then he wipe my tears too.

"I'm sorry.."

"No gguk, I-I'm the one who should say sorry.. I-I'm sorry if you wait me.. I-I'm just with bogummie he-

"Yeah yeah.. No need to explain.." - he smiled at me

I look at him worriedly. Is he still mad?

"A-Are you mad at me?"

"No no... I'm just...

He sigh and look down.

"W-Why are you jealous?"

He look at me and he rub softly the side of my waist.

Silent...

Silent...

"I-I'm scared.."

Scared? Why is he scared? Scared of what?

I caress his cheeks.. he close his eyes and he lean on my touch.

"Scared of what?"

He put his head on my shoulder.

He sigh.

"I'm scared that you're more happy with him..."

What? Why is he thinking that?

I cupped his cheeks again, our eyes met.

"Why did you think that?"

He bite his lips, I can see in his eyes the sadness.. Why is he like this? :(

"I'm more happy with you.."

He just look at me.

"I'm more happy when I'm with you.." - I said again

I kiss his cheeks and forehead.

I pulled him again to hug.

I sigh. He's still a baby :((

But why is he jealous like that? Did he love me?

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

Please don't give me false hope...

Maybe it's just a friend jealous? yeah.. like that.

I sigh.

He pulled away from me then he cupped my cheeks.

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

"I'm sorry again angel.." - then he kiss my forehead

He look at me and smiled, I smiled at him too.

I'm happy that we are okay now.

"You're wet bub... go shower.."

"B-But I don't have shirt.."

"Just wear mine"

I blushed. Well, I love wearing his shirt so it's okay.

My eyes travel down on his chest.

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

My face heat up.

He's still not wearing a shirt. OH FUCK MY EYES.

I look away from him.

He chuckled then he walked to his closet.

"Go shower now then we cuddle" - he smiled at me

I just nod then I walk to his bathroom.

"G-gguk?"

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

That voice... I look up to him, boringly.

I don't know, i just feel angry.

I look at him he's playing with the hem of his sweater... I'm not going soft to him.

"What are you doing here?"

I said in a cold tone and he look down.

"I said don't come here alone right? I said don't ride on a bus alone, but still you didn't listen to me"

He just look down, listening to me.

I look at him oh fuck he's wet.

"Now look at yourself, you're wet"

"Tell me, what are you doing here?"

He quickly look up to see me, his eyes is sad.

No Jungkook, you're not going to soft with him. You're fucking mad.

He just stare at me.

I raised my eyebrow to him, waiting for his answer. Then I see him he gulp. I sigh internally.

"I-I came here b-because chim said that you're l-looking for me.."

Now he knows that I'm looking for him? I chuckled.

"Oh yes.. you know I'm searching for you in fucking 5 hours"

I remember again when I look like a fucking idiot in school, searching and searching for him.

"S-sorry.. I-I'm just wi-

"You're with him... yeah.. And you enjoy with him.. yeah I understand"

I smiled at him. I know I wouldn't said that to him, but I'm just angry and fucking jealous.

"G-gguk.. A-Are you jealous?"

My smiled drop, I look at him seriously. Now he will fucking ask that? Isn't fucking obvious?!

I stand up then put my hand on my hips.

"Oh fuck yes! I'm fucking jealous!"

He startled when I shout at him.

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

"You have the audacity to ask me that fucking question? As if you fucking care!"

I look away from him because I know I shouldn't shout at him but I just do It. I can't fucking calm. I hate my fucking self!

"I know I'm fucking-

I didn't finish what I'm saying when he quickly hug me.

"S-sorry.. T-Tae's sorry..."

He's crying...

He's crying because of me.. I know he know that I never shout at him but what did you do Jungkook?! You fuck! I sigh.

He hug me tight although I didn't hug back. He play with my hair.. He really knows how to calm me..

I close my eyes and breathe..

After a minutes, my heart is calm now.. I hug him back. I buried my face on his shoulder neck.

Then my tears fall... I know I hurt him.. I hurt him again... I always hurt him..

He pulled away from me then he see my eyes with tears. I quickly look down.

"Y-Yah.."

He cupped my cheeks to look at him.

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

He's crying too.... My angel is crying again.. because of me..

He wipe my tears.

"I-I'm sorry..." - I said

I kiss his forehead then I pulled him by his waist to hug him again.

"I-I'm sorry angel... I'm sorry..."

He pulled away from me then he look at me.

"I-I shouldn't shout at you... I-I'm sorry.. please forgive me.."

I look down again. I'm idiot. I'm fucking idiot! In just fucking jealous, you hurt him again. I sigh.

"Hey.. I-It's okay.."

He cupped my cheeks then he wipe my tears.

I look at him then I wipe his tears too.

"I'm sorry.."

"No gguk, I-I'm the one who should say sorry.. I-I'm sorry if you wait me.. I-I'm just with bogummie he-

"Yeah yeah.. No need to explain.." - I smiled at him

"A-Are you mad at me?"

"No no... I'm just...

I sigh and look down.

"W-Why are you jealous?"

I look at him and I rub softly the side of his waist.

"I-I'm scared.."

Yes I'm scared.. I'm scared.. What if you fall for him? What if I lose you? I can't... I want to say I love you more than best friend.. but I just can't.. not now..

He caress my cheeks.. I close my eyes and I lean on his touch.

"Scared of what?"

I put my head on his shoulder and sigh.

"I'm scared that you're more happy with him..."

I'm really scared...

He cupped my cheeks again, our eyes met.

"Why did you think that?"

I bite my lips, looking at him sadly. I don't know why I fucking thinking that.

"I'm more happy with you.."

I just look at him..

"I'm more happy when I'm with you.." - he said again makes my heart to beats fast in happiness

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

He kiss my cheeks and forehead.

He pulled me again to hug, I hug him back. I smiled.

I pulled away from him then I cupped his soft cheeks.

"I'm sorry again angel.." - then I kiss his forehead

He look at me and smiled, I smiled at him too.

I'm happy that we are okay now. I'm happy that he's with me again now..

I notice him, he's still wet. Oh.. he's gonna sick if he didn't change.

"You're wet bub... go shower.."

"B-But I don't have shirt.."

"Just wear mine" - I smiled at him

He blushed. I miss him seeing blushing because of me.

His eyes travel down on my chest.

His face is all red now.

Well I'm still not wearing a shirt. Haha!

He look away from me.

I chuckled then I walk to my closet, to find a shirt.

"Go shower now, then we cuddle" - I smiled at him

He just nod then he walk to my bathroom.

I sigh. Finally, I'm okay now. I'm okay now that he's still with me.. I'm just fucking possessive when it comes to him. Jealously always eat me...

"I'm more happy when I'm with you.."

I smiled. Yes, I know..

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