"Oh son? How's school?"

"Just okay"

I walk upstairs then I went in my room.

I sit on the bed, I put my hands on my face.

I sigh.

I pulled away my hands then I see my hands is wet.

"Guess who's fucking crying.."

I wipe my tears and chuckled.

"I'm jealous..."

I bite my lips, thinking what are they doing.

"I trust tae... But that bogum, no.."

"Fuck it.."

I lay on my bed, still thinking with them.

Is this how feel tae when he's jealous with someone who's with me?

Is this how feel tae when he thought i'm courting Lisa?

I put my hands again on my face.

"It's hurts..."

We're now here in school.

"Thank you bogummie hyung, I enjoyed it" - I smiled at him

"Welcome tae, it's fun right?"

I just laugh at him.

"Yeah it's fun. I really enjoy it"

"Okay... See you around" - he smiled and walk away

I'm here now walking in quadrangle. I smiled.

"Faggot is here"

I quickly stop and look at her.

"What is it now Jieun?"

"Nothing, just want to say thank you. You make us being close, as in very close to each other"

She smirk at me. I sigh.

"That's it? Okay welcome" - I smiled at her then I walk away

I sigh.

They are now very close to each other? Good for her.

I'm right here now at locker.

"Oh hey tae!"

"Hi chimmy" - I smiled at him

"Did you see gguk?"

Gguk?

My Gguk?

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

"N-no? Where is he?"

"Oh tae, he looks so very mad. He said to me that he's searching for you in fucking 5 hours" - chim said with action

5 hours?

I quickly check the time on my phone.

What?! It's already 4:30pm?

I look at Jimin, worriedly.

"Then he said to me, that you're with Mr.Park"

I just nod at him to continue.

"Then I asked him if he's jealous"

I look at him with big eyes.

"W-What did he say?"

Jimin just smiled at me.

"W-What?"

"Wait tae, my heart is fluttering. Because my ship is now is going to be real. Aww taegguk" - chim said with action

I rolled my eyes.

"Yah chim!"

"Okay sorry sorry.."

I look at him, still worriedly.

"Ah right, he said "Then what if yes? As if he care"" - chim said with action again (lmao)

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

I look at him, mouth shut.

"Mygod taehyung, he's really angry. I never saw him mad like that"

Is he mad at me?

I don't know but I feel hurt a bit when he said that "As if he care". Ofcourse I care!

"Where is he chim?"

"I don't know taehyungie.." - chim pout

"Hey babe"

I look around, it's yoongi hyung.

Yoongi walk to Jimin then he peck his lips. I look away.

"Oh yoongi bae, did you see gguk?"

I look at chim and yoongi.

"Oh gguk? I see him earlier. I think he's already home"

"H-He leave already?"

Yoongi just nod.

I sigh.

I picked up my other stuffs in my locker then I close it.

I quickly walk. I will go to him.

I'm right here in bus.

I look at the window and fuck it's raining. I don't have umbrella TT.TT

"Please rain.. stop.."

I get out to the bus, then I run quickly to bus stop because it's raining.

"What now?"

I sigh.

I check the time on my phone, it's already 5:40pm. It's going late, I need to go now but it's still raining.

"Aish.."

"Is he mad at me? I hope not.."

But I'm not doing anything wrong right?

I sigh.

"Oh tae, he looks so very mad. He said to me that he's searching for you in fucking 5 hours"

I run quickly although it's raining. I need to see him.. I need to talk to him..

*tok tok

"Oh taehyung? Oh son! You're wet!"

I look at Mrs.Jeon and just smiled at her.

"A-Ah Mrs.Jeon, is gguk here?"

"Yes son, oh you're going to sick. Go to his room then change there"

I just smiled at her and bow.

"T-Thank you Mrs.Jeon.."

I walk upstairs then I stop in his room.

"Ha... breathe tae.."

I sigh then I knock at his door.

I slowly open the door then I saw him, he's not wearing a shirt and he's sitting in the bed while looking down.

I blushed and bite my lips. I enter and close the door, and stand in front of door.

I sigh.

"G-gguk?"

He look up to me, boringly.

He's mad...

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

I play with the hem of my sweater because I'm nervous.

"What are you doing here?"

My heart aches when I hear him in cold tone, he didn't hug me which is he always did when he see me... He's mad..

I look down.

"I said don't come here alone right? I said don't ride on a bus alone, but still you didn't listen to me"

I just look down, I bite my lips. He's not my ggukie... He's cold..

"Now look at yourself, you're wet"

I close my eyes and sigh.

"Tell me, what are you doing here?"

I quickly look up to see him looking at me in his cold eyes..

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

I just stare at him...

He raised his eyebrow with me, he's waiting for an answer. I gulp.

"I-I came here b-because chim said that you're l-looking for me.."

He chuckled.

I look at him, confuse.

"Oh yes.. you know I'm searching for you in fucking 5 hours"

He chuckled at me.

"S-sorry.. I-I'm just wi-

"You're with him... yeah.. And you enjoy with him.. yeah I understand"

What? I look at him, he's smiling at me but I know it's fake.

Is he jealous?

"G-gguk.. A-Are you jealous?"

I blushed at my question but I don't care. I want to know.

His smile drop, he look at me seriously. I gulp.

He stand up then he put his left hand on his hips.

"Oh fuck yes! I'm fucking jealous!"

I startled when he shout at me.

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

"You have the audacity to ask me that fucking question? As if you fucking care!"

I felt my tears building in the corner of my eyes..

He never shout at me... He never shout at me...

"I know I'm fucking-

I quickly walk to him then I hug him, to calm him. He quickly stop what he's saying.

My tears fall.

"S-sorry.. T-Tae's sorry..."

He sigh.

I hug him tight although he didn't hugged me back and it hurts... I play with his hair because I know it can calms him.

My tears are still flowing...

After a minutes, he hugged me back. He buried his face on my shoulder neck.

I smiled.

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