I'm here now at rooftop, sitting alone. I sigh.

There's a tears building in my eyes and I quickly wipe it.

"It's okay tae..."

I close my eyes, feeling the air..

After a seconds, I open my eyes then I stare at the buildings that I see..

"W-Why are they hugging each other?"

"W-why did she kiss him?"

"W-What are they talking?"

I sigh and my tears fall. I smiled sadly..

"Why do you care taehyung?"

"You're overacting, you're just his bestfriend.."

"You should not feel jealous.."

"But you can't help... You feel jealous because you love him..."

My heart aches. I sigh, I wipe my tears and look down.

I suddenly remember Jieun..

"W-Why is she angry with me?"

"YAH! I said look at yourself, open your eyes and look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just faggot, ggukie doesn't deserved you"

I felt a tears again building in my eyes and I wipe it. I don't want to cry. I can't.

I look at the sky and I close my eyes.

"you are my fairy, my angel, my bub, my happiness, and my l-love okay?"

His love? I smiled at the thoughts.

"I-It's so hard to fall in love..."

I close my eyes again...

I suddenly remember when she make me blush a bit.. when she kiss my cheeks, when she hug me and I hugged her back. When she play with my hair...

I sigh and look down.

"You okay gguk?"

I look at her, she's smiling at me.

"Y-Yeah.."

I remember her confession...

"I have something to tell you gguk"

"I like you"

I stare at her, she's eating while smiling.. she have long eyelashes, beautiful eyes, high nose, black short hair, a mole in her cheeks. She's beautiful... yeah she is.

My thoughts suddenly stop when tae's boxy smile and his puffy red eyes flashed on my mind..

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

I quickly stand up.

"Oh? Why did you stand up?"

"I'm going to school, I-I have something to do.."

"Hey, you didn't finish your food" - she pout

I sigh.

"I'm going now, I just pay" - then I walk away, leaving her alone

I run to the school.

My eyes searching for tae then I spotted him with the squads with bogum.

I walk to them then I stop behind taehyung.

I wrap my arms around his waist and I rest my chin to his shoulders. He didn't startled making me smiled.

"Hey angel" - I kiss his cheeks

"Oh gguk, where were you?" - yoongi ask

I suddenly remember Jieun. I look at taehyung and he just quiet.

"Outside"

I pulled away from tae but my hands is still on his waist, ofcourse, I want bogum to see that he's mine.

"Hi guys!"

I bite my lips when I heard that voice. Aish.

"Oh Jieun, where were you too?" - hoseok ask

"Oh, gguk and I eat outside"

I sigh internally.

I look at taehyung and he's biting his lips. Why? Did he remember again what happen to him?

"Ooooohhh. Why you two didn't invite us? Aish" - chimmy said

"Sorry, I'm hungry you know" - she said

"Hi Sir Bogum, oh hey tae"

Bogum smiled at her and taehyung just nod.

"HAHAHAHAHAHAH! NO! I didn't do that!"

"Yeah you did"

Here we are talking and talking without bogum, he already leave. The squads is laughing out loud. I smiled.

I look at tae, he's just quiet. I sigh.. I know there something wrong.

I rub softly the side of his arms.

He look at me and I smiled at him. He just smiled a bit and look away quickly.

I bite my lips.. Did I do something wrong? Or he remember again the words that someone told him?

Well yeah I do something... but he didn't know..

I remember again what happens to me and jieun... I sigh.

What am I thinking?!

"Why gguk?"

I quickly look at yoongi.

"H-huh?"

"Why you look so kinda down?"

"Yeah gguk why?"

I look at yoongi and jieun.

"N-nothing.."

I look at taehyung and he's looking at me, confuse and worried.

"Guys, excuse us" - I said and smiled

I hold taehyung hand then we walk away from squads.

"W-wait gguk?"

I bring him here in corridor, still holding his hand.

"W-Why Gguk?"

I smiled at him.

I pulled him to hug, I buried my face on his neck smelling his sweet strawberry vanilla scent. I wrap my arms around his waist and I put his hand on my hair.

I hug him tightly.

This is my hug.. this is my real home..

"Run your fingers with my hair.." - I mumbled to his neck

He sigh and he play with my hair.

"Are you okay?" - I ask

He just sigh.

"Yeah I am"

I sigh too on his neck. I know he's not okay..

"I'm sorry.."

That's right Jungkook! Say sorry! You almost fall in that fucking minutes. You almost fall for that fucking emotions. You almost crush or fall in wrong person. You almost lose him, he almost lose you. You fucking fuck! I hate myself.

He stop playing in my hair and he pulled away, he look at me, confuse.

He's beautiful.. He's more beautiful.

"W-Why?"

I smiled at him and pulled him again to hug, but this time I put his head on my chest so that he can hear my heartbeat that only beats for him.. only him..

"Just sayin sorry.."

I kiss his crown head.

We just hug, not pulling away to each other.

"Ggukie?"

I smiled, the way he call me ggukie makes my heart jump. Such a cutie.

I pulled away but he still in my embrace.

I smiled at him.

"Yes love?"

He look at me while his face all red. He's blushing because I called him love. I chuckled at his cuteness.

"Hmmm?" - I raised my eyebrow

"A-Ah Dad is back.. y-yeah"

"I know angel, I met him last night"

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