I'm here at my room getting ready for school.. I'm so happy. I'm so happy my dad is here..

I look at myself in the mirror, smiling.

"Look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just gay. Eww"

"Look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just gay. Eww"

"Look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just gay. Eww"

I suddenly close my eyes...

I heard her words again... I sigh.

I slowly open my eyes.

I stare at myself in the mirror.

"You're not ugly baby... you're beautiful, you have beautiful eyes, long eyelashes, high pointed nose with cute mole, plump lips, you're kind, nice, you're perfect tae.. an angel, an ethereal... y-you're so fucking beautiful.."

"You're not thin angel... you're just petite, you have feminine body, you have a slim waist that every girls want.. y-you're not thin, you're just sexy bub.."

"And lastly you're not just a fucking faggot okay? You are Kim Taehyung... you are your mom's son, your mom's love, your mom's happiness... you are my fairy, my angel, my bub, my happiness, and my l-love okay?"

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

I blushed and I touch my chest. My heart beats fast.

"You are you Kim Taehyung... You are my son.. Don't mind the words that you heard because you know that it's not true.. Don't let your brain and emotions eat you.. Don't let people hurt you again okay?"

I smiled at myself at the mirror.

Gguk and Dad is right...

"You are Kim Taehyung.."

I smiled.

I walk downstairs.

"Oh son.."

"I'm going now mom, dad, jin hyung"

I smiled at them.

"Take care son.."

"Yes dad" - I smiled at him

/

"Tae!"

"Chimmy!!!"

I run at chimmy and I hug him.

"You bitch! Where were you? I'm worried!"

I pulled away at chimmy and I smiled at him.

"Are you okay now?"

Wait? Did he know what happen to me?

"Did you know what happen to me?"

He sigh and he hold my hand.

"Yes tae.. gguk told us that you're just sick.. the squad knows what happen to you"

I sigh. I thought gguk said to them the real reason.

"J-Jieun knows it too?"

He just nod.

I sigh again... It's okay tae... It's okay..

"Why? Did Jieun do something to you?"

I quickly look at him.

"A-Ah n-no chim! I-I just... nevermind.. where's gguk?"

"Oh.. he's in sports room, practicing you know"

I nod and smiled.

"Wait, are you really okay now?"

I smiled at him.

"Yes chim"

"Come on, let's go to sports room" - I nod

"Hey tae"

"Look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just gay. Eww"

"H-Hi Jieun"

She smiled at me.

"How are you feel?"

I look at her, she's still smiling. Is she concern or me?

"Tae!!!"

I turned around and someone quickly pulled me to hug.

"L-Lisa"

She pulled away from me and smiled at me. I smiled at her.

"How are you? I miss you" - she pout

I smiled at her, she's cute.

"I'm okay, I miss you too. Wait, where's Jennie?"

"Oh, she's in bathroom"

I just nod and I look at Jieun, she's looking at me smiling.

What happen to her?

I look at the team, they're still practicing. Gguk still didn't see me.

I smiled when I see him, he's sweating.

I took my bottle water and towel on the bag.

"Wait tae, I'm going to Jennie"

I smiled at Lisa and nod.

Where's chimmy? I look around then I spotted him in the other bench.

"You know, you don't need to give that"

I look at Jieun, she's still smiling.

"H-huh?"

"You don't need to give that to gguk"

I look at the bottle and towel on my hand.

"Why?"

"I already gave bottle water and towel to him" - then she smiled innocently at me

"Look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just gay. Eww"

I suddenly look away.. I sigh. Tae, just calm.

"Why you didn't said to him that I'm the one who said that words to you faggot?"

I look at her and she's smirking now. I knew it. She's faking it.

I sigh.

"Please Jieun, I-I don't want to fight"

"Then don't fight"

I look at her, she's smirking at me.

"I pity you. You don't know how to fight faggot. But I'm thankful you just have a fever, I thought you're depressed" - she chuckled

I close my eyes and I sigh.

Don't mind her...

"You kn-

"Tae!"

I open my eyes then I see him running.

"Gguk ho-

Jieun didn't finish what she's trying to say because gguk walk to me.

"Hey angel.."

I look at him and suddenly he hug me.

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

He pulled away from me but his hands is still on my waist. Then he kiss my head making me blushed.

I look at Jieun and she's glaring at me.

I look back at gguk, he's looking at me smiling.

"Is this for me?"

I look at what he's looking.

"A-Ah y-yeah"

I handle him a bottle water and he took it.

"Wipe my sweats.." - he pout

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

WHAT?!

"H-Huh? yeah sure"

I wipe his sweats in forehead.

He's looking at me while I wipe his sweats in his forehead and his hands is still on my waist..

"You're not ugly baby... you're beautiful, you have beautiful eyes, long eyelashes, high pointed nose with cute mole, plump lips, you're kind, nice, you're perfect tae.. an angel, an ethereal... y-you're so fucking beautiful.."

I suddenly remember the words he said to me...

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

I blushed madly.

"Hey gguk!"

♡