Gguk suddenly pulled me to hug. He hugged me tightly, he wrap his arms on my waist and my hands is on his chest.

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"Angel, what happened?"

I quickly pulled away then I forced a smile at him.

"H-Huh? N-Nothing happen, I just sleep for hours, that's why my eyes is swollen" - I smiled at him and he just stare at me

Then once again, he pulled me to hug. He put my hands to his neck and he buried his face on my crook neck.

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I felt my face heat up. I just blink with my heart beats fast..

"I miss you"

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He hug me tightly. I don't know but I felt a pang on my chest... I miss him too.. and I can't do this anymore. I hug him back. Just this time tae...

We just hug for a minute while I play to his hair.

"I miss that" - gguk mumbles

I blushed and smiles slightly. I can feel his hot breath on my neck.

I stop playing with his hair and just rest my hands on his shoulders.

"Miss what?" - I ask

He pulled away from the hug but his hands still on the side of my waist.

Then he put my hand on his hair again. I smiled a bit and rest my hand on his soft hair.

"That" - he said then he stares at me

I just stare at him too. We just stare each other.

"Do you really think i'll court Lisa?"

I suddenly stop playing with his hair and I blushed.

I look at him and he slightly smirk. WHAT.

"W-Why? It's true right?" - I said, still flustered. WTF

He smiled and he sigh. I just blink and look away.

"Tae, angel, cutiepie, baby, No. I'm not courting her okay?"

I blushed at the nickname. Baby? MYGOD.

Wait what?! He didn't court Lisa?!

I quickly look at him, confuse.

He chuckle then he kiss my forehead.

I blushed at the action.

"Let's sleep" - he said then he pulled me to bed

He hug me tight and I hug him too. Of course I miss him... I miss his warm..

"You know when you call me Jungkook, my heart hurts and I know there's something wrong.."

"You didn't call me Jungkook, unless you're angry with me or I hurt you"

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I'm speechless. Omg. He knows?? Wh-what? Ohmygod.

"I'm sorry gguk"

"Don't tae.. I'm the one who should say sorry"

"Sorry for what?"

He didn't answer, he just chuckle.

"I really miss you. I fuckin miss you" - he said

I blushed. CAN YOU JUST STOP JEON JUNGKOOK.

"I didn't leave gguk" - I joke at him

"Yeah you didn't leave this town, but you leave me. You were ignoring me for this past weeks"

I blush and buried my face more in his shoulders. Wait... He knows that I'm ignoring him? IS IT OBVIOUS? OMG.

"I-I didn't ignore you. We just talk at school earlier right?"

"Yeah we talk, but still, you were ignoring me"

I quickly shut up. I don't know what to say because he's right. I'm ignoring him.

"Just don't ignore me again kay?"

"Goodnight angel, love you"

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It's 'Love you' as a friend tae, don't assume. You will hurt again.

I sigh and just snuggled at him.

"Where's my 'love you too'?"

I blink and blushes, I thought he's already sleeping.

"Love you too"

I love you Jeon Jungkook....

He kiss my forehead again making me to just sigh and smile sadly.

It's 2am and here I am still awake. I stare at my angel beside me. I touch his cheeks, his mole in nose and his lips. I really miss him although we see each other, I mean I miss him, I miss us being like this, I miss him touching his cheeks, i miss his stare, his hugs and i miss his boxy smile, but what did I do? I see his swollen eyes. I really hate myself.

"I know I am the reason why did your eyes become swollen and why did you cry... I know I am the reason why you were ignoring me.. I'm sorry love... I'm sorry if you think I'm courting Lisa which is never gonna happen, I'm sorry if I asked you if what if I'll court Lisa but I just want to see your reaction. I don't wanna see you hurt... I don't want to see you sad again.."

I caresses his cheeks softly and I kiss his forehead.

I just stare at him, He's so effortlessly beautiful.

"I love you"

I hug him tightly. I buried my face to his hair, his smell is sweet like strawberry vanilla.

Yes, I love him. I love him since we're kids. And I know, I feel that he loves me too. I'm just a fucking idiot if why until now I still didn't confess. I'M A COWARD.

My mind is full of thoughts. First, if how I'm gonna confess to taehyung. Second, the one who tell tae that i'm courting lisa but honestly NO. Lisa is just a friend of mine, and she's bisexual and she likes Jennie. When we are talking, she just always ask advice if how to confess her feelings to Jennie. And she also give me advice how I'm gonna confess to tae. And that time when I made tae wait for me, but I didn't mean that. Lisa and I just talking about him, about how he play my hair and how I like it. Lisa just laugh and mess my hair and he said that I'm so inlove with him. I just didn't think the time that night, but I promise I really didn't mean it. Then that night when I search for tae, he's already gone, lisa just say sorry to me then I said it's okay then i ask a favor if she can accompany me to buy a gift for tae and she then ask me a favor too to buy a gift for Jennie too.

I look at my angel again, I felt a pang on my chest and then suddenly my tears fall.

"Please just wait for me baby, okay?" - I caress his cheeks

I feel someone poking my cheeks. I furrowed my eyebrows and open my eyes.

"Finally, my angel is awake"

I felt my face heat up. I sit at my bed and I stare at gguk.

"Why are you smiling?" - I ask

"Why not? The most beautiful human in the world is right here infront of me"

I blush. I throw a pillow to his face.

"Fuck you gguk!"

I look away to hide my flustered face. I heard him chuckled.

"When and where?"

I quickly look at gguk and he smirk. I blink and gulp. I blushed and look at infront of me, away from his eyes. I heard him chuckled again.

"W-Why are you still here?" - I ask, not looking at him

"Let's go to amusement park"

I furrowed my eyebrows and look at him and he's smiling at me.

"Please tae, just want to spend time with you" - he suddenly pout

I blushed and smiled a bit and slowly nod.

"Yes!" - he shout

"But wait angel, who tell you that I'm courting Lisa?"

Wow, goodmorning question -.-

"The students in school? I-I heard them talking about you and her"

"And you just believing to them?"

"Eh of course! you tell me that you'll gonna court her right?"

"'What if' only tae"

"I-I don't know, what if you really did, right?" - I rolled my eyes

"And w-

"Are you jealous?"

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I quickly shut up and look at him, he's smirking. I felt my face heat up.

"W-What?! Of course no!"

I look away from him and just look at the window, still flustered.

"Yeah no" - he chuckled

"But you know tae, Lisa is just a friend okay?"

I look at him and he's just smiling at me.

"Why are you explaining this to me?" - i ask, still flustered

"I just want you to know, you know I don't like it when you ignoring me"

"I- I didn't ignore you, okay!"

"Yeah, tell that to yourself" - gguk smirk

I glared at him but he smiles at me.

Somehow.... I feel relief.

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