"Taetaeeeeeeeeeee"

"Chimchiiiiiiiiim"

"Hey gay, gguk is looking for you" - chim said

My name is Kim Taehyung and he's one of my friend Park Jimin and oh yes I'M GAY.

"Huh? Why?" - I ask

"I don't know, just ask your boyfriend" - chim said

I felt my face heat up. Boyfriend? As if.

"Jimin, he's my bestfriend only okay?" - I said

He chuckled and shook his head. I pout.

"Bestfriend? No tae, you only said that to yourself but gguk and your action says that you're both inlove" - chim said

"What?"

"Look tae, i know and our friends know that you and gguk have a mutual feelings so why not level up bitch? from bestfriend to lovers ahuh" - chim said

I blush. No. Gguk doesn't like me.

"Chim, gguk is just a sweet person but I swear he doesn't like me"

"So how bout you? Do you have feelings for him?" - chim ask

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

I blink and chuckled nervously.

"So is that a yes?" - chim ask

"W-What? o-of course no!"

I felt my face heat up and I look away to hide my face, I pout.

"No? Then why are you blushing?"

AISH SHIT. OH YES. I LIKE GGUK. I MEAN NO, I LOVE HIM SINCE WE'RE KIDS.

"Shut up chim, come on, let's go to our room!" - I said then I started to walk

"Awww taetae likes kookie. Taetae likes kook-

I huff and furrowed my eyebrows still walking.

"Taetae likes what?"

I quickly stop walking when I heard his voice, shit. I turned around and just blink.

"Oh hi gguk!" - Jimin smiled at gguk

"Hello to my cutiepie" - then gguk hug me

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

SHIT. MY HEART. COME ON TAE, YOUR GGUKIE IS JUST A SWEET PERSON OKAY.

"Well hello? I'm the person who said hi?" - chim said and he rolled his eyes

"Sorry shorty, I just miss tae" - Gguk said

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

"A-Ahm g-gguk" - I said

Shit. Why did I stutter. HOOOOO.

"Hmmm?" - gguk said then he look at me

Shit. I'm melting guys.

"So, can you guys pulled away?" - chim said

But jungkook hug me again. MYGOD.

"No" - gguk said then he hug me tightly

"Just confess to each other! You idiots - chim said then he walks away

My face heat up and I just chuckled awkwardly. Wtf.

"Tae?"

Shit, don't blush Kim Taehyung!

I pulled away from him. Enebe.

"Hmm?"

"Are you eatin? Look at your tummy" - he pout

I furrowed my eyebrows but my heart still beats fast.

"Huh?" - shook akez

"I mean I don't care if you look petite or more feminine but...

My eyes grew a bit and I blush. Feminine? Oh no, no, no.

I stare at him and he just lookin at me, slightly pouting. I smile slightly.

"Why? Am I super duper thin?" - I ask

"No, no, no. I mean, I miss your fluffy tummy and I want you to back my fluffy tummy taetae" - he pout

Shit don't blush Taehyung! He caressing my tummy, aaaaaaaaaa.

"See? Your tummy is flat" - he pout

I chuckled and pout at him too.

"Aww, then I will eat moreeeee" - I smiled at him

"Aww kyooooooo" - he said then he pinch my cheeks

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

What are you doing to my heart Gguk?

/

"Bye tae!"

"Bye chim! - I waved at him

"Tae!"

I turned around.. It's gguk with yoongi and hoseok hyung.

"Hey tae" - yoongi

"Hi yoongi hyung" - I smiled

"Just a minute tae, 'm gonna finish this then I'll take you home" - gguk said

I bite my lips and just look at him. Why are you doing this gguk?????

"Hmm it's okay gguk, I'm not a kid hahaha" - I smiled

"No, I'll take you home"

I blushed and look down to hide my face..

"If you want tae, I'll take you home"

I quickly look at hoseok hyung, he's smiling and raising his eyebrows. I smiled at him.

"No hoseok hyung, I'll take him home" - gguk said

I quickly look at gguk and I felt my face heat up more. I blink and look down again for a seconds TT.TT

I look up at hoseok and yoongi hyung, they're now silently laughing. I knew it. They teasing me and gguk. I sigh and smiled slightly while slightly shaking my head.

"Stop that gguk, let yoongi and I finish this. Take your boyfriend home" - hoseok

Jungkook stop and blush. Wait? DID HE BLUSH?

"Shut up hyung, ok thanks bro's" - gguk said then he smile

/

Gguk arms is on my shoulder, we're now walking to my house.

Silent...

Silent...

Silent...

"Tae, I have something to tell you.."

I look at him and just blink and smiled. Shit? Is he gonna confess his feelings now? Lol jk. Charot lang mga mumsh.

"Hmmm?"

He smile and inhale deeply.

"What if I'll court Lisa?"

Silent...

Silent...

And my heartbeat stop. choss.

My heart aches.

"S-sure, court her" - I smiled at him

"Is it okay?" - gguk ask

"Why not?" - I said, still smiling even though it's hurts

Why not? Lisa is beautiful, talented, tall, sexy, she's perfect. Unlike me... I know that gguks never gonna like me, I know that he only thinks at me as a friend or brother. But why it hurts?

"O-Oh we're here, thank you gguk for taking me home" - I smiled at him

"Can I come inside? Cuddle?" - he ask and then he smile

I stare at him for a long seconds debating to myself if I should let him. I sigh, okay.

We enter at my house and I quickly greet my mom and hug her.

"Oh son, oh hello jungkook"

"Hello, Mrs. Kim" - gguk said

"Mom, we goin to my room"

"Okay lovebirds"

"Ma!"

"Just kiddin"

I blushed slightly. I look at gguk and he's smirking?

"Aaaahhhh I miss your room"

Gguk lay in my bed.

"Come here" - he pat the bed

I sigh and just sit at my bed but i'm shookt when he pulled me.

"Better" - he said

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

He hug me while we lay in bed, I mean this is not new to us, we used to cuddle a lot, i know for him this is just a bestfriend cuddle only but for me no of course. It's so hard to be in one-sided love.

I lay in his chest while his arm is around my shoulder.

"Let's sleep" - he said then he kiss my forehead

"You are not going home?" - I ask

"I stayover" - he said he hug me tightly

/

Gguk is sleeping while here I am, awake.

I look at his face, chest, biceps, he's so perfect. Unlike me, I'm thin and I don't know but I feel ugly...

I touch his nose and his face.

I suddenly remember when he told me about Lisa, is he really gonna court her? My heart aches. It' hurts.

Silent...

Silent...

"I need to stop this feelings for you" - I said then my tears fall