After I left the club I started walking wherever my feet led me. I just wanted to run away. To disappear. I'm nothing without Y/N. She's my everything. She's my reason of living. And she doesn't want me anymore all because I lost control of myself and hurt her. I feel nothing but regret. Y/N has always been loyal to me but I never believed her. The pain without her is extreme...but it's probably nothing compared to the pain I gave her. I want all this to end. I want to end myself. I hate myself for doing this to you.

I ran until I found myself at an empty field of grass surrounded by many trees. I stopped under a large tree and leaned my back against it and let out all my cries. I lost you. You don't want me anymore. You don't need me anymore. You don't love me anymore. And it's all my fault. It's all my fault that you feel that way. But I still want you. I still need you. I still love you. Why did I hurt you? If I didn't would we happy right now?

I bent my head down and put my hands over my face. Everything was silent except for my cries. My hands quickly got wet as my tears never stopped running down my face.

I stayed there with my back leaned against the tree and cried until I had no tears left. I looked up to see the moon shining above me as the only source of light. I took deep breaths trying to regulate my breathing again. After I had calmed down I closed my eyes and leaned my head back on the tree. This all happened because of me. I don't know why I still had hope for us. I tore and ruined you beyond repair. You must have thought that I was monster for doing this to you even though I said I love you. Why did I expect you to still want me? But I can't live without you. I have for 2 years only because I still had hope. But now...Your gone. You don't want me.

You searched everywhere for Jimin. His car was still in the parking lot so you knew he hadn't left. But you spent ages walking/running around trying to find him. Finally you stopped and looked around. You took a deep breath from running and wiped your tears as your vision started getting blurry. Where are you Jimin? I want to talk to you. I want to run back to you. I just want you. You had nearly given up and was about to walk back to his car and wait there but you stopped when you a heard a voice not far away. You spun back around once you heard the voice which was unmistakably Jimin's. You saw a figure leaned against a tree not far away looking up at the sky. Everything was silent with Jimin's voice being the only thing heard. You stayed standing there and listened to him.

"~Kimi o mamori taku te namida ni kawaru mae ni mōichido

Negau hodo ni todoka nai Crystal

Hyaku nen saki ni natte mo tsugi no ichi ho wa kimi to ga ii

You watched as Jimin looked at the sky and sung through his tears. His voice wasn't smooth since he was still crying saying these words. Your heart ached hearing what Jimin was saying. You could hear the sincerity in his voice and could tell how much he wanted you.

"~Hoshi hitotsu nai yuki no yozora

Aisuru ondo ga toke dasu merodi

Tashika na nukumori yo towa ni tsuzuke

Jimin turned his head and his eyes met yours. His face was drenched in tears and he simply looked at you at a distance. He paused for a moment but then continued to sing saying the words directly to you from his heart.

"~Kimi o dakishime tai kie te shimau mae ni mōichido

Kanaeru tame maiagaru Crystal

Nē kotoba tari nai kedo arinomama demo tsutaeru kara

Jimin put a hand over his heart and looked deep into your eyes.

Shinji te hoshii mukae ni iku yo

(Let me feel your love , sō doko made mo, Fuu)

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Doko made mo baby

Jimin looked at you who had started to tear up again. He wanted to hold you again but stayed standing there only looking into your eyes. You didn't wait any longer and ran into Jimin's arms. You wrapped your arms around Jimin and buried your head in his chest and cried. You missed his warmth, his touch. Jimin was surprised by your sudden action but then held you tightly. "Jimin I don't want a divorce" You cried. "I never wanted to leave you in the first place. I want to be with you. I tried to forget you but I'm only ever happy when I'm with you."

Jimin put a hand on your cheek and lifted your head to face him. You looked as his teary and longing eyes. "Jimin-"

Before you could finish, Jimin crashes his lips onto yours. With one of his hands stills cupping your cheek, Jimin kiss you passionately as he had been longing to do so for 2 years. You were completely surprised you didn't know how to react to the feeling of Jimin's lips on yours.

Jimin pulled away and gave you a slightly confused look. "Your not going to kiss me back?" He tilted his head as he expected you to do so. A smile formed on your face and without waiting a moment longer, you wrapped your arms around Jimin's neck pulled lips back onto your own. Jimin immediately moved his lips in sync with yours. His hand still holding your cheek with the other tightly wrapped around your waist.

Tears continued to slowly roll down your cheeks as you kissed Jimin never wanting to let go. It was like there was no tomorrow as you both didn't let go of each other for a second even to breathe. You missed his touch. You missed the feeling of Jimin's lips on yours. You missed being in his embrace. You missed being around his protective and warm figure which held you tightly as if afraid to let go of you.

Jimin nibbled on your bottom lip asking for an entrance. You gladly parted your lips slightly which allowed Jimin to slip his tongue inside. You enjoyed this heated moment as Jimin explored your mouth with his tongue.

Finally after both felt like you were going to pass out from the lack of air, you pulled away and collapsed your body weight into Jimin. Jimin sat down on the grass placing you beside him and leaned his back against the tree. Your arms were tightly around Jimin and you snuggled him against him with your head in his chest. Jimin placed his head on top on yours with one hand stroking your hair. You both stayed silent for while simply enjoying each other's warmth which you missed so dearly. You closed your eyes and breathed in Jimin's scent which you've longed for. You could hear his racing heartbeat as your head lay on his chest. You missed him so much. For a whole 2 years all you wanted was Jimin and now you finally could be happy with him.

"Y/N" Jimin said softly and you lifted your head up to look at him. You could see tears build up in his eyes already. "I'm sorry" He said in a broken voice. "I know I don't deserve another chance. I messed up really badly. You were always so loyal and loving towards me but I was a monster and I hurt you beyond repair. I know that I deserve the pain of having to live without you for what I've done. I don't deserve your love. You deserve someone who will actually love and care for you in a way I never I did."

"Jimin-ah don't say that" You said and gently placed a hand on Jimin's cheek. You felt fresh tears go down your face. "Jimin I don't want anyone else but you. I've only ever felt loved and cared for by you. You made be feel loved. You made me able to love. I've only ever felt this way when I'm with you, Jimin." You looked at Jimin who still didn't seem very convinced.

"You didn't deserve what I did to you. You didn't deserve to be treated the way I treated you. I caused you unimaginable and unrepairable pain. Please forgive me Y/N" Jimin cried as he said the last sentence.

"I've already forgiven you Jimin. Please stop crying" You said with your own tears running down your face seeing Jimin's do the same. You cupped his face with your hands and wiped away his tears.

Jimin pulled you closer to him giving you another tight hug. "I'm sorry Y/N. I'm so sorry" He cried. "I was paranoid. I was paranoid that someone as unreal as you would leave someone like me for another guy. I was paranoid you'd leave me every time I saw you with someone else. I know I shouldn't have hurt you for it. I know that there no excuse for what I did to you. I wish I could take back everything I did because I regret it so much. I regretted it the moment I knew you would walk out the door leaving me behind."

Jimin lifted your head up to look at him. "After you left me alone, I realised how much you meant to me. It's true what people say 'you never know what you have until it's gone'. I understood that when you left me. I realised how wrong I'd been treating you when your the only the person I love. You are the only person I live for. You are the reason I breath everyday and I realised how wrong it was to hurt you once you left. I don't know why I did such things to you. You were right when you said you don't hurt the one you love. Y/N...please forgive me."

Jimin held both on your hands which was on your lap and put his head on them. "Please forgive me. Please Y/N. Please forgive me" Jimin begged as his cries became heavier. You became teary seeing him beg you like this. "Jimin. Jimin stop. Stop doing this." You lifted Jimin's head up.

"I'm sorry. Forgive me Y/N" Jimin continued not listing to what you said. "Jimin, I've forgiven you. I really have" You said gently trying to get Jimin to believe you. You leaned in and gave him another kiss. "I forgive you because I love you" You said as you gently moved your lips around Jimin's.

After you pulled away, Jimin gave you a smile and intertwined his fingers with yours. "I've missed you so much" He said and gave you a kiss on your forehead. "Because I love you so much."

The two of you stayed there in silence with yours arms still around each other. You looked up at the clear sky with only the bright moon. You thought about everything that had happened. Everything's going to change. For the better. Jimin, Jaemin and I can be a family again. Like we used to.

You broke the silence by saying "Just out of curiosity, how many songs have you made?" You asked. Jimin chuckled slightly as your question and said "Too many. Every time I thought about you I wrote down my feelings and made them into songs. And well after 2 years I've made plenty."

"How come you stopped sending me those letters a year ago?"

"Because...I thought you would have moved on from me by then since you still hadn't wanted to see or speak to me" Jimin replied. You nodded understanding what he was saying. "Did you sing those songs to Jaemin a lot?"

"How did you know I did?" Jimin asked. You smiled and said "Sometimes Jaemin would come home and sing them too. He would tell me you made them and sung them to him before bed and often ended in tears when you did."

Jimin laughed quietly then said "Do you want to hear one?"

"Do you have one that could suit this mood right now?" You asked raising an eyebrow. "In fact I do. A perfect for this mood right now. It's one of Jaemin's favourites too."

You smiled. "Let's hear it then." Jimin took a deep breath and opened his mouth to start singing again.

"~I modeun geon uyeoni anya

Geunyang geunyang naui neukkimeuro

On sesangi eojewan dalla

Geunyang geunyang neoui gippeumeuro

Niga nal bulleosseul ttae

Naneun neoui kkocheuro

Gidaryeotdeon geotcheoreom

Urin siridorok pieo

Eojjeomyeon ujuui seomni

Geunyang geuraetdeon geoya

Neoneun na naneun neo

Jimin slowly stood up and held out a hand to you. You smiled before standing up and reached out to hold his hand but as soon as you did he took a few steps backwards. Jimin smiled at you as you tried to grab his hand but he kept moving backwards.

"~Seolleneun mankeum mani duryeowo

Unmyeongi uril jakku jiltuhaeseo

Neomankeum nado mani museowo

Jimin put a hand on his chest and closed his eyes for a moment.

Ujuga uril wihae umjingnyeosseo

Jogeumui eogeunnamjocha eopseosseo

Neowa nae haengbogeun yejeongdwaetdeon geol

You felt your tears fill your eyes again at the Jimin's lyrics. Jimin came closer to you and took your hand.

Neon nae pureun gompangi

Nal guwonhae jun

Naui cheonsa naui sesang

Nan ne samsaek goyangi

Neol mannareo on

Jimin took your hand which he was holding and placed it on his chest, looking at you longingly.

Ujuga cheoeum saenggyeonasseul ttaebuteo

Modeun geon jeonghaejin geoyeosseo

You felt a tear roll down your cheek as Jimin touched his forehead on yours. He placed a hand on your cheek and brushed his finger over your tear.

Jimin closed the gap between your faces and places his lips on yours. You closed your eyes and enjoyed this slow and soft kiss. You realised how much Jimin meant to you. Even after all this time no one made you feel this way except Jimin. You never wanted to be apart from him again.

After you pulled away, you both stayed silent for moment until you said "Shall we home now?" You smiled and intertwined your fingers with Jimin's. "We can go to my house" Jimin said. You paused for a moment before saying "Do...Do think Jaemin...will be happy seeing us together?"

Jimin gave you a reassuring smile and pinched your cheek. "I know he will. The only things he's ever wanted these past 2 years was his parents to be together again. Finally his wish can come true."

You both started walking back hand in hand. Just before you got to the parking lot, Jimin noticed your facial expression had dropped. "What's wrong?"

You looked up at him. "Umm...It's just...I'm still scared...of us. I mean...Jimin how do I know you'll never hurt me again? How can I trust you again?"

Jimin sighed then gently put a hand on your chin. "Because I know that if I hurt you again, you will leave me.