I woke up and lied in bed. I cant believe I just asked Jieun to be my caregiver when I was a little. I haven't been able to stop crying since last night, since I remember it

It makes me want to hide here forever.

I heard a knock on the door and Lia peeped her head in. "" She said softly.

I had my head underneath the blanket to hide my red crying face. My eyes were all puffy, I didn't want anyone to see me like this.

"" I told her. She sighed and came into my room, pulling my blanket from my head.

"" Lia said sternly. It just made me cry again, I was already miserable.

"" Lia dragged me from my bed, making me hit the floor hard.

I heard Yerim yell from downstairs ""

Me and Lia looked at each other and started to laugh. I got up and went into the shower, taking a quick one and drying my hair.

I put on the clothes that were set out of my bed and quickly brushed out my hair since it was everywhere from the static of the heat and my clothes.

I went down stairs and Lia and Yerim left me alone, Jieun was sitting on the sofa waiting patiently for me. I took a deep breath and walk out of the hall so she could see me.

"" She asked me as I sat down. I nodded my head with a weak smile.

"" She chuckled and released a heavy sigh. She stood up and reached out her hand ""

"" I asked hesitantly.

"" she grabbed my hand and pulled me up.

"" I heard my sisters say with a giggle. I rolled my eyes and sighed, they don't know what privacy is.

Once we got out the door and to the car Jieun spoke again ""

I looked down and fiddled with my fingers, I felt my anxiety slowly overcome me.

"" Jieun asked.

"" I mumbled lowly. She sighed and took my hand in hers. Caressing it and pulling my chin up to look her in the eyes.

"" She asked softly.

I shook my head "" I told her finally.

"" Jieun chuckled. Then I heard her gasp when she remembers. ""

I nodded my head slowly.

"" Jieun kissed my hands.

""

"" She said and softly pressed her lips to mine.

I turned red and smiled, her kisses are always delicate and nice, it warms me.

"" Jieun smiled brightly and started the car, driving off towards some park.

Once we got to the park, Jieun held my hand and we walked along the trails. I saw some abandoned train tracks and we went towards them, walking along the wood.

"" Jieun called my name. I look up to her with a lipped smile and hummed.

"" Jieun kissed my head and gave me a smile. I nodded and smiled back, showing my teeth.

"" I asked her. She nodded her head and looked at me. I stopped and turned towards her, turning her body too.

I cupped her face and leaned to put a kiss on her lips. She chuckled once I pulled away, but then she pulled me back and kissed my lips again.

I love the taste of her lips, it's strawberries.

I could feel the wind start to pick up a little, it was a nice breeze, perfect for this romantic moment.

I placed my hands on her waist hoping to pull her closer, to feel her heart race against mine at the speed of light.

I felt her tug at my bottom lip, I opened my mouth so she can explore it. Our tongues were fighting a perilous fight, a fire war.

I'll let her win though, only cos she's the dominant one. I'm too submissive to be the top in this relationship, especially not how she makes my legs weak.

I felt her arm wrap around my waist and pull me completely into her, I rest my hands upon her shoulders and pulled away for a breath.

"" I asked her. She chuckled and I got red. I didn't realized I said it out loud.

"" she kissed my lips once more and we walked on, enjoying the day at the park.