Lily was deep in little space today when I picked her up from her house. I asked her where she wanted to go but she said she wants to stay at my house, so I took her there. She was more hyper today than usual though.

"" She called me while jumping up and down on my bed. I was trying to get something out of my closet.

"" I told her and tried to get her off the bed. My bed is quite big so I couldn't reach her when she moved to the other side.

"" She yelled. I shook my head and crawled onto the bed.

"" I repeated.

She shook her head while giggling.

"" I called her name more sternly.

She wasn't listening to me and I wasn't sure what to do, I went out of the room and called Yerim.

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I thanked her and hung up the phone.

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She kept jumping and ignoring me so I had to start counting down.

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"" I told her. She immediately stop jumping and looked at me while pouting.

No don't give in!! Jieun stay strong!

"" I told her sternly. She started to whimper and whine. God this is so hard.

"" Lily begged and held her hands together. I closed my eyes and to not look at her.

"" I told her calmly. She shook her head and begged again.

"" I begged her. I really don't want to lay a hand on her. Please Lily, stop and listen please.

"" Lily kept begging.

God please save me. I cant do this.

"" I pointed to the spot in front of me.

Lily started to whimper and cry while looking around. No Lily please don't run.

"" I told her.

"" Lily whined and slowly moved towards me.

"" I raised my voice a little. I was yelling though, I won't yell.

She whimpered and moved towards me faster. I got off the bed and took her hand, making her get off the bed and follow me. She kept trying to drag me back and pull my arm.

"" I called her name.

I pulled her over to the hall and made her sit in the chair. I leaned down to her and explained why she was in timeout.

"" I stood up and went to walk away, Lily grabbed my wrist and I pulled away. She fell into her knees crying and begging while I walked down the stairs. I only went down a few steps to where she couldn't see me.

As I heard her beg for my name, I started to cry as well. Thank god I didn't have makeup. I have to look strong for her. I have to be strong for her.

After six minutes was up, I walked back up the stairs and towards Lily, she was still on her knees and crying silently.

"" I called her as I kneeled down to her.

She looked up to me and wiped her tears.

"" I asked her. She nodded and spoke.

"" she said apologetically.

"" I smiled softly and held out my arms. She jumped into them immediately and started to apologize a lot.

"" I kissed her head and picked her up when I stood up.

I was going to do something with help her gain my trust. I placed her back on her feet and took her hand, walking her down into the kitchen.

"" I handed her a black sleeping mask.

"" Lily looked at me with a pout.

"" I gave her a kiss on the lips before helping her put it on.

"" Lily reached for me.

"" I placed something on her lips and she tasted it.

"" Lily yelled excitedly.

"" I praised her "" I told her.

I placed a piece of strawberry in her mouth. She got excited again and shouted ""

"" I chuckled and took off her blindfold.

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"" I asked her and she nodded quickly. She sat up on the counter and helped me mix in the ingredients for it while eating some of the strawberries.

"" Lily added in another straw and smiled widely.

"" We both said together.

"" Lily called me. I looked up into her eyes and hummed.

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