I wish I wouldn't feel like I have to be cool,

And always act like I'm such a dumb fool,

And break all the goddamn laws and rules,

My words way too soon turned cold and cruel,

All my tiny mistakes light the fuel.

I wish I stayed in school,

Being the honour and family jewel.

I wish I'd make girls drool,

But always stayed dual.

Wish I wasn't so obsessed with my juul,

Wish I didn't live in such a misrule,

And life wasn't a fucking do or die duel,

And I wish my pockets held notes, not my ampoule,

Wish I didn't look and sound like a ghoul,

Wish I had a clean and pure fucking soul.

June 6th 2022