Feeling like a god, a king,

Wearing a crown and an emerald ring.

Caressing sweet boys under my wing,

And when they can't sleep, I sing.

Waiting until spring,

Hoping they don't sting.

Cause my life is hanging onto string.

Feeling like I'm royalty,

Relationships need loyalty.

Hope I don't give into cruelty,

Power brings pride, it's reality.

Pushing away my anxiety,

Secretly fearing society.

Death will be your penalty,

For crimes, blood and insanity.

Remember I'm your deity,

Always being piety.

May 14th 2022