1

Walked into the river, mad and sad,

Sly sounds of weaves sounded like a spying cat.

Sinking deeper and deeper until my lungs felt clad.

Once the ocean covered my body, like a mother that I never had.

2

Tied these knots and searched for string,

To let my body sway and swing,

Throat burned up, so hot in sting,

As my fingers claw and cling,

Until the death came, ching.

3

Held still the metal blade,

Not afraid, betrayed,

Knew they would celebrate,

And no one came to aid,

When my life began to fade.

4

Asked mother where she hid the knife,

Thankfully I didn't stay alive,

Felt adrenaline rush in the overdrive,

Sunk drunk into the afterlife.

5

Payed the man for a black gun,

After all I was no one,

Just another anyone,

Waiting for my time to outrun,

Waking up to a covered sun,

And then one day, I was just none.

25th april 2022