《"Hate And Shame" -Poems of a mentally ill person-》goddess ana ☆
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Don't eat, on your bones is still meat.
If you wanna be thin, then eating is a sin.
100 calories per day, come on, you'll loose weight that way.
The hunger feels good,
Way better than food.
Who needs to eat, when you have ice cubes and gum?
Come on now, don't be dumb.
Listen to your goddess, your teacher, your preacher,
The only god, you'll reach her.
Goddess Ana, Queen of Hunger,
Makes your thighs and belly smaller.
BMI 10 is your goal,
So come, give your whole soul.
Sell your mind, most important, your body. Don't you want to make them proud?
Look in the mirror and your cries are loud,
Whining, pulling on your fat,
You made Ana so very sad.
So don't you dare to eat that,
You'll only make Ana mad.
Come on, count your calories,
Hunger gives us ecstasy.
Don't you misbehave,
Cause none of us is safe,
From Anas wrath, after we eat.
Doesn't matter how much, how less,
Eating just makes you a mess.
"You look so skinny, it's fantastic!"
Thank you, do you also like my crusty lips, my yellow teeth, my sunken in eyes, my hair falling out?
I also don't, but that's how we live,
Ana takes, Ana gives,
Takes the fat, digs our graves.
Numbers falling, we're not save.
See my bones right through my skin,
Count my ribs, is that a win?
To die from never eating,
Cuts on my legs are bleeding.
Legs that look like toothpicks,
Match my arms, they're also sticks.
I'm dying, decaying, rotting alive,
My belly is a maggot hive.
At least they eat, but I did not.
I'm just here to starve and rot.
January 09th 2022
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