《"Hate And Shame" -Poems of a mentally ill person-》treasure chest [old]
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I wanna show him the world,
Chocolate eyes, his hair is curled.
He makes me feel so treasured,
My love cannot be measured.
I wish he knew what I feel,
He's so perfect, unreal.
I wish I had the courage,
Because hes more than just a crush.
He made me fall for his golden locks,
But boy, he more than just his looks.
He makes my chest feel warm inside,
There are so many things unsaid.
I wonder if he feels the same,
He makes me wanna loudly sing.
I wish that he would kiss me fiercely,
Please, oh, make me see stars and fairies.
His charm is sweet like honey,
He makes my skin feel warm and sunny.
He's like a perfect dream,
Sometimes he makes me wanna scream.
He takes away my air,
Sometimes I feel so in despair.
His eyes are dark like the night,
They're right when they say love makes blind.
But even without my eyes I see,
That everything I want is he.
And I think that both my heart and brain agree,
That he is oh so sweet.
His heart is big and beautiful,
And also he's so dutiful.
His mind is strong,
And I know, that in my arms is where he belongs.
When he's around I'm so much happier,
He makes me act way sweeter.
He could gladly take my life,
Because when I'm with him I'm in paradise.
Sometimes I wonder when we hold hands,
Am I the one who misunderstands?
His cheery smile, his rose red cheeks,
My chest feels heavy when he speaks.
I want to hold him so much closer,
He makes my heart feel like a rollercoaster.
His skin is harsh and rough,
But I know deep down he's not that tough.
Hes sweeter than words can describe,
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If I'd kiss him would he proscribe?
I want to feel his lips on mine,
His touch sends shivers up my spine.
I want to feel his breath on my skin,
I want to feel him within.
Is having him too much to ask?
Or should I put my feelings unmasked?
I wish I could just tell him all,
But he makes my voice feel so small.
He let's my heart drop to my stomach,
God I feel like such a dumb fuck.
I know it's wrong,
But I'm not that strong.
I can't hold back my feelings,
Not as long as he lives.
I want to feel his breath hitch,
But if he breaks my heart will who will give it a stitch?
13th May 2021
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