《"Hate And Shame" -Poems of a mentally ill person-》binge [old]
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I've eaten way too much,
And drank nothing for 2 days,
I wish my gluttony would stop,
I wish I could stop my feist.
My stomach is always craving more,
More than any man could eat,
I know I shouldn't eat so much,
But I cant stop my yearning.
I'm eating and eating,
More and more,
My stomach hurts so bad,
I've eaten so much candy,
I think I'm on a sugarcrush.
My hands and legs are trembling,
My stomach is growling for more,
Please end this incessantly hungryness.
My heart is racing fast,
My blood is flowing disrupted,
I think I'm gonna throw up sugar.
I'm sorry ana, I'm sorry myself,
I thought I could make you proud for once.
But I failed, and failed again,
And now I've binged once again.
April 13th 2021
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