03.08.22

there isn't a way,

that this situation could be escaped.

I triggered insecurities,

And he has done things like saving me from my anxiety.

I hope I'm not as bad as I'm thinking,

but anything I will probably say at this moment won't be convincing.

I wish I could take that second back,

Never did I think that is something I'll lack.

He'll find a way to forgive me in some twisted way,

But will I forgive myself for what I did today?