there was this friend of mine,

who somehow always created the urge in me to study on time.

It honestly felt really nice

Because I've had people who would just tell me to study all the time.

With no fuckin' clue on how to do it right,

How to not just say it but create that sudden urge which makes me feel so fine.

In this selfish world I don't know how I met this selfless kind.

Someone who really used to care about people he likes.

There was this thing about him that he kind of never made me cry,

But when I called him when I needed him the most, when my heart was beating so fast and my tears couldn't keep it in

A hope arised when I saw him online

And when he didn't call me back, I honestly couldn't keep it in.

Until that day

Until that very day.