Sia pov

I know what I have done. And I know that this time he'll be brutal.

He satisfies his ego by punishing me, but I will never let him live like that forever.

I went straight into my room and locked the door. I know he can unlock it by his means.

Atleast for one thing I'm sure that he cant kill me.

I lay on my bed waiting for him to come. And then I heard footsteps.

Deep down I was in panic mode. Scared as hell. But I have to face this.

He knocked the door like gentleman.

"Sia open the door." He kept on knocking.

Should I open the door??

I guess that might led me talk

I woke up and slowly open the door because if he tried to attack me, I'll slam the door on him.

I found him standing calmly outside.

He had got the call

He slowly started to walk towards me and came inside.

"Mmr. Ashar, Burke just asked me about honeyymoon. So I told him that you're busy and.."

But the time he was completely inside my room and locked the door.

"Ww-what are you doing?" I could feel my heart beat in my throat.

He just smirked and started to took off his coat.

I kept walking backward not taking my eyes off him.

"I-I didn't do anything. It wasn't my fault ok" but his steps didn't stop.

He started to unbutton his sleeves and then shirt and threw it in floor

He does have a body to die for

He got strong well build body with well defined shoulders and abs.

I was just moving back and then my back touched the wall.

I stopped, but his footsteps didn't

"So, you want a honeymoon huh" he touched my lips with his finger very lightly.

He pressed his body on me more and more.

"Let's be husband and wife first"

His eyes were full of lust and anger.

"No please" I turned my face in opposite direction

He brushed his lips on my ear to my neck. I could feel the scent of alcohol

I don't know whether I was liking it or not.

He moved from one side to another torturing me to hell.

I cant submit myself... Atleast not now.

He was enforcing more and more on me. Using his knees he separated my thighs and kept his knee under my virginity. I was started to burn from the sparks that were arising from his touch

I was on urge of moaning, but I dont want him to know that he affecting me. I bit my lips hard trying to divert my mind.

"Please let me go. You're hurting me" I screamed hard

And he stopped.

I was panting heavily.

I looked towards him.

He took his shirt and wore it. Then he carried his coat.

"You wanted a honeymoon. But you're not ready huh?" He smirked.

So it was his game.

"Ms. Sia. Honeymoon are for couples who are in love, and what YOU and ME have in between, its just hatred. So forget it that I am taking you with me"

Tear rolled down from my eyes.

Enough of his insults

"I dont want to be seen with someone as ugly as you" he said and turned to leave the room

I ran and stood just in front of door

I pointed my finger on him and said"You know what. The word ugly starts with U not I. So the problem is not me but You"

He was taken aback from my words.

"I am just tired of your games and this all. I want peace in my life. You wanted to go alone. You go" I waved my hand in air as defeat.

He looked surprised.

"I am sick of being the pawn of your game"

I sighed

"Good luck with your meeting and whatever you want to do"

I went back to my bed and he went out.

In morning, I prepared his itinerary and gave it to him.

Whole day, we just talk when needed without any sarcasm

Eddy came to office after lunch with suitcase. He came to meet me

"Hey Sia"

"Hi" How can I forget that he was helping him in kidnapping me.

"Look I am sorry for what happened with you. I was just...." He said

"No need for your justifications. The damage had been done" I snapped.

"I hope you can forgive me one day and we can be friends".

I stayed quite and kept my eyes on screen

"Um. Here is suitcase for Ashar. Please give him this"

"Ok" I kept my poker face.

"Here, this is my number. Call me if you need anything."

Atleast he have some feelings unlike him

"Thanks " I smiled and he left.

Mr. Ashar left for the airport in front of me. He didn't look back. Didnt say a word.

What kind of marriage is this? Two people are joined but still strangers.

I wish I could go back to my previous life.

Its had been a month since our wedding. But its more like a jail to me from where I can't run.

He had trippled the security at home with instructions that I can't leave. Drivers are allowed only to take me to office and back.

He had even kept.guards in office to watch me.

I will run away. But not on your back but in front of you. And you wont be able to do anything.

Enough of my patience. I will now run away the first chance I'll get.

After I came home, I had dinner and went to sleep.

There was sudden knock at the door.

I woke up and my first thought was Ashar.

But he isn't here

Then...

Am I going to be kidnapped again??

"Sia open the door" It was Samantha

I hurriedly opened the door

"What happened?" I asked

I saw Eddy with her.

"Eddy, what are you doing here?"

"You need to go to Canada with Ashar right now"

Is he even serious. Does he know 'how much' Ashar wants me there?

"This is not the right time to joke".

"Samantha can you please pack her bag" she nodded and went into my room.

"Ashar met Burke at the airport and surprisingly, he is attending same fucntion at the same hotel where he is going" Eddy whispered.

Oh now Mr. Arrogant needs his wife.

"I am not going"I folded my arms

"I know what happened between you two. Ashar knew it wont be easy to convince you that's why he sent me at this moment"

"You know it,then dont bother and let me sleep"

"Sia listen, what is the point of all this if Burke is not convinced"

I looked at him

"Your all patience and sacrifices will be futile"

"I am not helping that man ever " I said firmly.

He sighed

"I wont pressurize you. But I request you to please help him. He wanted to prove himself. Unfortunately he dont know the difference between right and wrong"

"Eddy I -"

"Sia please. I admit he is arrogant,stubborn,etc. But I believe you are not. Think rationally. You people are making it harder. Just cooperate with him and get over with it"

Sia think...there will be less security there and I can try running away from him. It's a golden opportunity.

"Ok. I will go"

"Great. I have prepared everything for you. We just need to get to airport for boarding. Ashar will pick you up from airport."

I changed and took some special things which I might need while running away and kept silently in my bag.

"Let's go"

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