I unlocked the doggie door then we went into the kitchen and had food, "what if Willow had baby's?" Jason asked.

I look at him strangely, "it'll be cute but a lot of dogs." I say, "not that it'll stop me from loving them!" Jason laughed.

We ended up going to bed. I got Willow and myself ready then woke Jason up. We went to the wedding and got a few photos. "Thank you!" Grace hugs me.

We get home and dressed, we headed to bed. "What are we doing this week?" Jason asked as he got in bed. I got in bed as Willow jumps on it.

"Besides celebrating your birthday, I'm not sure." I said.

"And your birthday too, what else did you want for your birthday?" Jason softly.

"I've been looking at a car and the dog i want." I say.

"Which are those?" Jason asked.

"I don't know, I've just been looking." I sighed, "i don't think its worth celebrating my birthday.." It goes silent for a little while.

"Fai-" my phone rings.

I answer it, "Faith?" Its Blaze.

I get out of the bed and walked into the bathroom. "What do you want?" I asked.

"Our mothers funeral is tomorrow." Blaze says.

"And?" I spit.

"Stop being a bitch." Blaze speaks loudly.

"You don't know shit about my life!" I shouted, "how the fuck did you get my number anyway?" I look at the mirror.

"Rebecca had you as a contact on her phone, I'm sorry for going to far." Blaze sighs.

"What time tomorrow?" Its odd to have the funeral this late.

"For some stupid reason she wanted to have her funeral at sun down." By the sounds of that i don't trust it.

"Can't it be a different time? And shes dead, so why would it matter?" I question.

"She was a very spiritual person." Blaze speaks.

"For satan?" I look away from the mirror in disgust.

"Just do it Faith, she wanted you there and she has a big box with your name written on it." Blaze groans.

"I'll look through the box tomorrow, before the funeral. Now I'm leaving." I say before hanging up.

For some reason i can't stop thinking about Mark.

*FlashBack*

"Jonathan!" Mark walks over to us.

"Mark!" Dad and Mark did some kind of hug or as they call it 'bro' hug.

Mark looks at me and we fist bumped, "i see that she takes after your eyes." Mark looks at dad.

"Yeah but sadly its been giving her some problems." Dad sighs.

Mark sees my fists, "your daughter is young and a girl, she shouldn't be fighting." Mark is a little sexist but still a good person.

"Some girls were giving her shit for her eyes." Dad loved my eyes, even though he basically has the same thing.

Mark sighed, "that makes sense, hows her eye anyway?" Mark knows a lot of things about me and my dad.

Mark and dad are best friends, "she still can't see colours, it doesn't make sense as to why this is happening." Mark and dad start walking into their 'man cave' in Marks workplace.

I follow them, "Mark do you still have that car i was fixing?" I asked.

"Of course, over there." He points.

After a while, me and dad left to the movies, "are you excited?" Dad smiles.

"Yes! Are you?" I say loudly.

"Super excited!" We decided to go see a horror movie at dads friends movie place. His friend has a big movie screen, just the cinema. Dad was friends with some black people which is how he met Mark.

There's a lot of cars around the area which isn't normal, "dad isn't those cars supposed to give way?" I point.

"Oh no." Dad looks around then me. I hear some gun shots in the background but super close to us.

A car on my side and a car on my dads side smash into us. "Dad!" I look at him weakly.

Dad weakly smiles, "its okay Faith, i love you." He says.

"I love you too." I held his hand and kept looking at him as he looked at me.

"Get them out!" I hear some people yelling.

Dad starts crying and yelling in pain as the people move him. "Leave him alone!" I shouted.

"Calm down!" The people shout.

I didn't look away from dad, "its okay dad, stay with me." I smile weakly.

People moved the car, our car was flipped. Dad yells in pain and squeezes my hand as I squeeze his. A lot of tears fall from my eyes, "don't cry Faith, I'll always be with you." Dad lets go of my hand and closed his eyes.

"DAD!" I cried.

The people move dad, "its okay." They say.

"Leave him alone!!" I yelled.

*Reality*

"Leave him alone!!" I yelled so loud i made my own ears ring. I fall to the ground, Jason runs in to see me on the ground. He sits down with me, he holds me close to him. I start crying.

Jason rubs my back, "ssh Faith its okay." Jason says calmly.

I can't stop crying, "its not okay! Its never okay!" I hate myself more than ever right now.

"Faith don't cry, it's going to be okay." We start rocking back and fourth.

Willow walks in and sits next to me. I pull her in for a hug. "I'm sorry for freaking you guys out." I continue to cry.

"Why were you yelling?" Jason grabs some tissues and hands them to me.

I wipe my tears and my nose, "i had a memory and it became real." I say.

"Can i ask what it was?" Jason questions.

"It was my dad and mark, remember how i said i was in a car crash?" I hold my legs close to me with my feet still touching the ground.

"Yeah?" Jason looks at me.

"I spent a month in hospital for the recovery but they couldn't save my dad.....although i already knew that since..." I look at Jason for a moment then at Willow.

"You watched your dad die, didn't you?" Jason holds my hand.

"Yeah..." Pretty much everyone i know died in front of me.

Jason pulls me into a hug, "he would be proud of you." Jason speaks softly.

"I want you to know that I'm probably going to have a nightmare that will wake both of us." I chuckle.

"Don't worry I'll be here." Jason hugs me tighter.

"Sorry for getting your shirt snotty and stuff." I laugh.

I hug Willow before getting up. "Its fine, i didn't really like this shirt anyway." Jason laughs.

We get into bed. Jason pulls me close to him then Willow lays next to me. "Night." I say.

"Night." Jason spoons me.