Tears streamed as silence filled the house. An odd wheezing left Jiggles but nothing else as we stood in the kitchen. My hands on Jaren who stood between my knees. His cup was placed in his hand but he had hardly taken a sip.

"She just looked around like a meerkat and I pretended not to notice. Oh, it was the worst experience ever." Craig laughed out to finish the story as Sami looked mortified and she also laughed. There was no island in the middle of us and so we could see all of everyone.

By the time we had moved on from that one story the discussion passed. My fingers had begun to rake through Jaren's hair. His back was against my chest as we all then talked. Though in a quick moment my hand ran down his arm and I took the cup from his hand. I drank a little before returning it to where it had been. Smells of the juice hit my nose but it smelt amazing for me.

"Careful, it's a sip now and then in a year or two she is stealing your life." Tyler joked and Kelly pretended to try and keep what she had done a secret. Her hand moved and covered his mouth. Then they kissed and it went back to as it was before.

"Cookie. You can do it right?" I looked up to see some eyes and then slowly more on me as I realised that they had been talking and I was so focused on Smii7y that their words had whooshed over me.

"Sorry. I was plotting Jaren's murder. What can I do?" Smii7y looked back at me as if he was silently questioning. 'Bitch, what the actual fuck?' and I smiled at him before my hand grabbed his cup again and I took one large swig. Finishing the cup. When I gave it back he lifted it in a 'what now?' Way and then he put it into the sink.

"Pax." I shrugged. I was physically capable and mentally I could handle the room of my viewers but I could also stay at home and not get dressed that day.

"You see Craig. I am physically capable of it and mentally. Despite what some may say, uh hum. Jaren. But, booty shorts and also a cheeky crop top looks so sexy. You know? My policy is that I only wear a bra when it is required. Home doesn't require a bra." They knew I was being honest but also joking. My body needed a bra every day of the week and they knew that.

"I will give it a hefty thought." Craig was a little happier with that but he was sure to be up my arse about that. I would cave at one point but my stubbornness would be the determiner.

"I am going for a walk on the beach if any of you fancy it. Then the shops." Jaren turned slightly, just 90° and seemed to ask if I was going and if he was able to.

"I don't own you but I am up for it so feel free to do as you wish." Jaren stepped away from the side and held my hands as I managed to jump down. Our arms linked and the pair of us walked like a pair of idiots.

My sandals were pulled on and the tied-up top was going to allow my stomach to get a straight-up ray of sun. Just as we got to the door though my phone buzzed. John had managed to grab it and so went to read it but stopped. He bowed down to my level for a private conversation and whispered.

"You and Jaren didn't have sex? You just had a little mess around?" I nodded and grabbed my phone from him. No matter how much I loved John he was too nosy for his own damb good.

"What was that about?" I sighed and let my hands fall into my pockets. Only for Jaren to pull them out and hold my left one.

"Charlie. A friend from school is currently in university doing a degree in modern life or modern society. Anyway, she needed or she wanted to know when the last time was I had sex. And the age of him. I told her. John read the text she sent me saying, and I can quote, 'you haven't had sex for ages? And I mean, Pete shouldn't even count as a man.' so yeah. He knows we never actually had the sexuals." I changed my voice as if the word 'sexuals' was rude and we walked on.

"Well. We got close." I sent him a warning glance and he stopped immediately. I enjoyed it myself and laughed at his reaction. Our hands still linked whilst we walked.

By the time we had walked halfway and we turned back Jaren and I had hardly actually spoken to each other. I was busy watching and talking in drips and drabs whilst he was constantly nudging my arm and joking with John. Who was mocking him. Only, it was about the latest revelation so it looked a little odd to onlookers.

"What do you think?" Jaren asked when he had turned. They were jokingly arguing but Jaren had to defend himself. Like a child who was accused of drawing on the ceiling.

"It would be quickest if I just stabbed you to the heart. If I walked away and took the blade. Washed it, I will wear gloves and one of my hats. Job's a good'ne." Jaren looked with a smile that showed I had put far too much thought into my response.

"Anyway, wrong thing. Do you think that in today's society sex is what makes a proper relationship? I said no." I laughed at the pure, not so innocence of the matter. Making me slow my walking for a second before I had picked it back up.

"All right fuckboys. Leave it. So what? John, I am happy with what happened and you are too nosy for your own good. I mean, I don't believe sex makes a relationship but that is neither here nor there." My argument and Jaren's argument was not helped when the boys chipped in talking about how sex is as vital as breathing in a relationship.

"She is only taking your side because she is thirsty for you." John was getting louder and louder as we walked. My hands covered my face and I pulled on Jaren to get him to walk a little faster.

"You can't run away from me." John seemed to be challenging me and that was it. My hand dropped from Jaren's and then I eyed John. He seemed to realise what was going on but he was too late. I sprinted away from him. I heard his shouts and also the sound of the others cheering him on.