Being a single mother isn't easy but it's an amazing job. Daisy Mae is only 1 years old and is the love of my life. My parents kicked me out when I told them about Daisy and I lived with Natalie and her fiance Jim Hayes. Their my best friends. Anyway today is a day I'm looking for apartments, because Natalie is soon to have a baby! I have a shower while Natalie watches Daisy for me. I put on my outfit and loosely curl my hair and do light make up. I go outside and spot Daisy. "Mama" said Daisy. I walk over and pick her up. "You don't have to move out soon. I'm only 3 months" said Natalie. "Nat, you need the room for nursery." said Clara. "I know I just feel bad" said Natalie. "Don't. It's time me and Daisy live by ourselves" said Clara. Natalie hugs me. "Hey I'll be fine. I have enough money now" said Clara. I pick Daisy up and place her in the car seat and we begin our journey. We view some nice apartments but the one I could afford is a tiny one which I do buy. We pay and get the keys. We're moving in tomorrow. We want one last night with our friends. I drive home and Natalie is watching Merlin. "Find one?" asked Natalie. "Yeah, it's small but it's fine" said Clara. "You could still stay, ya know" said Natalie. "No.... it's time we move out, Natalie" smiled Clara. Natalie nods and we watch some kids tv. Daisy just giggles. She loves her shows.

We have dinner eventually and then we just relax. I put Daisy to bed at 8. I sit on the sofa and groan. "I love a good glass of wine" said Clara. "You do, don't you" said Natalie. "You need it when your a mum" said Clara. "Sure you do" said Natalie. "Is it bad I'm 23 and got pregnant at 22 and had a baby and got kicked out of my parents house, is it bad that I lived with my parents to that age" said Clara. "It's not. Your an amazing girl and my best friend" smiled Natalie. I smile and hug her. I decide to go to bed and ya know sleep.

Next day

I put on an outfit and slide on vans. I put Daisy in jeans and white t-shirt with my little pony on it. I brush her hair and slide a hairband on. I kiss her cheek and go brush my teeth. We have breakfast and then I pack. I'm soon finished and we get in the car and Jim drives behind us to drop some of our stuff off. We go inside and I hug Jim. He eventually leaves. I close the door and put Daisy in her high chair. I unpack and put stuff away. I pick Daisy up and we're going to the shops for food shopping.

Once I'm done we go home and I put the food away. I smile and then I make lunch. I smile. I feed Daisy and myself. I don't like this place, horrible neighbours and shit. I play with her and when it's time for dinner, Daisy is getting tired.

Once I put her to bed I decide to go on Instagram. My family are friends with the Hollands. I used to have this massive crush on Tom Holland. We drifted apart, sadly. Anyway maybe it's time to post.

Clara_Fisher: throwback to a cool photoshoot with Natalia a couple of months ago. Thanks Nat for this picture!

I post it and then eventually go to bed. I fall asleep pretty quick.

Everything is going to be OK!