Network sucks

Seriously in an I.T office we are facing a network trouble

I took another laptop and asked aarnav to start the car

Finally in the car I found the signals and started running the P.C where I found Sukanya's address

I just hope my Amrutha is safe

Whatever Amrutha did till today for that I will decide what to do later but main point is to save her

I finally went and saved her

I can't even imagine what might have happened if I didn't reach there in time

I had a huge mess to clear now

Sukanya she lost everyone and her abortion have side effects which made her a psycho

The friendly affection I have shown her had taken in other way

How much I want to control my anger but her doings were intolerable she tried to kill my Amrutha

I somehow convinced her about love and marriage.With the help of aarnav I sent her to the asylum

I have seen ammu in injuries

Aarnav did the first aid and left to the hospital

I lost my control as I remembered how she came here

What if anything happens to her?

Moreover she is here to listen that Sukanya words

I understood everything she doubted me from the beginning

Meanwhile pooja called me to inform about her baby's birth meanwhile I had a doubt how ammu got to know about my divorce so I confronted pooja.She told me few days back someone called her to ask about our divorce.

I confirmed its Amrutha

I regained what happened from the day she left to the day we are standing now

Loving her unconditionally made my heart break into innumber of pieces

That's my return gift

Seriously I never expected any return gift from her

I only wanted her love not even her body

I need her soul

But she always found ways to stay away from me

I heard somewhere

If you love anyone you won't count on ways to leave but you count on ways to live

Seriously I'm waiting for a single chance to mend the relationship where she is waiting for a single chance to break it

Thank you so much for your gift Amrutha I can never forget it

She can live her life peacefully even without me

Why to irritate her everyday?

Her gifts will never let me live peacefully

Atleast she will be peaceful if I will not be there with her

I literally pity myself now

Not even once I had self pitied where many passed it to me

Today today I felt it on myself when you love a girl more than anything and she wants to leave you

These 7 years I have been waiting for her

If not her transfer even if I die she will not come to me

Even after coming back she still have doubts

Like if I am into the marriage or not

She can directly ask me

No she never want to do it

I completely showed my anger,frustration everything on her which I kept in my heart for the last 7 fucking years

I left to the bar and drank like a drunkard

After the aaruku trip I didn't try to look at the alcohol

I left alcohol because of her again she is the reason why I started drinking it

My fate

I called ritwik to pick me from the bar

He helped me to reach flat

I slept without even thinking of anything

Next morning

I got up with a huge headache

But cool hands were touching my face making me feel better

I opened my eyes to find Amrutha sitting beside me and massaging my head

What happened?

Everything a dream??

As far as I remember she went to Sukanya and all happened

No dumb ass it's not a dream it all happened

Before I can yell at her

She is acting insane

Is she is fine?

Yesterday did Sukanya hit her on any of her brain nerves?

Oh god I need to rush to the hospital

She literally pushed me towards the washroom by keeping a towel on my shoulder

For now seriously I need a shower as I can't think anything with this hangover

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After his outburst I find myself as the stupid creature in this world

I know he won't accept me anymore

I can't ruin his life more

I sat on a roadside pavement and cried for my misery I created for myself

My tears were unstoppable with the events

I could have even confronted him but no I didn't

Even when I got to know about his marriage then I should have asked him before calling pooja

Third person is way more harmful than riots between two people

I did mistake by bringing third person not once but twice

First time I did in urgency but second time I have ample of time but still I choose to ask someone other than the man I loved most

I don't know how can I make things better

Do you think I deserve him?

No Amrutha you don't deserve him

You made him suffer for 7 years

It's not easy to handle all the pain you have given him,

Now you sulk baby sulk

For ruining his life

Not even a single word he uttered was wrong

Every word depicts the pain he held in his heart

He could have done more to me but he is sid he can't do it

But Amrutha you need to take your punishment

I was crying for him I saw ritwik sat beside me

I looked at him in a confused way

I asked with a small hope

He chuckled for a while

He took a deep breathe

Smemories.Not

After Amrutha left,sid started accepting the fact that Amrutha left him but he was not ready to accept that she won't come back and he should stop loving her

He believed with his all heart that she will come back.If not even then also he wanted to love only one women that is only Amrutha

He helped Sukanya in her treatment as she went into trauma as her everything and everyone left her

Sukanya loved sid's attention and caring nature.She started having some selfish motives to get sid for the lifetime

Where as sid wanted to help her as a friend

Sukanya tried to take advantage after sid's divorce.Slowly he found some differences in her behaviour and avoided her

On a fine day one of the company board member accused sid saying that he is incapable of leading the company as he is into drinks and girls

Fuel to the allegations sid lost a deal.

Sid's father tried to convince the board members but at the same time some of his pictures with Amrutha and Sukanya got leaked

And the abortion form came into the scene shaking the pillars of the relationships he built since his childhood

Sid father convinced the board members saying sid is going to marry Sukanya as he loved her from college time where as Amrutha is a who*e behind sid for money

But pooja's father is one of the investors of the company is already in deep wound because of his daughter's second marriage and now having a grudge on sid wanted to make sid life hell

Sukanya insisted sid's father to make her get married to sid

Sid's father asked sid to marry Sukanya and accept infront of board members that Amrutha is behind him for money and she is a gold digger

Sid splitted fire for calling Amrutha as gold digger and what not.He clearly confirmed he don't want to marry anyone.

Again in a meeting one of the member badmouthed about Amrutha saying sid is innocent but sid hit him hard and made that person loose his teeth.

Sid's father anger reached sky and asked for a choice if he want to continue business or he wanted to save a girl's name

Without any thought sid left the business which caused a huge loss to the company. His father disowned and thrown out of the house.How much sid's mom tried to stop her husband and son but all went in vain

Sid wanted to start his own business but then his father didn't even left a penny for him even his savings were snatched.

Ritwik helped sid in applying for a job as a software engineer. He somehow got settled but the mark came on the Amrutha's name made sid hurt.He wanted to know the person who is the reason behind the mess

He found Sukanya is the sole reason for his situation and then confronted her

She proposed him and acted insane when he rejected her.He tried to explain her but she only stated she wants sid

Sid lost his cool and asked doctor to shift her to some other country.His mother pays for her treatment by her N.G.O

He thought her chapter ended but never knew she will be back to ruin it more

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I nodded by wiping my tears and decided to get back my sid

Sid

I'm coming

Now on I won't leave you

Till now you held our relationship strings now I will hold it tightly

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