It's been a week since we came back from aaruku trip

I saw a huge change in her behaviour

I don't know if I should feel happy or wait for my work to complete

I'm trying to figure out everything so I did not go close to her even though she is trying

She is like giving chicken biryani when I only wanted rice

Ofcourse I wanted that chicken biriyani too very badly but today is Saturday

I'm in a state to act accordingly and not to rush again to avoid a heart break

I try to avoid her but my resistance is nil when it comes to ammu

So I kissed her cheeks and forehead in this single week

It's very much I can stop

That's how my self control cries there standing but I can't help as she is Amrutha

Shrugging off my thoughts I left the washroom after a shower

I saw my formal shirt and trousers on bed

These days I find it's very common

Every morning she wakes me up and asks me to get ready

When I will be back she will be ready with all the necessary stuff's

I tried to help her in it but she is acting weird by not letting me to do

I don't know how quickly she completes all

I love her working style too

A fear ignited in me

What if she asks divorce by acting good with me

I know I can't give her I love her more than anything I need to be careful

But one thing if she wants to divorce me I will make sure that if she will be happy then I am ready to give that to her

I heard her voice while arranging her bag

I cleared it and looked for my tie

She handed me my tie but I tied it on wrong side

I hit my head with my palm on my face

She chuckled and removed the tie

She started tying it around my neck properly where I am busy in admiring her cute expressions

I looked at her lips which were shining because of gloss applied on it

Can I taste it?

Those lips curved up asking me to taste

Within seconds i found my lips on her's

Suddenly I remembered my self control by looking into her eyes

That night I have seen her eyes full of tears which is the last thing I wanted it to happen

I averted my gaze

She pulled me towards her and kept her both hands into my hair

Pressed her lips on mine and sucked it with love

She dominated but it's full of love where she is yelling for leaving it as a just peck

Squeezing her waist I reciprocated it

Playing it for a while I dominated now

It's so sweet that I never tasted such beautiful sweet in my life except her lips

Pulling apart catching breathe

With that she left the room leaving me confused about her talks and the kiss

Love

Does it mean she loves me?

Ofcourse I know she do but she really accepted it?

Oh my god she is giving me a chance

I'm literally on cloud nine by her slow hints

I saw her asking me to come

She packed our lunch in the carrier

I started moving out of the hall where she is locking the room

I knocked ammu's old flat where her parents left few days ago which is now rented by aarya and malavika

Aaru and malu were studying in vizag

Aaru opened the door with sleepiness dancing on her face

Both the girls were new to city so i asked them to ask anything they need

I smiled at her which she reciprocated

I looked at ammu who is busy in locking the door by handling two carrier bags on her both the shoulders,a hand bag on her right hand arm

Oh my busy super women

Seriously how women can handle everything so easily

I went towards her and taken the carrier from her hands and locked the door

I looked at aaru who is gave an amused look

By the way why two carriers?

Ammu please don't pour water on my Hope's by telling it is for us separately

I mean she can pack it in a single bag

She picked one of the carrier bag from my hand and passed it to aaru

I looked at her to find an answer

I proudly looked at my wife

Although my concentration shifted to the word "Our house" long ago

Aaru teased us

Before I can say anything this little pataka closed the room shouting thank you

We both smiled at her childishness

I nodded at her

I don't have siblings but now again after Nivedhitha I feel these two kids as my baby sisters

I miss you mom!!

We reached office and engrossed in the work

I decided to propose my beauty queen this weekend and to start our new life with only love

I looked at Amrutha chewing her pen and typing something on laptop

This girl and her habits will never change

Ofcourse beautiful

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I'm feeling so contented with love

He is someone my heart always craved

He is someone I always want next to me

He is someone I need everyday like a drug

Now I'm behaving like a 16 years old girl who had fallen in love for the first time and struggling to Express her feelings

I badly wanted to tell him what I feel for him

I know he have a good idea about my love but after our second innings I never shared it with him infact acted like a dumb ass

But now I need to explain him

What happened and what i want now

The night when he asked me not to leave something in me had shaken my heart

It's not the pity but the same night I understood that he is in the same state I was in

The night when I got to know that again I faced the same depression I realized I can't live without him then why to play these all dirty games

Maybe now he regrets his past which he did

Whatever his past might be he loves me I can see it clearly

But I have seen the same in our college too

Ammu don't dig the days

Soon Express your love to him

With happiness I bit my lower lip which made me to hiss in pain

Oh no a bite on my lips

This is art work of my big mosquito

I loved his artwork and left to the washroom to apply lip balm on it as to avoid unwanted questions from my detective colleagues

I again sat and started working meanwhile I saw shalini joined us

Shalini asked in irritated way which grabbed our team members attention

I asked her in panic

Her expressions clearly tells me that she is so pissed off

I looked at sid for his answer

Varsha asked my doubt

Onsite??!!!

Why did he left the opportunity?

Varsha expressed her disbelief

He left the chair and moved out

Varsha and shalini kept disappointed faces

I walked into the balcony where sid is standing

He looked into my eyes deeply taking breathe

I don't know what should I feel

Happy for his love?

Or

Sad for spoiling his great opportunity?

I had tears in my eyes

Still somewhere I feel guilt overloaded and hugged him

He patted my back slowly

My phone call pulled us away

I saw the number and moved away from him to attend the call

I again went back to sid who is looking at me with his suspicious eyes I gulped in fear of getting caught

It's not that I want to hide but I will tell him tonight

Sid enquired me

I'm sorry sid!!I lied but I promise I will explain you everything soon

Except the doctor and this person no one knows what happened 7 years ago including aarnav I never shared the reason behind my departure. I only informed aarnav saying that I got cheated by my boyfriend

I left the office informing sid

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