Me and Kurt haven't even talked in at least two weeks. It has been painful to say the least. I don't even understand what I did wrong.

I need to talk to someone about this. As I think this I hear a knock at my door. I stand up and open it to see my dad. He pushes past me and sits on my bed.

"I want to talk to you" He says

This is very out of character for him, to say the least

"Okay?" I respond sitting next to him

"What happened between you and Kurt?" My dads voice speaks

"Nothing..." I lie

"Don't lie, he hasn't been over in more than two weeks..something is wrong" my dad says, concerned

I sigh then speak up, "It's nothing that concerns you"

"Does it have anything to do with the note?" He asks

"Kind of" I let him in just the smallest bit. "Dad, have you ever done something that doesn't seem wrong but has made someone walk away for no reason?" I speak, not thinking about what I'm saying.

"Is this about Kurt, what did you do?" He questions

"Yes and nothing" I snarkily reply

"How the hell am I supposed to help you if I have no idea what you did?"

Instead of replying I walk away from him

-next day-

I was talking with some of my friends and the heathers when Kurt walks up. He taps me on the shoulder and I turn to him.

"Come with me" he says

I easily oblige and follow him to his car. He gets in the drivers seat while I get in the passengers. I am visibly nervous but try not to show it as obviously.

As he starts driving he speaks up, "Ram I'm sorry I shouldn't have just gone silent like that."

It takes a second for me to comprehend it, "then why did you? What did I do wrong this time?"

"Because frankly I was scared. I know being stupid but I've never been in love with a guy before and I've never kissed a guy before. No matter how long I've wanted that it's still new to me." He says, obviously sad and mad at the same time.

"And so you ignore me for two weeks?" I say, questioning him

"Dont question me because I don't know" He says simply. Kurt continues with, "Ram I want to date you"

That honestly shocked me, seeing as it came so fast. I pull myself together and say, "me too, where are we going though?"

"My house"

"Okay"

Soon enough we are at his house awkwardly sitting on the couch. We just look at each other in silence not knowing what to do.

"...."

"...."

After that car ride it left me wondering what to do. He said he wanted to be my boyfriend and I agreed. Why is nothing happening?

My thoughts are interrupted by someone's lips on mine. Though I am confused I kiss back. It's sweet and loving, which is how it should be. After a minute or so I pull away and hug him, just to hide my reddened face.

"Wow..." He says

"So we are dating now?" I ask

"Yes" Kurt replies

"Can we keep this a secret, I know you probably don't want to but I care about my reputation and we will get made fun of." I say, slightly ranting

"I understand." He replies

"Thank you"