I came from switzerland back to London today , honestly I didn't want to leave my baby's side ..oh by the way his name is Rayan...Naina and I read over 10 thick name books and finally we selected Rayan Edward styles , it sounded so Royal and classy ..speaking of Naina we still haven't been on a very strong relation but yes we were improving day by day , it felt like old days when we were in the starting of our relationship and were trying to know each other and trying to win each other's heart.

The past month had been so hectic with a newborn to care and mending my relation with Naina ...i cancelled all my tours and work for a month as I wanted to be there for my wife and baby .for the first few days I stayed at the hotel but then nainas dad suggested me to stay in their house to look after them as he had to go back to India for his work , his love for his grandbaby was much more than. His hate for me ..so he finally let be involved in their life

With a constant arrival of Gemma and lads and other close friends of mine to Switzerland media got suspicious and they finally found out about the birth of our baby so we decided to announce the birth of our baby officially through a brief video message but we still hadn't let any photos of Rayan be out , Naina and I were trending again on social sites , most of the people congratulated us but there were still many who made false and crappy rumours that Naina cheated and the baby was not mine and thats why we filed for divorce but these things put no negative impact on our happiness .

It's was just one day without rayan and I'm already missing him like crazy and I will be going back to Switzerland today itself ,but not alone , I came here for a special reason to take someone with me to Switzerland , I want them to meet my baby

I parked my car in the parking , and nervously got out of it approaching towards the door that was so familiar yet so new .

I took a deep breath before knocking the chocolate coloured door , i heard footsteps coming the door making anxiety rush through me before the door was finally swing open

Harry ...my dad said clearly suprised , never in his life he would have thought that I would be here at his door steps and I don't blame him even i never thought that I will ever come to meet him and that's why they say that life can be really unpredictable

I need to talk to you...I said looking at him

He simply nodded too much shocked to even talk ..

He opened the door wide allowing me to enter inside the house

There was a brief amount of silence before he decided to break the ice

Congratulations on your baby Harry...he said smiling at me

I didn't wait anymore and walked towards him quickly engulfing him in a big hug

I'm sorry dad ,I'm so sorry ...I whispered against his shoulder still hugging him like my life depended on it....

You have nothing to be sorry of son , I'm sorry ..he said hugging me back more tightly

After some moments of staying like that in my father's embrace I finally let him go.

You know dad once you said that you hope that I understand the importance of forgiveness ..I understand now , I understand how it feels when your son is right in front of you but you can't love him ..

I can't live without seeing his face for a day so I could possibly imagine how you felt over these years

That's what fatherhood does to you ...he said patting my shoulder making both of us chuckle

So ..I want you to pack your bags and come to Switzerland to meet your grandson Rayan Edward styles ..I said looking straight in his eyes

R u serious ? He asked still not believing what I just asked

I nodded smiling

Thank you son , thank you for letting me a part of his life , I couldn't be the best father but I promise I would be the best grandpa you could ever imagine ...he said hugging me once again and breaking into loud sobs of happiness

Dad was right fatherhood does lot of wonders in your life , it changes you completely , I learnt that humans make mistakes and we being another human have to forgive them instead of holding the grudge against them ...I couldn't even stand to the thought of my son hating me for what I did to his mother , and what I did to Naina was much more worse than what dad did to mom and I will have that remorse till my death , so if I got a second chance he deserves it too. One day when Rayan would be old enough to understand these things I will tell him what happened between me and Naina. I will tell him to take decisions wisely and not with a mindset of stupidity that will lead us to a point where we would be at the verge of losing every blessing that we have in our life..I will never allow him to go through the pain and regret that I had to go through . I will make my son a gentleman that I myself failed to become .