My eyes were stirred open and I saw my mom sitting beside my bed in one of the chairs cradling a tiny bundle in her hands ..

Mom...I called out weakly making her head shot up from the bundle in her hands .

Hi...baby she said with a wide smile

Congratulations ....you are now a mother to a beautiful baby boy . She said making me smile

I want to hold him...I whispered , still tired and sore

Sure....she said getting up and helping me to get up before carefully placing my angel in my arms.

I gasped looking at him, he was so beautiful , an absolute blend of harry and me...his eyes were my shape but Harry's color, he had my nose , his lips resembled Harry's ...It hurted to see so much of harry in him but of course he was his blood so resemblence was undeniable

Hi..baby...it's mumma ...I cooed to my baby who was staring at me with his cute small adorable eyes ..

I love you ...you are so handsome.. I said kissing his tiny fingers..

He started wiggling and squirm under my arms and the nurse told me that he was hungry , she positioned him properly on my lap as he started eating ..

Where is dad ...?? I asked my mom while running my hands very delicatedly through my babies tiny head

He is out to bring some baby stuffs for the little guy...he is not even a day old but I'm sure your dad is going to spoil him from today itself ..he is over the moon by his arrival

I have no doubt in that...I said laughing with her

Did u tell Anne about him, I asked my mom

Yes , we told her and she is in fact here ....she said blankly

Wh-aat ? Shes here? Then why didn't she come inside ?..I asked suprised

Yeah..but she's not alone ...she said looking down

Is Gemma here too? I asked curiously

Naina...she's not with Gemma ...she said making me frown

Then ? I asked raising my eyebrow

Just look for yourself but please don't get worked up and if you need me we are right outside okay ...she said getting up and walking outside the door

I looked her every moment in confusion until the door opened again revealing the person who I never wanted to see again in my life .....my eyes widened in shock and I was filled with all the emotions sadness , anger , fright at one time

I held my baby more closely and tightly to myself

W-hat what are you doing here ? I said trying to sound strong but panicking

Baby -just lis- he started

No ..don't call me that and tell me why are you here , I swear if you touch my baby I will kill you ....I said angrily

Naina...relax..too much stress is not good for you , I'm not here to take the baby...I just want to talk to you ..he said calmly

Harry leave ....today is the most beautiful day of my life and I don't want to ruin it...so please for God sake ..leave..I growled at him

Naina...I will understand if you would not want to talk to me but if you ever loved me please at least let me sit here and apologise for what I have done ...I swear I'll leave after that if you want me to ...he said innocently , his eyes held the truth

I sighed but didn't say anything and and looked down at my baby and peppering him with little kisses

He took that as a yes signal and Sat on a chair at a good distance from me , I still didn't looked up at him.

Naina...I'm not expecting forgiveness from you because I know I know what I committed was not a mistake but a sin ...He started

But I swear on my child that I loved you Naina ...I loved you , when I met you and those days in India and when I proposed you the first time, I promise did it with full sincerity and truth but then I heard your conversation with someone about how our love only meant getting popularity for you foundation and nothing else ...I was filled with rage and I -

And you thought that taking revenge was best instead of talking and clarifying things out huh? I snapped finally looking at him

You don't even realise Harry what you have done to me ...it felt like you have burnt me alive ...you made me the joke of the town...you left me alone like I was nothing to you , our wedding , our first time together everything was so special for me while it was just a medium of aveng for you .. I had tears freely flowing from my eyes uncontrollably

I was almost dead Harry...my baby is the only reason why you are seeing me alive right now ...I said smiling at the baby

He too looked down at our baby who was sleeping cosily in my arms

I'm sorry Naina ....and thank you , thank you for everything that you have done for me...thank you for making me a father , he said looking at the baby with so much love in his eyes

Thank you for reuniting me with Gemma and lads ... His glossy eyes slowly looked at me

I will always love you guys even though I know I will never have the chance to prove it to you again , just take care of the baby and yourself , and please don't tell him what his father did , I can't stand seeing him hate me ..raise him to become a gentleman not like his dad who is a angry psychopath who doesn't think of anyone but himself ..he said wiping his tears

Can i at least hold him one time .....please , he whispered to me with hope in my eyes

I looked at him for a few minutes with glossy eyes battling to make a decision before carefully placing the baby in his arms ...I couldn't deny him this moment

And his face displayed emotions as if someone has given him life back but only for some mere seconds .

Hey champ....daddy here ..he said craddling him in his arms

I'm sorry Daddy can't be there for u , but u should remember that I will always love u okay ...mommy has gone through alot ,just don't give her anymore pain ..take care of her and be someone who she can be proud of...he said tears flowing from his eyes and almost sending me to the verge of tears

He peppered his face with little kisses before snuggling him to his chest one last time and finally giving him to me

Just take care....he said not looking at my eyes , I know he never wanted to let go of his baby

And I also know that whatever he said today was from the core of his heart , it didn't hold any grudge or stubbornness to prove his point...he admitted how cruel he had been and was ready to face consequences even though it would tear him apart ...I felt like Harry that I fell in love with was back but still I was afraid to trust him again ,what if he will betray me again ? What if he hurt me more ? These things were rambling my mind nonstop as he was already near the door to leave

Stop ...I said looking at him ,making him stand stiff in the position he was .

He slowly turned around and looked at me with an expressionless face

Don't go..he looked really suprised but his face now held a glow in them .

I don't know if I could trust you , maybe it will take months , years or my whole life to trust you , but I want to give our relation one more try , he's your son too and he deserves to have his dad by his side...so I think for the sake of our baby we should give it another try

His lips stretched into a big wide smile like I have never seen before

He came to and sat beside me taking my hands in his

Thank you Naina...thank u so much , I promise I will make this chance worth it...I will be the best dad and husband you could possibly imagine and we will be the happiest family on Earth...i swear he said in a highly energetic and joyful voice..

I laughed at his cuteness , this Harry resembled so much to whom I loved...I just hoped he stay like this forever ..but I'm scared really scared of my heart being broken again..but my baby's happiness is worth every risk.