I finally took my revenge and I kept my promise to myself by completely finishing Naina's life . I thought that I will feel happy about this but I didn't feel even a ounce of happiness . Her foundations were mine now , she had nothing left with her , I made everything mine but I still felt that I didnt gained anything from it ...it has been 3months since I revealed the truth to her , our divorce was still in process , the news of our divorce spread like wildfire and soon it was all over the tabloids ..

I didn't hear a word from her , I don't even know where she is and to be honest it freaks me out a bit ..I wanted her complete break down but deep inside my heart I still hoped that she was okay wherever she was. .maybe she didn't loved me but I loved her immensly and some point of time or maybe maybe i still do..I don't know but now I would not allow this fucked up thoughts conquer me again and fuck me up .

I continued my touring , the lads seemed to be a little distant from me after the divorce news as they don't call me that frequently as they did earlier ..mom And Gemma too were behaving as if I was a stranger ..but I don't get why on Earth would they support a girl whom they barely know from past couple of years rather than me who they have spent a lifetime with..anyways I was trying to get back to my normal style with my fans and my music..

I was watching Harry's concert on TV , he looked so happy and energetic as if nothing happened my eyes were full of tears as I try to control myself

Mom snatched remote from my eyes and looked at me sternly

How many times I have to tell you not to watch his shows ?. She asked clearly pissed

Look what he does to you ..she said gesturing towards my eyes that I know would be swollen and red by now.

I couldn't hold on and burst out crying loudly there ...she quickly sat beside me and hugged me tightly

Shhh....naina..it's okay darling ..just relax ...she said running hands through my hairs

How could he do this mom...how could he....and look how happy he is after killing me ...i mumbled against her shoulder

I know...sweetheart I know..but you need to stay strong okay...we raised you that way...you can't give up..okay..she said wiping my tears ..

I nodded while she kissed my forehead .

Now go and rest a bit while I prepare dinner , I'm sure this little human in here would be really hungry ..she said touching my stomach making me let out a wet chuckle

That's like my girl...now go she said patting my shoulder

I got to my room , washed my face and sat on on my comfy bed ..I smiled thinking about what mom said

My little human..I ran my hands over my newly forming baby bump

3 months ago I thought that I lost everything , I had no reason to live so I decided to end my life rather than becoming a big joke in front of people , a deep cut by a razor blade felt nothing in comparison to the pain that was endured upon me earlier , I mentally prayed to God he should grant me death but when I opened my eyes in a strong disinfectant smelling room I felt that even god betrayed me .

The doctors told me that I was not going to take one life but two and that's when we came to know about this life that was growing inside me ...it really felt like God has given me a reason to live ..my baby was indeed a blessing for me . Mom dad was not so happy about it and wanted me to get an abortion and start a new life but I stood against it , no way I'm was going to allow them to take my only hope in life ...

Gemma and

Anne was still in contact with me and I told them about my pregnancy but with a condition of not to tell Harry...I didn't want that man anywhere near my baby ...this baby is mine and only mine and I never will allow him to be a part of it's life. They were hesistant at first but they agreed eventually .

It became very difficult in India to live with constant disturbances from paps and people who couldn't keep their mouth shut but rather gossip on my personal life , my parents suggested it's best to get settled somewhere that's much more peaceful and calm and we decided on Switzerland , we lived in the a small village called Andermatt , the most calm and serene place where I wanted to live since when I was a child. Since I was pregnant my mom decided to stay with me to help me with stuffs .

This was completely different from Indian atmosphere , I felt so relaxed to be here away from all the limelight and negativity ..my dad was in India because of his work , he strictly ordered me not to find any job till the baby is born and of course till they are bit grown up ..so I had no other work than sitting around and killing time , sometime while sitting blank Harry's thoughts engulf me but I try to find out ways to get rid of it

I was getting myself my orange juice ready when there was a knock on the door, mom was out for some shopping so I was alone in the house which made me scared , what if they are the paps who got my new address ,I was battling whether to open it or not when I heard it again

I went closer to the door

Who's it ? I asked nervously

Your old stupid room mate ...a familiar voice came from outside

Angel...I beamed with both shock and excitement ..

I quickly opened the door , revealing angel standing by my door

I hugged her instantly and she hugged me back , tears flowing from both of our eyes

I missed you dude...she joked making us remember the good old days where she used to call me a tomboy.

Missed u too roomie..I said hugging her once again

Uhmm...I think someone is crushing between us ..she joked glancing down at my small bump

Ohh...my you actually have a bump , she said touching it as if she had never seen a baby bump before

Hi baby...this is Aunt angel remember , you might recognise my voice ..I talk to your mom almost every day..she said running small circles on my bump

I smiled at her cuteness..

Angel and I talked everyday but I hadn't seen her in person since our wedding , first she didn't have the time then I was not in a state to talk to anyone .

We sat and talked and joked on silly matters just like we did when we were in the rented room, it was not long ago but still it felt like many years have passed .

So you are okay now ? She finally asked taking a sip of her coffee

I nodded ...I'm trying to be okay for my baby...I swear angel if it wasn't for my baby I would have attempted suicide unless I die

Hey...stop she said scolding me , you know babies can listen what we talk

I rolled my eyes at her immature comment

What..it's the truth ...she said making me laugh lightly

You can listen can't you baby..she asked putting a hand on my stomach

I suddenly felt a light nudge in my belly

We both saw each other in shock...

Was it it's first- I cut her before she could complete

Yes..I said excitedly

Ohh...my God...you kicked , and that too for aunt angel...I love u too baby....we both are a team aren't we ..she said kissing my stomach

Making me smile widely

I entered the house after a tiring session in gym when i saw Gemma sitting on the couch reading a magazine

Hey...I said smiling widely at her

She just looked at me for a brief second before looking down at the magazine

I said hi..I said irriatedly

Hi..she simply blurted out without even looking at me

Can I ask you what's your problem, why you suddenly decided to act like a egoistic women when your were pleading me to take you back when we were going through a rough patch in our relationship

Because I didn't knew that you were so cruel ..

Well , that's how I'm and you should have thought well about that before sending me that damn letter on my engagement .

What letter ? She asked frowning

Ohh..wow now you don't remember , that letter where you emotionally blackmailed me to start a happy sibling kinda relation

I never sent you a letter ..infact it was you who sent me a letter to tell me how much you misses me and wanted to be in good terms with me

We both stood there in silence , trying to figure out what was going on

Who gave that letter to you? I asked her furrowing my eyebrows at her

Naina...she said you wrote it and it was indeed your handwriting

I held my face in my hand and sat on the couch trying to get the bits and pieces together ..

Harry?...what's going on ? Gemma asked after a minute of silence

I don't get it...I said shaking my head

What ? She asked raising her eyebrow in confusion

Why would she do that ....why would Naina try to mend our relation....

You mean to say it's Naina who send those letters to us ..she asked equally shocked now

I simply nodded bitting my lip

I don't get it..on one side she was using me and on the other side she did this for me...what's going on , it's all so complicated just like my damn life