Mate...I know I'm a handsome hunk...but pls u have a girlfriend..she may get jealous..Niall says peeking through his dark googles

Ehrmm...I -I , I wanted to say something but just couldn't find the right words

I know , your shocked to see us here , but we thought we should get back to what we used to be during band days and what's better than this special day . Happy birthday Harry , Liam said engulfing me in a big bear hug followed by rest of the boys joining us .

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And then Niall had to run in his boxers to get his pizza back from Harry ....Louis shared one of our memories back from tour days making all of us to get in a fit of laughter

My God , how desperate r u ? Naina asked giving a side eye to Niall

Babe when it comes to my food , I can dance naked for it ...he said making everyone burst into another round of laughter

Harry get ready...Liam said out of nowhere dragging all of us from our tour days that we were reliving

I furrowed my eyes in confusion..

Now don't give me that dramatic look like a girl who had been asked to kiss on her first date

I rolled my eyes at his stupid comment and he did the same

Well , where are we going ? I asked

Just get ready mate...u will know about it soon ..Niall said and that's when I realized that they had pre-planned it and me and Naina are the only one who are unaware about it .

We Soon got ready...mom was not allowed to travel much due to her recurrent neck pain so she opted to stay and relax in the house which we fully supported

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Guys I'm asking u for the last time where are we going ? I asked for the 100th time during the journey

Harry...one more time you ask and I will push you on the busy road without any hesitation...Louis growled

I huffed before laying my head on the comfy car seat and closing my eyes to calm my anxiety when I felt a pair of soft fingers grasping mine ..I opened my eyes and looked to my side to find Naina giving me her signature adorable smile that can relieve you from any stress.

I smile back at her , I was too happy right now to think about her , so I decided to keep the hatret aside for some time as I enjoy this day with my lads...obviously I was not going to spoil my birthday because of her .

Calm down Harry, I'm sure you will love whatever they have planned ...she said bringing my hand close to her fingers before kissing it.

I pouted and that's when she leaned closer to kiss my lips

Whoaaa...there love birds ,we will give you seperate room for all of that ...Niall said making both of us to jump in shock

We both laughed at his comment , Naina seemed embarrassed and I gave Niall a dirty look to which he made a rather annoying poker face .

The rest of our drive was filled with stories about our families , 1d days , they were telling Naina all my embarrassing stories making her laugh hysterically ...God her smile was so addicting ...she got along with the boys so well as if she had known them for years...we laughed , sang , and slept during rest of the journey except Liam who was driving .

I woke up shocked and panicked when I felt a thin fabric tied to my eyes ..

Wh-whats going on ? I asked desperately

Hahahahaha....you have been kidnapped ...Louis said in a heavy voice just as seen in. Movies where the villians blackmail after kidnapping

I heard laughters in the background and soft giggles of Naina .

Shut up Lou, and get this thing out of my face ..I said trying to untie it

Easy there pal, just wait a few more minutes , we are almost close to your suprise ..

I sighed and laid my head back on the car seat when I realized there is no way I can convince them

That's like a good boy...Louis said

Finally after some time I was carefully escorted and taken to an unknown place . They untied the cloth from my eyes and I slowly opened my eyes

I gasped loudly when I saw where I was ...

Zay-yn...I manage to blurt out looking at pure white tombstone of zayn with his name and few verses from Quran that was written beautifully in Urdu .

Yes mate...how can he be left alone when we all were together on this day...we were are and will always remain 5 ..Liam said patting my back .

I gave a quick glance to all 5of the people that I was surrounded to , all of there eyes were glossy .

I took one deep breath before slowly approaching towards zayn's grave and kneeling down beside it

Hi zayn..thanks for the birthday wish eh? ...I said , a big lump forming in my throat preventing me from proceeding any further

We miss you buddy , you w-will always be in our hearts until we meet again in heaven and perform a grand reunion concert there ...I said with a slight smile

I bit my lip in order to control my emotions but failed miserably and burst into tears right then and there not at all caring about the surrounding...

I felt couple of hands rubbing my back , we engulfed each other in a big 1-d hug that we used to have during the start of any concert.

We all started sobbing loudly , letting all our emotions that burdened our life and was eating us alive these past years to be drained out of our body ..

When we finally had a little control on ourself we gathered ourself and stood hand in hand in front of his grave .

We are together again mate ,and this Time it's forever ...I said looking at the grave

1D forever...we all screamed in unison , before hugging each other ..

I looked around and saw Naina standing a bit far away ...she smiled at me and I returned it back as I was feeling at peace that I was deprived for so long...

The same night we returned for homes chapel , after visiting zayn's house and assured his family that we are always there and they can always come up to us if they have any problem , they we're so happy and contended to see us together...because they knew zayn wanted nothing more than we all being together again..his soul will be at peace now .

She's beautiful Harry....Liam said looking at Naina who was sleeping peacefully with her head on my shoulder while we were returning back to homes chapel

I simply nodded ..bringing her close to me and placing an arm around her .

Yes..mate..ur so lucky she's beautiful and so caring ...Niall said looking at Naina lovingly

Agreed...Louis yelled from his driving seat .

Don't look at her, find your girl...I said bringing a little humour to our talk as I find Niall staring at her with so much admiration for her

He just shook his head smiling ...

Sorry don't get me wrong but I wish I had a girl like her , innocent , loving and so down to earth ...whoever I meet , they only ditch me ..he said scratching his forehead after enjoying with my money , he said making all of us laugh

I wish I could tell Niall that I am having the same fate as his..this girl they think Is so loving and caring is actually an evil soul who came in my life just for her own selfish needs ..just for my destruction..

Harry? Niall said bringing me back from my own thoughts

I just smiled back at them as I was in lack of words and laid my head on the car seat with my hands playing with Naina's soft strands of hairs as I rewind today from the start . This day I had to say was the best day of my life , I don't remember when I felt this happy and peaceful...my heart didn't hold the regret , guilt and pain that drowned me down over this years... I really felt that zayn was listening to us...he was there with us and to have the boys together again was something that I never imagined I witness in my life again

but as someone said , life can really be very unpredictable , when u wish for it , it never seems to happen but at an unexpected moment , when you would have not even thought about it , it's given to u